Dramatic and slightly bitter story congenially set to music, nice. Just the metallic sheen could be less ...

Lyrics:

You only fear
What doesn’t speak. 
But silence cuts
A little deep.

They call me quiet,
Like that makes me safe. 
But wolves don’t growl
When giving chase. 

I’m the quiet kid,
I don’t get loud,
I don’t forget, ah
I get even. 

I’m the quiet kid,
I don’t forget,
I don’t get loud,
I get revenge. 

You can't help me
Don't even try
If you cross me
You'll be first to die.

You like to play
When you think you’ve won.
But I’m the game
You didn’t know you were in. 

You talk in circles,
I draw lines.
You waste your breath,
I bide my time. 

Oh, I'm the quiet kid.
Oh, I'll get so so even.
Oh, I compared notes,
Now die.

I’m the quiet kid,
I don’t forget,
I don’t get loud,
I don't get even.

I get revenge.

Quiet Kid

This is not really a song. It is an experiment. Feel free to WTF. 
If you’re listening on an iPhone (without headphones) try turning it sideways.

Nothing, Not Saying (experimental)

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Lost In The Grind alternate pop version

We do this because we have to. We do this because we are compelled. Watchmen is awesome. Alan Moore is a genius. Rorschach is my hero.

Compelled alternate version

We saw the cobblestones of Paris,
A different world from Bremen's shore.
You had your home in Bruges' light,
I had my own, and nothing more.
Four weeks of summer, like a dream,
A river flowing, wide and deep.
But now the water turns to steam,
And promises too hard to keep.

I'll hold the memory of your smile,
And know that it was true and free.
A little time, a little while, 
Is all that it was meant to be. 

That last sad coffee in the sun,
The cup was warm, our hands were cold.
The little things we left undone,
A story that will not grow old.
You spoke of rain on old stone streets,
And I of fog upon the sea.
Our separate worlds, our soft retreats,
For you and yours, for me and me.

I'll hold the memory of your smile,
And know that it was true and free.
A little time, a little while, 
Is all that it was meant to be. 

Maybe one day, our paths will cross,
In some new city, yet unknown.
But now is not the time for promises,
Just let the silence make its own.
The distance waits for us to go,
Like two wild geese against the sky.
We must return to what we know,
And leave this sweet, this sad goodbye.

And oh, the gentle wind that blows,
Will carry all my love to you.
This is a strange kind of peace, I know,
To let go of our love so new.

We’ll hold this moment, sharp and clear,
And breathe it in before we part.
And trust that somewhere, far from here,
We’ll find a new and hopeful start.

—
Arrangement and vocals: Volker Redder, Udio, GarageBand
Loops and samples: Volker Redder, GarageBand
Editing and sound design: Volker Redder, Sound Studio, VirtualDJ, GarageBand
Lyrics: Volker Redder, translated with a tiny little help of Google Translate
Cover design: Volker Redder, Photoshop, DALL-E 3

One Last Sad Coffee

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A tender tribute to a dear friend facing the battle of breast cancer. Hold Me In Silence is an attempt to explain emotions through music when words often fall short. The delicate melodies and lyrics are aimed as an embrace in sound for someone navigating pain, uncertainty, but also an immense amount of hope. 

If you enjoyed listening, please like and repost if you would, which would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.

Hold me In Silence

Hold Me in Silence

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"Redder" is a palindrome. Like "racecar" or "level". These pieces of music ain't.

Hi, I’m Volker – or "docredder"/"redder" when it comes to music. My journey into sound started early: as a child I sang Bach in a boys’ church choir, and that’s when I discovered how music can feel like both mathematics and magic at the same time. Later in life, I studied science and technology, but music has always stayed with me, as a way to process emotions, ideas, and imagination.
I’m not a virtuoso on any instrument, just a little guitar and some keyboard, but that never stopped me. For me, music is not about technical perfection, it’s about creating moods, telling small stories, and experimenting with sounds. That’s why I produce everything myself: the writing, the arrangements, the vocals, the mixing, and even the cover artwork. It’s a DIY approach, but it allows me to keep every piece authentic.
My influences are eclectic. I’ve always admired the timeless soundscapes of Pink Floyd and Genesis, the storytelling of Supertramp, the bold arrangements of Yes, Electric Light Orchestra and Muse, and the free spirit of Miles Davis. From progressive rock and indie pop to touches of jazz, funk, or ambient - I enjoy blending different textures until something new emerges.
Over the past years I’ve released a wide range of tracks, from introspective ballads like "Lament of the Last Generation" and "The End of Our Human Days" to playful experiments such as "Anna Sutter" or "Das Sein im Tinder-Schein". Some songs are melancholic, others ironic, some are inspired by literature, history, or science fiction. What connects them all is that they come straight from the heart - and from curiosity.
Every song is a little adventure for me. Sometimes it begins with a lyric, sometimes with a guitar loop, sometimes just with a feeling. I use simple tools like GarageBand, samples, my own voice and AI voices, but I try to arrange and transform them in ways that keep the listener surprised. My hope is that, even if just for a few minutes, the music opens a window into a different perspective.
I’m grateful for everyone who listens, shares, or gives feedback. Music for me is about connection - and every play, every comment, every message makes this journey worthwhile. If you enjoy honest, handmade songs that mix styles and don’t always follow the rules, I’d love for you to join me on this path.

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