Just finished toradora and immediately came to this 🐐

Cool Shit 4

realize +mental (maknae & sense)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

shut the fuck up.
@resolve1k

why are you acting so different now
the only thing I wanted was to talk this out
the only thing you ever did was put me down
it's like everything I say you just tune me out

I don't want to do this to end
I'm afraid to lose all my friends
I'm afraid to lose her again
never listened to the words that I said
it was nice to pretend
I want you dead

and it's the little things you'd do
everything reminds me of you
I can't get over I feel used
I can't get over missing you

sometimes I miss the little things
you gave me wounds and I still bleed
I wonder if you miss me
you say these things that you don't mean

why are you acting so different now
the only thing I wanted was to talk this out
the only thing you ever did was put me down
it's like everything I say you just tune me out

I don't want to do this to end
I'm afraid to lose all my friends
I'm afraid to lose her again
never listened to the words that I said
it was nice to pretend
I want you dead
it's goodbye I guess

different (inno)

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

been a while but hope u all like dis 1 c:
and v big thanks to everyone on it 

@domerrz
@victxrw
@ogpichu
@1wasterr

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/ogpichu/
instagram.com/prodwasterr/

[@domerrz]
tell me is it worth all of this strain 
cause I dont wanna play these stupid games 
wanna be the only one u claim 
but u go and turn face when they call my name
think i threw it all away
would u stay if i need u here tmrw
need a change of pace from all the pain n sorrow
u make me feel hollow, exhale
return the heart tht u borrowed

[@victxrw]
how do i love u? guess tht its my bad
never thought this will be the last chance tht i have...
stuck in a space where im never relaxed
push me 2 the breaking point the one u never-
(never) had a chance 2 make u feel better
this rotten romance cursed 2 never forget her

but the world goes on
at least thts wht they tell me...
but i didnt do any wrong
so why am i here in this debris :/

[@ogpichu]
cause youre the nicest person
i barely know who u r
you always told me id go far
but im not strong like you
act like i dont like you
cause you were number 1 for me
and anything you do could never bother me
we didnt work out the way we intended to work
i left you hurt and its cold outside

spotify

exhale w/ victxrw, pichu (wasterr + pichu)

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

prod/mix/master: @cody_benjamin @therealjvita

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/11CFlykq1HlRKvDht8LehD?si=01297a9ef5524633



verse:
you say you never leave me
you'd still be here if loving me was easy
perfume, mixtapes, t shirt with your makeup
took my heart right from me when you said that we should breakup
shot down, blood stains on your hands 
id kill for just another chance
I know i'm not part of your plans 
but I hope I ll see you once again

(but you hate me and you break me down..)

chorus:
you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep 
and I hate to be alone 
with no place to call my own 
and maybe im just crazy 
but I really think you hate me
verse: 
you got me screaming underwater
she just threw out everything I bought
perfume, mix tapes, got rid of my t shirt
I gave you my everything and you couldn't put me first
I took a drive by your old house 
where we sit and talk when It was cold out
kissing in the rain and the snowfall 
but baby I think im the one who's cold now

(but you hate me and you break me down..)

chorus:
you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep 
and I hate to be alone 
with no place to call my own 
and maybe im just crazy 
but I really think you hate me

(..woahhhhhh and you break me down)

you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep

Shadow (codybenjamin)

https://soundcloud.com/ilylucina
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k
https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr
i still try to just make it right 
ur just trying to waste my time
i know u never asked but im doing fine
100 on the dash in that bitch u know im flying
"just give me one more try, i swear i'll make it right" 
i'm done with all the lies i dont wanna fight 
i'm just sick and tired of doing this all the time
if you dont really want me then go make up ur mind

fast whip skirt off 
bad bitch took her shirt off
sipping on the syrup
get my bands we're up
where I land? Europe
srt burn up
loud bass turn up
ya bitch asked for a photo

know this the wrong way just to feel too
do me the wrong way ima kill you
stuck in the wrong days tryna heal you
im sorry i had enough
sorry im tired of calling your bluff
this bitch getting passed like a puff
you were my mistress but now you’re a dump

stack it up right to the sun
like they wanna be me these niggas my son
yeah i cannot fuck with no one
im stuck on the tv bitch smoking a blunt
smoke the rest till im done
fast track #1 🏁
fat ass wanna cuff
and i miss yo badass off the drugs

trying w/ lucina (yashio +wasterr)

