Fallen so many times that I’ve lost count so many things I wish I could cross out 
I do my best at everything I do, but a lot of things I don’t have a clue 
Fallen so many times that I’ve lost count frequent flyer should get a discount 
Inside and out and through and through show me what to pursue show me what is true 

working these hands straight to the bone carrying the weight of the unknown 
yeah, I’m tired but I struggle on anxiety on fire like fourth and long 
and I need this first down like I need to breath in need a fresh start get out from underneath 
The loss of the past moved in the wrong direction so many times I could have a collection 
Lay them end to end like a mile long not like I’m innocent often in the wrong but I do have a place where I belong
I’ve been down for years but still optimistic tryna quiet the thought hope is just a veneer that covers up the nihilistic

Fallen so many times that I’ve lost count so many things I wish I could cross out 
I do my best at everything I do, but a lot of things I don’t have a clue 
Fallen so many times that I’ve lost count frequent flyer should get a discount 
Inside and out and through and through show me what to pursue show me what is true 

I’ve been going through a lot the last couple years and I’ve put in a lot of thought, and I’ve shed some tears 
Caught inside this interconnected web the neglected parts dominate my head 
And it bleads through misleads you mistreats you looking in rear view 
I know that’s it’s not true it’s just that I forgot who was what I got through 
When I think about it it’s a miracle I’m here at all 
Living a life that’s so chaotic impossible to understand it all in shadows of that giant wall 
Loss is great and the challenge daunting give me a twist of fate new day dawning 
Stressful time and time is tight not a lot of money but good memories in hindsight

Lost Count

Letter to my family

YOUR SOUL IS MINE FOREVEEEER...

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Donell Clover