i'm struggling to find the words to describe the feeling this evokes... just wow. you have a gift man

ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

bro really just bought soundcloud pro for a second account

white boy white boy

you’re better than everyone 

the type of boy to write stories

about is better

and everyone knows that

oh, don’t forget about the fact 

that they’re supposed to be another of 

thousands of other superlative people 

with money supporting them, ignoring the fact 

it’s evident

that nobody a kid with a little bit of melanin 

a mismatch within the sorority so develop big

animosity towards the ones who are mad at it

to the masses you

have everything we’ve thought wanted for 

too long. we ask that you be everything

and anything but forbearing 

when buried in the fight against

sentiment, all hiding

sentimental feelings will 

renovate into 

an emotional dystopia 

coping with the absurd 

fact that they’re supposed to be

another one of thousands of other 

hurting people

whose money’s controlling their

ignored and suppressed sentiments 

one of them goes to the kid with a little bit of

melanin 

asks them for help even though it is stretching

them thin

not knowing they’re one of the people 

who are mad at the

white boy, white boy

who’s better than everyone

so the white boy white boy

whose heads is a mess he runs

away

tried to correlate more

reasons they’re fed up with everyone

who tried to aid and support

their tendency to suppress their heart

an acquired taste

https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

A light show of colors, the screen is my window to her sight

32723

w/ @saoirsedream

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic

lyrics
Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

I wanna write a song for you
I got stuck on the attack
Every word I say to you
You just repeat it back
It's not like I believe in you less
I'm not keeping score and I don't need you to guess
What I'm thinking all the time
Imma just keep it to myself
Never confide don't need no help
Never confide don't need no help
Baby kiss me thru the phone
JK's that's a stupid joke
Hope I laugh so hard I choke
Hope I laugh so hard I-

Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me

And so I put my mind away
I'll figure it out anyway (Baby you help me)
Do you even know who I am?
Do you even care? Do you even care?

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream)

How was your 2024
This is remix of some of the songs I’ve listened to the most in 2024

original artists : @dobimusic @sanholobeats @oyeme-thomas @moorekismet @brakence @porter-robinson @shameless_wav @viznode

Never ready to leave 2024 [A remix of ... my playlist?]

(reupload, original got taken down) a rendition i did of @tsunamibitchclub's song laced up a while back. originally on twitter but i decided to upload it here now. i never got around to finishing it but i had fun working on it nonetheless.

https://x.com/ihatejue/status/1824136631487717478

tsubi club - laced up (jue rendition)

remix of porter made in one night, if i work on this more ill replace the file
if i wake up and i hear this and i think "god this sucks" ill private it

musician

14/03/24 - 24/03/25
6/11

Me and Clayekea have been trying to make a collab for so long, I swear this was like our fifth attempt, and even this one barely made it to the end. After like a month of working on it we both lost steam until I came back across it a while later and just knew I really wanted to finish it. 

I adore Clayekea's work so much and creating something with them has been such a dream, I'm so glad this track made it to the finishing line

In terms of meaning, I don't really know, I didn't write the lyrics

Follow Clayekea here:
https://soundcloud.com/clayekea
https://twitter.com/clayekea
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0ueOBT8FR3uXKLfNKhZRr2?si=GIOAt_ljSLqZ1FK3RUMKUg
https://clayekea.bandcamp.com/

[LYRICS]
And maybe I dreamed it all
it took a miracle to come back to me when you left
I'd thought I'd seen it all
it gets so difficult when all of your words fill my head

But I believed it all
you took my fear and called it over and freed me instead
yeah, I wish I'd dreamed it all
and maybe then I will be able to breathe once again

And maybe I dreamed it all
it took a miracle to come back to me when you left
I thought I'd seen it all
it gets so difficult when all of your words fill my head

And maybe I dreamed it all
And maybe I dreamed it all
And maybe I dreamed it all
And maybe I dreamed it all

And maybe I dreamed it all
it took a miracle to come back to me when you left
I'd thought I'd seen it all
it gets so difficult when all of your words fill my head

But I believed it all
you took my fear and called it over and freed me instead
yeah, I wish I'd dreamed it all
and maybe then I will be able to breathe once again

an acquired taste

dobi but its a second account

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