love love how these two phrases play off each other

artwork by @reksi420

=- inbetween -=

until i come through
you know it's hard
and i'll stay up
at night
i'm not gonna lie 

and i want to be the perfect me
i feel like i'm not in between 
you say that i'm gonna lie
but just follow me to the end 
you say that's it's all pretend
and i can't
wait for you
wait for you

i think i'm going insane
oh cause your so far away
snow covered roadways 
i dream
holding your hand
so follow me

these curses
keep me awake
i wish i knew it was fate
instead i fell inbetween 
what's right or wrong 
how would i know?

cause you say i'm not
and why you gonna lie
i don't know if i
wanna repay 
you

==i found you==

i'll call out 

i'll fall out

i'll call out

afraid now

==i found you==

inbetween

cover of pressure by the 1975
this was done for vocal practice lol

pressure

https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

A light show of colors, the screen is my window to her sight

32723

w/ @saoirsedream

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic

lyrics
Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

I wanna write a song for you
I got stuck on the attack
Every word I say to you
You just repeat it back
It's not like I believe in you less
I'm not keeping score and I don't need you to guess
What I'm thinking all the time
Imma just keep it to myself
Never confide don't need no help
Never confide don't need no help
Baby kiss me thru the phone
JK's that's a stupid joke
Hope I laugh so hard I choke
Hope I laugh so hard I-

Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me

And so I put my mind away
I'll figure it out anyway (Baby you help me)
Do you even know who I am?
Do you even care? Do you even care?

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream)

@ohthatkazuki @defsharp @slyleaf

On the bright and early morning of August 12th, 2023, over 1,000 creatives began their 24-hour work session that resulted in 558 unique songs and 66 album covers. Musicians bounced out stems for each other and shared samples, visual artists scoured the Internet for fonts and graphics, and everyone excitedly buzzed about what would come of it all. The final result? 45 of the most outstanding, creative, and genuine tracks our corner of the digital world has to offer—with an equally beautiful album cover to match.

The real enrichment lies in the act of creation. A piece of art does not have to be forward-thinking or never-seen-before, nor does it have to be better than the last; it simply has to be. To create something without worry of what others might think, to have fun with your work, is one of the greatest things this world has to offer—digital or otherwise.

All proceeds from All Nighter Vol. 8 will be going to Out & Equal, an organization dedicated to workplace equality for LGBTQ+ individuals.

// Find out more about the charity
https://outandequal.org/

// Album art by Gosmow & Tim Jordan
https://www.instagram.com/gosmowdesign/
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Buy/Stream for Charity

Kazukii, defsharp & slyleaf - for all that it's worth

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

Soulmate is a track me and clayekea made last summer. It was originally going to be a part of Holy Spirit. Like Flowerfields, it's a song based around a webtoon clayekea introduced me to:

from clayekea: “soulmate” is a song based on a Chinese Webtoon with the same name about a girl getting a second chance at her youth, and her attempt to save the girl she loves before it’s too late. At the same time, however, her past self switches places with her current self, forcing her past self  to adjust to a brand new life, new responsibilities, and living with a girl she doesn’t know. The lyrics reflect the story, covering both the perspectives of the girls’ past and present selves, with both verses opening by showing their initial thoughts about their different surroundings.

produced by: makina & clayekea //
soundcloud.com/ex-makina
twitter.com/makmakmakina
open.spotify.com/artist/7sLsLUhs9QgM6lkOjGtk2G?si=SRPdZTmQRwGT2lnNgHdsyg

-----

soundcloud.com/clayekea
twitter.com/clayekea
open.spotify.com/artist/0ueOBT8FR3uXKLfNKhZRr2?si=beZ5SrguR9WiQZnA9HdoPw

lyrics by: clayekea //
she so goated

Who are you?
And where's my body?
I look at a familiar room inside this house
Look at you
With a brand new psyche
Maybe I can finally work this out
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different
I think I’ve woke up as someone I've never known
With a person that feels distant but yet so close
I've traveled several years and I'm left on my own
My family's not together and I can't go home
All these years felt like days
But still have the same exact face
There's a truth, I can't say
But somehow I feel the same
Now I'm back here
And I feel so selfish
I wanna change the you I know
Save our fears
And grant your last wish
For once I'm finally filled with hope
Feels like I'm drowning deep under the ocean floor
I thought I loved you then but now I love you more
I remember all the memories we had before
But somehow it feels different
Can't let this opportunity just slip away
Can I save you from the future or is too late
I remember all the things that happened on the way
But somehow, it feels different

art by: formyths //
twitter.com/formyths
linktr.ee/formyths

Support <3

Makina & Clayekea - Soulmate

https://audius.co/linkedwinters/chroma-remix

paper skies & nasko - chroma (remix) [🥉]

as a part of @wishlane's "breathing+" expansion pack for his LP "nobody's listening!" — exclusively on soundcloud and bandcamp

all proceeds generated from this release (and all of "breathing+") will be donated directly to UNRWA and PCRF, giving aid to Palestinians in Gaza

originally remixed this for fun because i loved the original, but now it's yours! very honored to be a part of such a wonderful expansion to such a breathtaking album. i kind of just let my mind wander with this one

more music coming soon <3

breathing+

nosebleed (Nebita Remix)

https://fanlink.tv/ifyourewithme

originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


miocene memorial garden
@cash-official @acloudyskye @viznode @suji_scared @ejtheloser @shameless_wav @jhlofficixl @gethosyne

visuals by @gethosyne, @suji_scared @viznode & https://x.com/_exaflares

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

dzioba1337 - diamonds [phonk/wave]

lyrics: dzioba1337
prod: Psycho
video: dzioba1337, Hartnett Media

LYRICS:
I have a soul in the diamonds
I have diamonds on my flow
but it's never enough
I spin this shit like it's tough

I gotta use all my energy
No time to play it soft
I keep it real, never slow
I'm always ready to go

I have a soul in the diamonds
I have diamonds on my flow
but it's never enough
I spin this shit like it's tough

I gotta use all my energy
No time to play it soft
I keep it real, never slow
I'm always ready to go

I'm always ready to go
I wanna find a home (somewhere far away)
yeah (somewhere far away)
Where I can keep the fire, cuz I love that vibe

My head has been steaming for 5 days now
I'm looking for silence, I'm looking for the drive
I'm looking for myself, I want that bag of money
I know that i'm insane, those girls think I'm funny

But the world is complicated (the world is complicated)
and we'll never be together (never be together)
I want some drugs to feel the high
I close my eyes to feel that vibe

I have a soul in the diamonds
I have diamonds on my flow
but it's never enough
I spin this shit like it's tough

I gotta use all my energy
No time to play it soft
I keep it real, never slow
I'm always ready to go

I have a soul in the diamonds
I have diamonds on my flow
but it's never enough
I spin this shit like it's tough

I gotta use all my energy
No time to play it soft
I keep it real, never slow
I'm always ready to go

dzioba1337:
INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/dzioba1337/
SOUNDCLOUD: www.soundcloud.com/dzioba1337/
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/16dCcWaqyLDtOpKjiGmn1P?si=QdekeFt1S6CuqErGvSW2Pg

Psycho:
INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/psychocism/
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/psychocism/
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/771OA7ZAypFCR4qAybCIXj?si=AAbLqZp2S_C9Ky2edwn7Ag

diamonds

°.• UNDER CONSTRUCTION! •.°

• est. 2020 •

°.• management@pinkandpastel.com •.°

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