Doc's July 2023

-I just got sober but guess what?
i'm still smashin tables
-now i'm on point and im seeing the peak like the gables,
-going for 24/7 like cable- 
-car gotta roof and it ain't even push to start- no designer- im not wearing labels
-but thats ok cause i'm mentally stable, haters disabled,  speaking the truth while we know most these rappers are just speakin fables.
I had to fix up my money and fix up my teeth and go lift- fix my body up,
most'of you listenin get your money from mommy and daddy- you should push a tonka truck.
most of you shouldn't be sippin liquor much less on the sizzurp- but you think im weak for the coffee cup.

i think you drink cause u scared of the feelings but lets chat and talk it up,
i had to face all my demons and smacked em while laughing so hate's not my energy.
u thinkin extraterrestrial flex is the threat but they really been friends to me-
hate's an identity i think you might wanna change it cause grace is my entity- livin no shots and no chasers cause i'm thinkin chemically- 
medically centrally 
always on synergy while they live desperately.
now they mini-me- how detrimentally i put the peasantry right in they place while they wonder how i do it ethically.
i still got weaponry but thats no different from empathy give em the present of learning that presence is all that we get in this life- and liv-in-the-now is my tendency.
i been speakin remedies and entities to the point they might treat me like kennedy but i can't switch identities and THATS OK
i might go in fire because thats my way, i might go retire and sit back all day,
i might go to old age, spittin all these dope flames, but you'll never see me scared and thats my way... okay>?>

I Just Got Sober

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Metrobud.
we in yo hood.
n its all good
no really- its all good.


I'm from the Steel City, lackawanna- come deal wit me
came from bethlehem wit an angel you'll feel quickly.
i talked to your daddy- he told me to feel pity,
n he ain't really feelin your energy- real shitty.
you can meet my demon he'll make you a deal quickly.
i know how to deal with the fiends and the real sticky,
i know how to manifest dreams call me Carnegie.
you know about disney but never even met mickey- SHEESH
i don't wanna battle with you blabber mouths- BEEF
never been the dinner that i'm havin out- CREEPS,
really all the family that i had around- ME,
and i started really young but ima be an OLD G!
i like to keep my cool and keep it really low key,
but you gotta understand that i don't got a lot of free-
time upon my hands and if you really round me, 
then you family forever or you in the ground deep.
i spent a little time down in Nevada County,
i spent a little time down in South Palm Beach,
i never get to visit all the homies that i meet,
but i bet they pick the phone up if i call em up to eat.
n if you cannot say the same then keep your mouth zipped,
cause i gotta lotta haters and i shut em down quick
n i did a lotta favors and i did a lot for free
but i only give a shit about the one whos found me.


verse 2:
call me doc illa, im as deadly as Dra-cula
bid and ask your order i'll get it- the stock filla.
the thot drilla, i'm inspecting her tonsillar,
i've lived as many men- still anonymous- john miller.
dont got a 9-5 but im still not a pop singer
even unpopular, yo girl get the cock inner,
n i don't like a cheater but still im not stoppin her
and she might call me baby but i am not lockin her
my only judge is Yaweh- i'm holy like Yom Kippur
name long as mississipi- tactical like Rock River.
u wanna go to battle im waitin- the tock ticker
,
n i can see you shakin but i never got jitters.
pressure always mounting i'm topping barometers
n i can see you homie- got you in binoculars
if you think that you're slick- i'll take you to john fisher
give you the education you'll wish you had got quicker.
i went back to the future, but i did not stop hitler?
name is marty i'll bring the party without liquor.
services for sale and i'm taking the top bidder,
but test my day ones and its sticks and glock triggers.
i might never stop- im all day like stock tickers.
im sure you heard Griselda, and Buffalo's got hitters.
n i don't like to gamble- but i'll play with knots- figures,
n MetroBud is boomin so homie we got richer!

MetroBud (Prod. BridgeStudiosNY)

theres things i wanna tell everybody
theres stuff i cant tell anyone
i believe in something out of body
it gets heavier than a metric ton
people worried bout a oujia board
people worry about his second come.
imagine if you never checked the score
imagine if you never had to run.

its a life without a safety net
everybody wanna thank a vet, but nobody can face a threat,
kinda like they can't evade the debt
created when they made this bet.
life has always been a gamble-
just like how the lake is wet.
really everything is fake- a set
theatre really- and seeing it clearly is harder than looking into a gaze thats met.
but thats the story since it started kid,
thats the story since it started- son.


