no but like. ur THE FUTURE LITERALLY im in awe each time

Depicting

ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

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Mean It

Mean It (feat. San Holo & Nick Lopez)

three years

https://lowly.ffm.to/fells-5am

I started this song earlier last winter during a couple months where I felt pretty lost and uncertain in my life. I had been listening to artists like nothing,nowhere and Yellowcard and was extremely inspired to write a song that captured my feelings of unease and frustration. I wrote the main guitar riff one day and knew instantly I could create a full song off of that foundation. The production all fell into place and Braden (SayWeCanFly) absolutely nailed the emotion I envisioned on this record. So happy to have this song finally out in the world.

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LYRICS:
It’s 5am I’m laying with you on my own
Been trying to sleep but I can hear all of my broken bones
Anxiety is making breathing pretty difficult
Thought I could fix myself
I guess I’m terminal

I’m the ghost, you’re the grave
I’m the hole, you’re the spade
I’m the one wasting space
You’re the one who got away
Sending my feelings to your phone
Even though nobody’s home
I’m the one wasting space
I fade away

I’m sorry that I hurt you
I didn’t mean to do that
I just have too much shit on my mind
Now I can’t even fucking think straight
Losing all the week days
I’ve been feeling weak as hell inside

I know you hated me for everything
That I couldn’t do
Wish you’d have told me from the start
That I was nothing to you
Now I’m bleeding, yeah I’m bleeding
And it feels good, yeah it feels good

Heart on my sleeve and 
I’ve been shivering these nights alone
Just spending every second
Wishing you were here to hold
Not gonna’ lie to you
It’s kind of getting difficult
To be the only one awake at 5am alone

I’m backing up into your driveway
Thinking about what I’ll say
The sight of you has got me so uptight
Now I can’t even fucking think straight
Watching as my heart breaks
Praying as I look into your eyes

I know you hated me for everything
That I couldn’t do
Wish you’d have told me from the start
That I am nothing to you
Now I’m bleeding, yeah I’m bleeding

I’m sorry that I hurt you
I didn’t mean to do that
I just have too much shit on my mind
Now I can’t even fucking think straight
Losing all the week days
I’ve been feeling weak as hell inside

I know you hated me for everything
That I couldn’t do
Wish you’d have told me from the start
That I was nothing to you
Now I’m bleeding, yeah I’m bleeding
And it feels good, yeah it feels so good

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Fells - 5 AM (feat. SayWeCanFly)

gravity

Maybe she was gone for a bit
And afraid to admit she was wrong
And maybe she let go just to quit
And moved out to where she belongs
She thinks she fell in love with a witch
The way he spells out that she's wrong
I feel like he's too evil for it
Cast aside with a magical wand

Chalked up driveway
It feels like an ocean
Caught me looking sideways
Provoking emotion
Ask what's the commotion
I’m stuck in place
Don't know where I'm going
You say it’s all for my sake
So I still stay here frozen
While this gap keeps on growing

This feeling I’m loving must fall
The holes and blood on the wall
Reminding why we once fell out of love
I’m tired of reads and blocked calls
Reminding me of all my flaws
Try to tell me again what to think of

Maybe she was gone for a bit
And afraid to admit she was wrong
And maybe she let go just to quit
And moved out to where she belongs
She thinks she fell in love with a witch
The way he spells out that she's wrong
I feel like he's too evil for it
Cast aside with a magical wand

charmer

cover of pressure by the 1975
this was done for vocal practice lol

pressure

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

thank u jedwill

s/o https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999 https://soundcloud.com/brakence https://soundcloud.com/loginstrash

original: https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999/athena

art: https://soundcloud.com/sumantsagar

enjoy!

jedwill, brakence & login - athena (doug suh flip)

Soulmate is a track me and clayekea made last summer. It was originally going to be a part of Holy Spirit. Like Flowerfields, it's a song based around a webtoon clayekea introduced me to:

from clayekea: “soulmate” is a song based on a Chinese Webtoon with the same name about a girl getting a second chance at her youth, and her attempt to save the girl she loves before it’s too late. At the same time, however, her past self switches places with her current self, forcing her past self  to adjust to a brand new life, new responsibilities, and living with a girl she doesn’t know. The lyrics reflect the story, covering both the perspectives of the girls’ past and present selves, with both verses opening by showing their initial thoughts about their different surroundings.

produced by: makina & clayekea //
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twitter.com/makmakmakina
open.spotify.com/artist/7sLsLUhs9QgM6lkOjGtk2G?si=SRPdZTmQRwGT2lnNgHdsyg

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twitter.com/clayekea
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lyrics by: clayekea //
she so goated

Who are you?
And where's my body?
I look at a familiar room inside this house
Look at you
With a brand new psyche
Maybe I can finally work this out
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different
I think I’ve woke up as someone I've never known
With a person that feels distant but yet so close
I've traveled several years and I'm left on my own
My family's not together and I can't go home
All these years felt like days
But still have the same exact face
There's a truth, I can't say
But somehow I feel the same
Now I'm back here
And I feel so selfish
I wanna change the you I know
Save our fears
And grant your last wish
For once I'm finally filled with hope
Feels like I'm drowning deep under the ocean floor
I thought I loved you then but now I love you more
I remember all the memories we had before
But somehow it feels different
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different

art by: formyths //
twitter.com/formyths
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Makina & Clayekea - Soulmate

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___
take you to the top
take you to the top, i wanna
take you to the top
take you to the top i wanna,
take you to the top
take you to the
oh, yeah! yeah! 
yeah yeah yeah!

take it away i'm about to go
take it away 'cause you're about to see the vision
on my up ignition
on my own wave ambition
i think i'm about to touch the sun!
and then you'll see it
I'm never giving up
I'll scream it from the roof and tear it out my chest what's up 
and if you see me falling i'll just see you looking up
i'm never giving up, no, I'm just waking up

when we fall it'll be so beautiful
when we fall it'll be so

i'm never giving up, no, I'm just waking up
i'm never giving up, no, I'm just

take it away i'm about to go
take it away 'cause you're about to see the vision
on my up ignition
on my own wave ambition
i think i'm about to touch the sun!

i think i'm about to touch the sun!

i think i'm about to touch the sun!

i'm never giving up, no, I'm just waking up
i'm never giving up, no, I'm just waking up

take it away i'm about to go
take it away 'cause you're about to see the vision
on my up ignition
on my own wave ambition
i think i'm about to touch the sun!
and then you'll see it
I'm never giving up
I'll scream it from the roof and tear it out my chest what's up 
and if you see me falling i'll just see you looking up
i'm never giving up, no, I'm just waking up
___

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Stream "Kids" here <3
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LIONE - Kids (With Miranda Glory)

fun little track i made with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/shayobono

unmastered

lyrics:


i don’t know i don’t know if i’ve hurt you yet

all i know, all i know is that it must be said

the sound of silence is what keeps them going 

an internal tyrant is the least of my worries 

i don’t know i don’t know if i’ve hurt you yet

if it could settle the dust w/ rsd

this is the recycling bin for my fire beats

if it could settle the dust w/ rsd

dobi but its a second account

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