the way this sub moves is so satisfying to me :)

this is a very old tune off of a scrapped project that i still had to bring to light since i'm super proud of it.

please follow https://soundcloud.com/fearozzles , song wouldn't be the same without 'em!

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why won't you just listen
to everything that i'm saying?
if it's so hard for you to take it into heart, i guess i'll hesitate

don't you love confrontation it's exciting!
it's such a shame that it can be so dividing
did you give up or are you still deciding?
it's such a shame that the words just led to fighting

(fearozzles)

set fire to the one you love and I
wont bite you'll have me paranoid
heart fire cause you want us burnt alive
white lies and  your cracks shine through.

is this good for you?
watch it fall through
missing all of you

(ae)

but did it hurt?
don't overthink, was it worth all the pain
the reaction, emotion compaction
(but did it hurt?)
that'll teach you a lesson
biding my time till you watch your complexion (yuh)
listen to you, you're professional!
laugh at your words, i can't get enough
spit out the phrases that don't mean-
(don't mean nothing, don't mean nothing)

i've always been wishing for other paths to be taken
no go ahead and interrupt me, i guess my thoughts will have to wait

why won't you just listen
to everything that i'm saying?
if it's so hard for you to take it into heart, i guess i'll hesitate

stream !!!

hesitate + fearozzles

Blank Space

@littlefaithmusic

big thank you to faith for all their help on this and their incredible production and vocals, and thank you for your gentleness and understanding. I am lucky and grateful to have a friend like you.

this song is about my father, coming to terms with loss and the denial and bargaining I found in the grief while growing up. This song started in kimchi vc, and me and faith just brainstormed track ideas, with me working on the drums and faith sorting the chord progression and ambiences. This track is heavily built upon samples from Bon Iver, Faith's older music, Stonelands by Paark and various old bits from lifeline aswell. 

holy spirit is the title track of my second EP, featuring clayekea, little faith, evangeline and grandfather forest. It is a project I've been working on about love and loss since before me and eva put out lifeline. coming sept 1st!

big, big, BIG thank you to everyone i've worked with on this project for being understanding, and patient, and of course thank you for your contributions at every step of this project.

Holy Spirit EP contributors (in no particular order):
makina, evangeline, little faith, clayekea, grandfather forest, electrolutions, formyths, beakfeet inure stems

lyrics:
i saw you hanging from that tree
last night
wont you please come down for me
one more time

oh ive carried stones to mark out your elevation

and if its the price for consecration
i will pay it with my life
and if the standing stones crumble
when the winds fell your tree
i'll wake the earth for you

im passing orchids by your stones
but all i hear is silence

i saw you hanging from that tree
last night
wont you please come down for me
one more time

makina & little faith - holy spirit

as featured in backdoor!'s "afterparty! vol. 1"
also known as "Center of Attention, chapter two"

streaming: https://ffm.to/circusclown

backing vocals by @pixondle
guitar by @skybr34kr

she points with a gun
she's speaking my language right off the bat
she hangs up her coat
and leaves me entranced with the tip of her hat
i fell for the joke
and only she knows the punchline now
still, i'm in hysterics
i step on stage like a circus clown 

i can't prove myself to anyone
to anyone
besides myself
so why not piss off everyone
i've already won
(it's already begun)
i'm here for the taking
join the show, it's our parade
i did it all for you
all for you

treat me like a doll
and smear me in makeup like all the rest
dance like no one knows
as they load me in the back of the van
we're onto the show
i'm starting to get the punchline now
and i'm in hysterics
and no one mourns when they hear the sound

i can't prove myself to anyone
to anyone
besides myself
so why not piss off everyone
i've already won
(it's already begun)
i'm here for the taking
join the show, it's our parade
i did it all for you
all for you

LOOK AT ME, ANOTHER CIRCUS CLOWN!

was made in 24 hours for https://soundcloud.com/artbyform's all nighter volume 8. got rejected but i wanted to share it :)

ANV8 was in support of Out and Equal, so i also highly encourage everyone to donate - https://outandequal.org/donate-2/

support me
whosoru.art/reach
https://twitter.com/whosoru
[on stores soon, posted on soundcloud early!]

FORM
https://artbyform.com
https://soundcloud.com/artbyform

+STL (penultimate)+
I wanna follow you through
It feels like it's an endless route
'Cause you told me that it's all true
And I wanna put my trust in you 

I wanted it to grow
I couldn't let you go
Thinking I'd be whole
Thinking I'd be
 
Whole

(I wanna follow you through)
(It feels like it's an endless route)
('Cause you told me that it's all true)
And I wanna put my trust in you 

And I wanna put my trust in you

All Nighter Vol. 8 (Community Releases)

second to last

fun fact! originally this song started out as a project for @novelchapters
here's the original:
https://soundcloud.com/novelchapters/illness_chapter147 


link to the track on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/bliss

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bliss

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

hi there :)

it's been 7 months of semi-silence, i want to thank everyone who's stuck around :) yall are great

uni is going great, i loveeee studying music

hope everyone is doing amazing <3

-ebu

mirage

(2/3) off of my EP, "FLOATERS"

featuring guitars from @dart-music1

WATCH THE VIDEO HERE:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rB9wduT1n-o

check me out on twitter:
twitter.com/aquoferne

check me out on bandcamp:
https://aquoferne.bandcamp.com

(lyrics)
running down these halls
yelling through my own dreams
cannot keep it up
i should just sightsee

waving from across
i don't recognize you
and yet, you understand

picture perfection
in the cards
that were dealt your hand

i see you going around
aching to follow what is best

lodged between paths
focused in on the past
you've got to keep on going

what they saw in my future
was a family of four

we share a name
and we talk alike

yet what you've got
is what i've failed to strive

if only things were different this time
would you like to help me rewind?
let me live in your life

running down these halls
yelling through my own dreams
cannot keep it up
i should just sightsee

waving from across
i don't recognize you
and yet, you understand

Halls (through my own dreams)

@whyawe
@real-mestie
@thisisanthesis
@linkedwinters
@cutewavelets
@miviasmusic
@the-big-blind

Mivias:
Stuck, tracing all your steps again
Turning all daylight into amends
You'll get tired some day
At least that's they say

So you try to stand
Try to reach your hand
Though from far you strayed
You'll have time to find your way

The Big Blind:
Stuck, with this never ending quest
When to push and when to rest?
Paradoxical clews in your chest
So you must not pass the test

But you try to stand
Even though you don’t understand
Because of low demand
The old secrets have been locked

Stuck

CATCH UP

https://soundcloud.com/half-heart-proj • https://soundcloud.com/artbyform  • 
https://soundcloud.com/sanctuarycollective • https://soundcloud.com/wearesilkenwood • https://soundcloud.com/parablecollective • 
https://soundcloud.com/snaresociety • 
https://soundcloud.com/sleepyzone • https://soundcloud.com/frostfyrerecords • https://soundcloud.com/ledgecollective • soundcloud.com/wearenova

say hi to me at:
discord: jin.gitaxias
email: roixcontact@gmail.com

hesitate + fearozzles

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