lyrics

been living life on my own
girl, i could let you in just tell me the passcode
sorry if i'm coming off as an asshole
i been working on fixing my mood, and running my racks up
but i'm still thinking bout us, you got me stuck up
any other girl i'd butcher, you get a pass love
but, me and my team been balling, running them stats up
i was numbin' the numbin' the pain with them drugs huh

girl, member' when i first had met ya, you had me starstruck
and girl every song still about ya, but im without ya
and i still don't got one bad thing to say about ya
cause i wouldn't be the man i am without ya, woah

forlorn head to toe, but forlorn is no more
anti bitch, we anti
got a pretty ass thing at my bedside
meditate in the moonlight, glowing in the sunshine
everything gon' be fine but i wish you gave a proper goodbye
gave a proper goodbye
why couldn't you give a proper goodbye
even after all those times
all them times i held you tight

but girl it's alright
cause in the meantime, i'll have some me time
yea some me time
but i know we'll glow in the sunshine

been living life on my own
girl, i could let you in just tell me the passcode
sorry if i'm coming off as an asshole
i been working on fixing my mood, and running my racks up
but i'm still thinking bout us, you got me stuck up
any other girl i'd butcher, you get a pass love
but, me and my team been balling, running them stats up
i was numbin' the numbin' the pain with them drugs huh

on my own #OWNY

Produced by ily2 & Chris Marek
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Back then, wasn’t doing well, oh
Last year wanted to kill myself
But I chose to be a loner
It’s better than being sober
My friends on fentanyl now
Can’t seem to be seen alone now
Shitty weather and this shit is cold out
Cheap drugs and the shit is sold out
It’s hard to believe that you wanna be with me
Oh, but mother always said
That this shit ain’t pretend

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore 

I’d shoot myself before I leave you behind
You’ve got the touch of serotonin in mind
You live your life without any repercussions 
I’m angrier than ever, take it out on percussions
I ain’t what you want, you ain’t the girl that I fucking loved
Yeah, something changed, there’s no other way
Either you leave before I run away
And I won’t lie, you’re better living life with someone else
But keep in mind, you’re someone that I love more than myself 

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore 

I’m breaking free from my cell
Fuck you, I wish you’re in hell
I hope you rot in the dirt
I wish that this shit would work

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
(You don’t love)
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore

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mother always said

mother always said [p. ily2 + chris marek]

ya
btch I took her 2 the M
came in wit tht choppa n I got him n his frnd
btch I’m stacking $$$
ya I mke more than u spnd
u ain’t touchin $$$ 
ya
u ain’t evr c a M

ya
btch i fucked up on ur frnd 2
gave tht btch sum $$$ 
said her pussy was 4 rent 2
came in wit tht choppa
laid tht boy on the cement 2
said u luvd ur btch
but she not sentimental 

ha
ya u took another L dude
i walked into the spot
n ur btch was all like wet dude 
i can’t luv a hoe
ya
i knw tht she been ran thru
she kinda like a trck meet
always full of grwn dudes

took her 2 the M (prod. imondrugs)

i hope it gets better one day

i love her coz shes dead

parasite w/ light sleepr

Ecstasy w/ Ikryb4by

credits to @prodelxnce and @vampiremutual for the beat
little proj

wonder [elxnce + sydney runner]

gun em dwon ft. tk bans

Valentina

easter

myself
keep that head up, we got this
#OWNY #satoria #aF #33
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on my own #OWNY

dom lucid