Prod @m2monroe and @jichuuu 
TYSM FOR LISTENING :D
//
Lyrics:

I cant ever look, back, not now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

This just doesn’t seem right
And I cant just move on
Everything feels so wrong
Now you left and you’re gone
I’m stuck here chasing the past
I didn’t know it wouldn’t last

Don’t run, don’t run away from me
So done, so done I can’t even breathe
Never could feel the same
No chance at looking behind
Guess it’s a side twist of fate
We were intertwined

I cant look back now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs away

chasing the past

chasing the past (jichu + monroe)

@wr3tch @v2nthan @lorrific
produced by @moonshopp


@wr3tch:
when we all up on ur block yea u know thats @v2nthan n me
i got cops up on my ass lik dey was molestin me
i got cops up on my ass but dey aint arrestin me
he gon die 2nite my choppa got da fkn best of me
shawty sendin mail cz i blocked all of her txts
i feel lik my name is @wr3tch cz my name is rly @wr3tch
fuck her once den kick her out
left sum bruises on her neck
i js couldnt giv a fuk ab these hoes cz im the best

@v2nthan:
i said go go
i dont wanna talk up the pole pole
kill everybody else i got the floor to myself
countin up the tally
we gon hit em wit dis shit yea he goin straight to hell
when we all up on ur block yea u know that wr3tch and me
we done put that boy to sleep like he off some ketamine
heard he talkin about us i told that pussy rest in peace
i got a choppa now they dead i guess it got the best of me

@lorrific:
im a fuckin winner
yo days gettin thinner
we gon run it down and me and venthan we gonna kill em
he gon catch a mag eating bullets like its dinner
know they askin how i did it but its written in the scripture
run up on yo block we take his life away
talking 365 yea we got him countin days
and i know im gonna make it know im goin all the way 
and i stabbed you in yo fucking back i hope you feel betrayed

GO! 🚦 - wr3tch + venthan + lor

@decago x @yashio20k

notes: i fucked up the limiter which is why you'll hear a lil bit of...silly sounds xp

i know that life sucks for you rn

but youll be better i promise you

you can rely on me, i’ll try and pull you through

everything that comes your way i swear i promise you
you’ll get everything that you desire

i know you think that im a liar
but instead of pushing yourself and being tired
just spread your wings, you’ll fly much higher
if you need love and to be inspired
like a water nymph, ill be your guide
until you learn to feel alright <3
(everything’s not as bad as it seems)
just feel the will to live, let it beam

always by your fucking side
yeah, ill always be on your team
if you need to let off steam
(you know that ill be there)
if you fall apart 
(you know that ill be there)
like anytime and anywhere
im not there and it isn’t fair
but i know that one day i’ll stare into your eyes
one day you’ll see the light
i know you could be better but youre losing sight
just take my hand you’ll be alright
i’ll guide through the darkness until you smile


(just take my hand you’ll be alright)
(I’ll guide through the night until you smile)
(we’ll burn the night and go down in style)
(maybe i will be on the one to walk you down the isle)


(take my hand you’ll be alright x2)
(we’ll burn the night and go down in style)


(i'll guide through the darkness until you smile)
(yeah, you know that’ll be there)
(you know that’ll i be there)

༺ letter 4☆ u ༻ 💌『decago x yashio』

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lw5hUWmQXow

I finally recorded another solo song insane

prod @domerrz @yashio20k @decago

art by bestie @maplekeurig
https://twitter.com/maplekeurig

[@domerrz]
think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again
again and again til its over

Im still so hurt
I need a shoulder
things get harder as the weather gets colder 
I guess I never learn Ill always end up burnt
I get nothing in return 
and u left me at my worst
why does love always have to hurt
could u lift me out this curse

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again
again and again til its over

blossom (me + yashio + decago)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

SPOTIFY

i cried when uUu left w/ whyhaze, victxrw (rewind)

katy perry sample
all plats soon, surely she wont sue me

fireworks w/ Katy Perry (prod me)

A bold reminder that not everyone’s meant to lead — and not everyone’s built to follow. It's a lyrical mirror held up to the games people play, where loyalty is tested, masks fall away, and only the real ones stand tall. With sharp wordplay and a cinematic feel, this track dives into themes of trust, betrayal, and staying true to your position in a world full of actors. It’s not just a song — it’s a statement: know your place, hold it down, and never fold.

Play Your Role?

if it's from the heart

@remedysnuts
@reincarnatesociety

blossom (me + yashio + decago)

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