on all platforms!!
@k4rson
yea i knew that u would lie
bitch i feel like u jus never rlly tried
howd i let this happen so many damn times
but whatchu know abt ur friends hitting my line 👀
and ive been feelin suicide 
spinnin in a cycle 
i just keep my eyes closed
and u know that i been chillin now
did this shit all by myself
this shit aint even worth the help

i know u w/ karson (shinju & cutspace)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JcUDlJRnp1w

if it's from the heart, it's always good.
3/4

@domerrz
@owtiss
@yashio20k

instagram.com/01domerz/
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instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@domerrz]
I know I promised I'd give it my all
to restore the pieces I once lost
our stories broken up in parts
can't recover the pages that I lost

I think I'm living a lie
look me in the eyes 
"I hope it rains again, it hides when I cry"
I know our story never works 
cause I take things to heart I don't deserve

[@owtiss]
did I rly deserve that?
tried to make u happy
now I think I regret that
hundred texts u sent me
I just don't wna read them..
throw away the pieces of my heart when I need them

I haven't learned my lesson
all the same traps u lay down n I just fall in
its the same laugh I hear every time I'm crying
always said the best things with the worst timing
I just need a rest
I cant do this buy I'm trying ;/

this is a double drop ep kinda thing go listen to the second song on @owtiss's page :D
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss/out-of-luck

SPOTIFY

restore w/ owtiss (yashio + me)

@owtiss, @victxrw
prod @decago, @bazington

[@owtiss]
ive seen it all
and i wont try
i never liked u that much
im alright
take your time
im just fine
ive seen it all
and i wont try
i never liked u that much
i wont cry
take my life
im just fine ;)

[@victxrw]
ill be fine
you can leave me left behind
cause youre still in my mind
ill never leave you behind

but maybe thats the issue
you use me as a punching bag, why do i let you?
theres tears and theres blood running red through these tissues
all i ever feel is that... is that i miss you
i just need to change-

i just need to change the way i feel
having troubles discerning whats fake and real
you left me in the cold, you left me in this weather
you told me we were never getting back together
i just need to change the way i feel
having troubles discerning whats fake and real
im stuck in the cold, i gave you my sweater
you told me we were never getting back together

seen it all w/ victxrw (decago, baz)

hey im back, again :D
@k4rson, @yashio20k, @neohnq <33

lyrics:

and i got so much trust i dont know what else
these feelings fake i dont know myself
my heart break drugs i cant play pretend
unblock my love
i gave all that i have
x2

@k4rson
i gave all that i can
i never thought that it would end 
do u think we could pretend 
i wanna be more than friends 
i wanna be more than friends
but you let me on when you said it'd never end 
so dont act so surprised when im gone i meant what i said
i dont wanna miss you 
dont know what's the issue 
i think i cld fix you 
i dont wanna hit you up 
girl i miss you, fuck
imma come around by 8 
n i'll pick u up

@luvpika
and i thought we was forever
but it just feels im being lied to
thought you fucking ment it
cant believe i even tried to
crying in my face all the time
i couldnt even say goodbye
im running fast out of time
this time i never felt alive

(bridge)
i can say so much but i keep quiet
its like i never been myself anyway
and i dont care what you say
i try my best everyday

@k4rson
(outro)
i dont wanna miss you
dont know what the issue
i think i can fix you
i dont wanna hit you up
girl i miss you, fuck
i will come around by 8
n ill pick u up

trust w/ karson (yashio, neohn)

@owtiss
prod @owtiss again!!!

this song is based on the trauma a really good friend of mine went through recently so this song means a lot to the 2 of us. i hope you like it! :)

everything u said u never meant
idk where the truth begins and the lies end
do what you want and u play with my heart
and i think im enough
but it feels like im not
and everything u said u never meant
idk where the truth begins and the lies end
do what you want and u play with my heart
and i think im enough
but it feels like im not

it was never ur decision to make
u just wanted to leave while ur ahead
and now my head is a mess
and i just dont understand
whats going on in ur head?
u never cared in the end...

and now my bed is so quiet
and im so pissed
i cant be perfect
ive been so nautious
i know u know this
why dont u own it?
u were just posing
and u cant be honest

i dont wna hear ur piss poor excuses
had an opportunity to bruise me, u used it
its always more trauma waiting when i break thru it
i gave everything and all i am to u is "amusing"
ive had enough..

made this song in 4 hours from 4am to 8am on 9/15/2024
also the end bit sounds like castle crashers and i thought it was funny lol

quiet (me)

@wintfye

is it that wrong to feel this way
and i've been trying to convey
as long as my heart decays
be with you till my heart decays
x2

what would it take to be any closer
and not to be a burden on your shoulders
taking four leaves from a clover 
it's one step back till it's over-

you decide how i lie how we go on
i mean it's not like i'm everything you don't want
but does it matter to me its still my fault
but does it matter you're everything i want

heart decays (wintfye)

produced by @hartfxlt + @1akura
‎ 

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

i cant find the meaning for the things that are happening
i been spending all my life tryna feel a thing
but its worthless, i am feeling so hopeless
everything's boring i need some emotions
im still not enough, been trying so hard
was it all a lie, could you tell me why
feel like everyday been the same now 
close my heart let it rest yeah

new issey miyake on me
im flying with my homies
in japan we making bag yeah yea
why you steady keep calling
i told you i dont want you
so stop wasting my time yeah yea x2

‎ 
art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/429077

meaning

Spotify!~

meaning (hartfxlt + akura)

@owtiss
@prod_promise
@yashio20k

[coldspades]
girl you love to break my heart in two
do you hate me, tell me was that true?
cause you know im stuck to you like glue
if you listen, tell you something new
find a way out of here
cause now i see it clear
you became everything that i fear
can you break the silence?
i’m tearing my eyelids
your face in my iris,
you’re all that i see

[owtiss]
i cant make an appearance
i just wna stay at my home
be alone!
ur words wear at my soul
made a promise i swear i would hold
on a different day
maybe i could open up again
it depends on u
im with u
its all true!
ill just stay and wait for u ;)