ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

hi!!! i must say i've been super excited to share this one with y'all', super happy about how it turned out

gotta make it clear that this is very much inspired by The 1975, but artists like @dobimusic and @duskus were HUGE inspirations as well

anyway, hope y'all enjoy this one ^^

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Lyrics:

Don't wanna talk about it
That night is just forgettable to me

Don't wanna think about it
When I stare up at the ceiling I see you

And I know you know what I have felt for you
And I know you know the day I fell for you

And you know it hurts 'cause you have seen it too
And I know you know it's what you've put me through

(...)

Why make a mess about it?
You know my feelings are too dumb to comprehend

Some day you'll realize it
How you toyed with me and acted like it's all the same

And I've been lied to all the time
Saw you turn to crystal right before my eyes

And you've been bluffing all this time
You took the colors off my canvas and let 'em dry

Afraid of the dark
Is it you who lurks within?
No, I don't wanna see your shadow at my door

And I know you heard me right
Is that really you in the mirror
Crushing me from inside?

(...)

To See Color

i want more than a moment.
https://soundcloud.com/alexanderpanos/sutter
https://soundcloud.com/alexanderpanos

alexander panos - sutter (edit)

𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒂 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏
𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅𝒔 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝒂𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒎
𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖
𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒚𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝒂 𝒏𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒃𝒚 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒌 𝒃𝒖𝒃𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈
𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆
𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒐

:)

Something that has a light blue color

https://on.soundcloud.com/D4kWyjk00Qld3QLUlW

Art:placeholder couldn’t find the original artist

Last Touch (type: arietta)

yet, as desperate as you are, you persevered, and you caught a glimpse of it, the one thing that you wanted all along ... only just for a moment.

Healing Phase

for a moment ...

“thought experiment”

link to the track on other platforms:
distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/thought-experiment

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Feel Like I Do (ft. Kaguraa)

lets start :3c

Suroki, halfTrue, EyesAndArrows, maringen

Lyrics

----VERSE 1----

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

They say your body loves you so unconditionally (That's right !)
But when i break mine i hope i'm forgiven (Of course :D)
I used to think together we could be anything

But i'm not an idiot, yeh

Keep getting closer to some people i'll never meet
But still won't talk to those i've known since like 17
I'm feeling nauseous when somebody is nice to me

I must be an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

WHAT'S THIS ?

----VERSE 2----

Someone said they want my hands for themselves
I couldn't comprehend the things that they felt
It's not that i don't like the way that they're held , I think i'd like
It more, as somebody else

[AAAH]

Can't fake the feeling that you'll never be home again
Ashamed to say but i've forgotten just what it meant
You're nothing now, and we know who it should've been

Cos i'm just an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT 
ARE YOU ?

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

[OH NO !]

----POSTCHOR----

I never change
I'll never change
I can't decide
I'll think about it
It's always been
just like you said

You wanna live ? then start !

I wanna to change
I wanna to change
Can't be this way
forever but I
Don't wanna be
Don't wanna be
(Somebody else)

----PRECHOR----

She's got nowhere to go
He didn't even notice
I thought we'd be prettier
We must not be ready yet

ARE YOU ?

----CHORBUILD----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDI - 
[OH NO !]

ARE YOU ?

----FINAL CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

I WANNA LIVE

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

AND I CAN'T LET THIS GO ON     
PROMISE YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT
WHEN WE CAN'T BE WHAT YOU WANT
I'll STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY

I WANNA LIVE

let's start. 




IDIOTTT

BLUESTAR (sketch)

🔥 New Track Out Now! 🔥  
Title: [Neon Rift Collapse]  
Produced by: [Music RooM]  

This track is a blend of real bars, raw emotion, and authentic rap vibes.  
If you're into real hip hop, storytelling, or trap beats – this one's for you.  

New dubstep track from Los Angeles producer 

💬 Let me know what you think in the comments.  
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Neon Rift Collapse

this is the recycling bin for my fire beats

class of 2021

dobi but its a second account