At a cabin in the woods
I don't really remember the way you looked
I don't remember your name
But you had such a familiar face
Short (?) smooth thick
Come a little closer ill show you what you're up against
Why is it inappropriate?
Is it only 'cause i feel like a kid?
'cause i feel like a kid
'cause i feel like a kid
'cause i feel like a kid
'cause i feel-
'cause i feel like a kid

cabin in the woods

[LYRICS]:

Wake up every morning and I hope that they not attacking me
Do you really like me or is it just an act of blasphemy?
Worry about my numbers, didn't see that you were past me
If I had a therapist, they probably would laugh at me

N-N-N-N-No friends, no heart
No friends, no heart
I'm right back at the start
I don't try, shit's too hard
Wishing, shooting star
It won't happen anyway
Didn't think I'd get this far
They won't notice anyway

Everybody eating, where's my plate?
I'm on a different level, different landscape
And I get discouraged so easily
There's no denying that there's something wrong with me
Jealousy is a disease and I'm dying slowly
And I won't feel it anyway, don't bother trying to hold me
Nobody ask if I'm ok cause you know the answer
(Why when I call you don't answer?)

Another new sad song every other week
Nobody wanna listen except me
They want me for my beats but they don't want me
All I want is for people to accept me
All I want is for people to look at me
And not think of that song from last week
Talk too much again, delete my messages before you can see

Wake up every morning and I hope that they not attacking me
Do you really like me or is it just an act of blasphemy?
Worry about my numbers, didn't see that you were past me
If I had a therapist, they probably would laugh at me

No friends, no heart
No friends, no heart
I'm right back at the start
I don't try, shit's too hard
Wishing, shooting star
It won't happen anyway
Didn't think I'd get this far
They won't notice anyway

No friends, no heart
No friends, no heart
I'm right back at the start
I don't try, shit's too hard
Wishing, shooting star
It won't happen anyway
Didn't think I'd get this far
They won't notice anyway

rotating in seconds

Alive but not for long,

stream

prod. me

s/o: garden / john russel

art: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/113699133

20.05.24

societal purgatory

hummingbird #jersey [djmaea2k02]

for @trustt

complete remake, 30% of violin recorded by me, 70% soundfont
everything else is soundfont and imagiro piano except my voice which is my voice

The 1975 - S/T (BFIAFL) Irin Cover

archaeopteryx ancient bird time dial prod the baobab tree

vybe wit me for a bit

LOSANGELES ###

Serenity Now is Echoes of the Rain’s modern diary of life online—dance-punk pulse, synth-pop shine, and razor-sharp, observant lyrics. Burnout mornings, curated personas, algorithm whispers, endless calls that should’ve been emails—each track plays like an episode. It all lands on the cinematic closer “Serenity Now”: fake calm, honest fatigue, and a wink. For fans of punchy rhythms, clean guitars, 80s-scented synths, and hooks you can shout back.

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