the soundtrack to my loneliness as a transgender human being in nc circa early to mid 2025 <3
credits


Domino Paranoia - production, mixing, vocals(1-7,9-13,15,16), lyrics(1-7,9-13,15,16), guitar(3,8,11,16), synth(7,8,9,12), keyboard(11,16), field recordings(13,16), percussion(2,8,12), noise(9)

akaJazy - field recordings(2)

Sterling Bidler - drums(3), noise(11), guitar(15)

iiv4rii - co production(4), guitar(4)
PinaepplaGog - co production(4), guitar(4)

JDisk - co production(10,13)
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Recorded; February 2024 - June 2024

Boxer Mom

Quadeca -songs I will never release(youtube)

Mix me unmastered
~lyrics~
Oh i didnt know
I could break like other dolls
If the parts could hit the ground
Whatever it takes
To forget all my mistakes
Its just somethin to put me out
U can close my eyes
Take me back home
U can move my body around
SO TAKE ME
U can close my eyes
Take me back home
U can move my body around
Please never let me wake back up from this dream
I cant fall back in the fountain of youth again
Please never let the gears switch on me
I cant let myself feel that pain again
U can close my eyes
Take me back home
U can move my body around
SO TAKE ME
U can close my eyes
Take me back home
U can move my body around
SO TAKE ME
U can close my eyes
Take me back home
U can move my body around
SO TAKE ME
U can close my eyes
Take me back home
U can move my body around
SO TAKE ME
Its so easy to keep my composure
U wouldve loved her
Last night u didnt know her
U can call me
But wont give me ur number
When u see me next time ill be so much better
U scare me bad boy
Ur not a bad guy
I keep coming back boy
If its the last time i see u thats too bad
I wont remember u
Ill feel u on my back

How to Teleport (extended mix)

Absinthe (bbyazul & fleshtoflesh)

stockade

Tomato

2021 2025 
cronica  03:21am
que porongas ha pasado ?  por que todo cambia ?
por que no se mueve la rueda ?
por que  se tarda tanto ?
donde esta ?
que hace ?
habra que mirar
para otro lado
un poco

cuando vas a terminar

6 29 25 i keep sleeping for 11 hours

The goal here was to make something that sorta sounded like it'd come off of some demo tape from when british new wave was a big thing, and I gotta say I am pretty happy with what came out of this!

Shoutout to my brother by the way, was thinking about him while making this.

requital

7 9 25 we can't always get what we want

vocals, lyrics, production, mixing, mastering, guitar, cover art by Domino Paranoia
drums by Sterling Bidler

Hiding away from you
Hiding away from you
You give us discomfort
I don't wanna see you live
I don't wanna see you live

I disrespect myself
I disrespect my elders
They'd murder me
I'll fight through their ideals while screaming Boxer Mom

Hiding away from you
Hiding away from you
You give us discomfort
I don't wanna see you live
I don't wanna see you

Hiding away from you
Hiding away from you
You give us discomfort
I don't wanna see you live
I don't wanna see you live

Hiding Away

Cats

Toxic (with iiv4rii, PinaepplaGog)

Spit

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SOPHIE — HEAV3N SUSPENDED

the music alias of Catherine Gray aka DJ Witch B!tch

Spit

Domino Paranoia

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