I hate my heart

isnt this such a beautiful night  - curseaugust

prod. alteg

i jump off this building, tell me what im feeling, make all extinguish, corpse rotting away, so call the living, half alive inside this casket, half alive inside this casket,

your too intelligent, go ahead and trick me, I'm just a little bit upset, to afraid to cry, smear your makeup all over your eyes, cant be mad, the bedbugs bite,

im too fast cant keep up with my head, the voices talking im off meds, a lil bit more and ill be dead, 

i jump off this building, tell me what im feeling, make all extinguish, corpse rotting away, so call the living, half alive inside this casket, half alive inside this casket

Meds

Spent a summer with you in a day
Gotta go a flight to LAX at 8am
Gotta go but I won’t get away
I don’t know how I can say it

You make me feel like someone else just say my name
Before I met you girl, I thought that I would never change
You showed me bout myself I could just be okay
Just be okay
I gotta leave LA

Cus I hate it,
Come and save me,
In expensive stores the clerks be fucking racist
I don’t wanna blink when I’m with you, don’t wanna waste it
I don’t want to talk about nothing but your day
California Wasted

Spent a summer with you in a day
Gotta go a flight to LAX at 8am
Gotta go but I won’t get away
I don’t know how I can say it

You make me feel like someone else just say my name
Before I met you girl, I thought that I would never change
You showed me bout myself I could just be okay
Just be okay
I gotta leave LA

LAX prod me

I don't wanna hurt you k (demo)

beauty and the beast (demo)

doki doki retry klub :3

vacant.
if i die then throw me in the trash

and i-

poke myself sometimes so i could laugh

and i- 

my soul darkens till its black

dark void just tell me its not bad

all this time i had just to myself

i was on my own working on my health

cause i my time is nothing i could sell u

so fIx ur mind and then maybe i could tell u


@never-goodbye

idk why i do what i do

she says that i make her confused

broken heart its black and blue

oh the hell she put me thru

i wake up everyday i hate myself because ik shes gone

i really fucked it up she loved me why did i do her so wrong

why am i trying?

its all a fuckin joke

everything was easier with her i still had hope

she knows ima fuck up and there is nothing i could do

does she ever miss me does she think about me to?

is she really gone did she find someone new?

when i get to keep her thats the shit i tell the moon
 
but i moved on thats the shit i tell her friends

when i see them at parties and im askin where she is

does she still smile with the teeth like she did

does she make them watch movies that were made for stupid kids

born with her family and her home town friends

thats the shit i miss

thats the shit i miss

prod. kash

crash out

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