-things i wanna tell everybody
there stuff i cant tell anyone
i believe in something out of body
it gets heavier than a metric ton
people worried bout the oujia board
people worry about his second come.
imagine if you never checked the score
imagine if you never had to run.



like we forgot that this was made for fun
people forgot the point of makin love
worried so much about if they are getting some.
they so scared of what might be below they lost sight of what sits above.
like we deaf and dumb.
we just energy endlessly relentlessly up and down like its independently
tossing and turning like we recklessly coincidentally travelling independently mentally-
sendin these energies straight into the setting sun.
then we might channel like a spirit on things we left undone
just pretend that you just got your second run-
at all the things that you had wished you did in past lives-
this is your reset- and do not fret- because we're never done.


-things i wanna tell everybody
there stuff i cant tell anyone
i believe in something out of body
it gets heavier than a metric ton
people worried bout the oujia board
people worry about his second come.
imagine if you never checked the score
imagine if you never had to run.

Never Had To Run (Beat by Riddiman)

i'm chillin with adam- yeah we back from the dead
world in a spin, from the crack and the dread
better off sleepin with a bag on your head than to be a free man for the sack and the bread.
i was with eve, but she nagged me to death,
she was takin pole behind my back from the back- and i thought that i was dead
but it turns out that i had to repent, repent means that we try it again
with the band, i got bands, but we never made music, kinda focused on making money just to lose it
kinda jumped off with a noose but the loop didn't grip- no that wasn't my shit if the shoe doesn't fit.
i see law and i had enough of it, lawless if you ask me again-
yeah the checks coming in- and the feds get the max for their friends- but they chargin you tax- then they tax it again.


i don't know if you have seen this
the world is in a spiral- i can feel it,
and i don't know when anybody means it-
truths dead- and i don't know how to heal it
i can tell that we are nearing
an outcome that isn't so appealing
people having a dream but its seeming that we
tried to fly and went straight into the ceiling...


i keep it spinnin- yeah im reeling, 
i really know when its the real thing
i can test it- put it under inspection and put a value on whatever the fuck you think you are dealing.
im talkin words and a feeling, hangin on your ear like a earring-
beer drink, liquor shot, did a lot- clearly no fear its appearing-
my dear- and i really like when you let me do the steering... 


yeah i'm acting like a piston- while you tellin him that you missed him, but you tellin him i'm at a distance.
take a little bit of my energy while you givin me a little bit of your spirit like a gift then-
might just give you that back cause i'm seeing weights, so i lift them.
innovate cause i fucken listen, when i fight im like sonny liston- give no resistance.
don't start fights if you wanna win them.
I see the circles and get in them, social- emotional and slide thru the wet like a boat go-
really have hope and a dope flow, not afraid to think about the shit that i don't know.
and i hate to tell my momma but since a kid i knew where dope go
where they get it from- then i got a whole load-
mostly for myself and my old bros
and my day ones, and my plan b's and my family, and my hoblows
my oh nos and woah woahs and all sorts of people you don't know- really gotta tell em that i owe those.

i got some brothers that you cannot meet...

Repent (Beat by Jackpot)

we just some buffalo boys, i bet you heard about us
we just them buffalo boys, i bet you were'nt around us
im just a buffalo 

i don't know how to explain it without taking it to the level of spirit and dirt and the pure entertainment
i don't know how to restrain all this energy runnin thru me when i get to the mode where im goin insane when
i don't why all you haters keep hatin- but its okay its quickest path to my attainment.
there was a time when i was only into green treeeeez, but i never met the G Skeeeeeese
n now i focus on the money and my 3 eyes, so strong it feels like i got 3 kneeees
idk why im successful in vegas, driving around in a rented bentayga, 
runnin around in the streets as a child- but i did not question the way that he made us.
i do not show up unless they gon pay us, unless its one of the OG's that asked me
i cannot quit until i get on stages, but this is only one part of my plan see.
this is meditation, i quit the medications, 
i learned to embrace patience, with a focus on the energy and financial arrangements.



i gotta be honest i go for the neck, not grabbin it but in the figurative sense- 
but don't be surprised i don't give it a rest- im from buffalo homie i get to the check.
i give it to migos who give it their best, the boss like magneto the bad guy like Lex.
got flow like a Rio i roar like a Leo and every day i wake up thinkin im blessed.
i love a good trade and you know i invest, the green grow like eco the red is a test,
i hate when i see it- like an arrest, so you know like we know the east needs the west.
the up need the down, north need the south, dumb need the knowledge- im forkin it out.
the good need the bad and im fortunate now but you know i been down i just morph never pout.
if you wanna see the g in me just give me any reason G i never been the one to start the scrum- at least not needlessly
but you sure know that i can see the beef, and i don't like to kill but i can cook it if you need the heat
and everybody wanna play tough till they tune into the frequency. n i wouldn't believe in me
but if you wanna find out what i really mean then try me i get really mean and i might look billy jean
until you make me cook ya chili bean

Buffalo Boys

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Buffalo based Rapper seeking to promote positive Consciousness and present moment awareness.

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Doc's July 2023

Doc Illa (Conscious Conscience)