Absolutely love how it transitions to this so much😯

Photophobia by Ryan Leahan vibes (idk how to spell his last name lmao)

Every other day or two i think of this song (this has consistently happened since release)

ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

Photophobia [underscores + kaixan rmx]

@eva-nge-line

They come in droves
And I walk alone
I gave her back her coat
A crow looks upon his post as she walks home alone
He flies away as if he knows something that I don't
Back and forth, she lies again
She takes off her dress
And undoes her hair
And sits on the couch
And tells me to come
And she says in vain

The bleeding makes it obvious I don't fit in your slipper
I fall right back into your arms as my whole body quivers in the rain
Who am I to say?
A deer goes by, a lion roars, the rabbit is a skipper
I carry on, I sulk inside, or I allow my nights to turn to gray
I'd take it all away
To be your Cinderella

It comes and goes
You feel it in your core and then it creeps up to your muscle through the bone
Bleed along to the sound
Tap your sparkling red shoes, 1, 2, 3, but no home could be found
Then again
Drown your hands in sugar soap
And rub it all in 'till your knuckles turn red, the pain grows
You keep on doing it
Doesn't it feel good?

The bleeding makes it obvious I don't fit in your slipper
I fall right back into your arms as my whole body quivers in the rain
Who am I to say?
A deer goes by, a lion roars, the rabbit is a skipper
I carry on, I sulk inside, or I allow my nights to turn to gray
I'd take it all away
To be your Cinderella

Your Cinderella (feat. Evangeline)

To Thin Air

Your Cinderella (feat. evangeline)

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

[ SOC ]

--

I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

this is a very old tune off of a scrapped project that i still had to bring to light since i'm super proud of it.

please follow https://soundcloud.com/fearozzles , song wouldn't be the same without 'em!

~
why won't you just listen
to everything that i'm saying?
if it's so hard for you to take it into heart, i guess i'll hesitate

don't you love confrontation it's exciting!
it's such a shame that it can be so dividing
did you give up or are you still deciding?
it's such a shame that the words just led to fighting

(fearozzles)

set fire to the one you love and I
wont bite you'll have me paranoid
heart fire cause you want us burnt alive
white lies and  your cracks shine through.

is this good for you?
watch it fall through
missing all of you

(ae)

but did it hurt?
don't overthink, was it worth all the pain
the reaction, emotion compaction
(but did it hurt?)
that'll teach you a lesson
biding my time till you watch your complexion (yuh)
listen to you, you're professional!
laugh at your words, i can't get enough
spit out the phrases that don't mean-
(don't mean nothing, don't mean nothing)

i've always been wishing for other paths to be taken
no go ahead and interrupt me, i guess my thoughts will have to wait

why won't you just listen
to everything that i'm saying?
if it's so hard for you to take it into heart, i guess i'll hesitate

stream !!!

hesitate + fearozzles

Blank Space

defsharp Goes On A Nostalgia Binge—Ends Up In Albuquerque?

defsharp @ Camp Boneyard 2

thank you to the awesome @patchymate for the cover art and help with arrangement and mixing! 

she'd go and take it, don’t reciprocate
end up feeling less sweet, opened wide
I’m dead in conversations, going to places i shouldn’t stay
real or on the line

feeling out of touch,
I can’t sense a numb feeling
state the obvious when I lose track of meaning
you keep on reading my mind when I don’t want you to
when I write about, write about, you
shit, go and take it, don’t reciprocate
even if it’s for the worse, I think I’ll be just fine

(patchymate)
don’t!
stop breaking your back for me
it isn’t worth the pain and the sense of a tragedy
it wasn’t no

don’t!
stop taking the edge out of everything i like
don’t!
keep me from friends ain’t like nothing that you had
don’t take it out on me, i’m your beauty queen
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have

still wanna show the do-si-do
show off the branches when the grow
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have
i wanna build an enterprise
co-divide and start to multiply and multiply and multiply and multiply

take it out of me to see the rest
lied about who lies with me in bed
fornicating on with someone else
and all my friends are getting used to it
all my friends are the best
believe me, to be the name i wasn’t then
it could have killed me in an instant
it could have got to my soul

and i love being all orderly
but it ain’t for me
i march to my own form
don’t you see?
i told you babe, it was an omen
and my friends are gonna love it when i cry

and you won’t
but you don’t have to believe me again

me/you feat. patchymate

https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

A light show of colors, the screen is my window to her sight

32723

w/ @saoirsedream

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic

lyrics
Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

I wanna write a song for you
I got stuck on the attack
Every word I say to you
You just repeat it back
It's not like I believe in you less
I'm not keeping score and I don't need you to guess
What I'm thinking all the time
Imma just keep it to myself
Never confide don't need no help
Never confide don't need no help
Baby kiss me thru the phone
JK's that's a stupid joke
Hope I laugh so hard I choke
Hope I laugh so hard I-

Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me

And so I put my mind away
I'll figure it out anyway (Baby you help me)
Do you even know who I am?
Do you even care? Do you even care?

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream)

Heyy this is a lil song I made with shwirl and saeph abt going to the cinema (for All Nighter) sadly we didn't make it but we wanted to share it anyway :P
. . . follow the epic collab ppl and check out their stuff!!!!! ↓ ↓ ↓
@shwirlll
@saephbass

ALSO big shoutout to @reksi420 for the art as always<3 

lyrics:
[harmtails]
calling on my phone like you still wanna talk
it's the way you act i know something's off
always walk around with my fingers crossed
are you hating me? always proving you wrong

now i'm back at the start imma lose it again
it's the fact i'm a star don't pretend to be friends
i don't know who you are please don't take no offense
tryna go to the movies with shwirl it's a trend

and nobody can stop us
yeah we livin like the boss now
no front row seats yeah we sitting at the top
i'm just waiting for shwirl to pull up with the car

[shwirl]
look around for my car keys i lost em again,
it's time to see barbie with all of my friends!
im afraid i'll be tardy i cant get a win..
dont worry about me im used to this shit..

too late to the amc fml
all my friends in the movie without me, oh well!
play the cards that im given and take me to hell
cause when i get back home yeah im killing myself

cinema crash!

harmtails, shwirl & saeph - cinema crash! [ANV8 submission]

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

onwards&upwards
he/him
@webcage • @artbyFORM • @bitbird

email - bh@webca.ge

red blue and green lights (w/ saoirse dream)

bh

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