mushroomy gumi hell yeah!!
last song i will post as a 17y/o... birthday soon :)
this song is about mushrooms but the mushrooms and mycelium represent my brain. idk how to explain it...... the metaphors


YT video: https://youtu.be/rDhqYGbJtN8
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rUG-j_Xpz-QMkUb1QkR1pDZ70QB33m3Q9jdm5O5yugQ/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RTZw4tQpmtPJmzVxE0ZeZ4w5eV6MFmwJ?usp=sharing
midi: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Ums-eGrDKYB_lyX7GkDYXlO1Q2ysHmne/view?usp=share_link

Fruiting Bodies ft. Gumi English (VOCALOID Original Song)

MV: https://youtu.be/nrsr_-QXCv4

|| LYRICS ||
it's 4 AM on a school night
100 calorie life
Making sure the set ups just right, just right

Burning every bridge that I grace
Making sure that I feel pain
Getting in a bitter headspace

At this pace I'm ready to go
I know your craving for a brand new low
I'm ready to go
To halt my growth and put on a show


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


No, we must go back
Go back to 'my' roots if you could call it that
Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed
Reliving them over and over
And when there is closure
We gotta go bolder

I'm ready to go
Because I know my woes are a product to be consumed
Now you're running low
I know you want something new


But what else can I do?
Oh, what else can I do?


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


Better off recovering than recovered
Better off hurting than to have hurt
Better off in the dark than in the light
Better off near death than be alright

Bleed out for audience approval
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
You think by now that we would have learned
Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard


But I'm still better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
Rejecting change to keep you there


Because I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when I'm running out of time
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
The mourning of one still alive

I oversimplify the tears I cry
While you tear them down line by line

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me- 
Only ever like me when I wanna die

Better Off Worse (ft. フラワ)

Perfectly Sweet

Lose Your Head (ft. Kasane Teto AI) / Vane Lily

OFF AND DEAD / kasane teto

EAT YOU UP (English Translation)

My back feels squirmy, terribly uncomfortable
Strange wings have sprouted, making me nauseous
Neither an angel nor a devil, but wings of a tiny insect
Can’t stop drooling, it’s like I’m not myself

Let me tear you away from this ugly dream
As if removing the shackles of misery, bit by bit
Pain always comes with it, so bear with it for now
Soon, you’ll become a part of me, you won’t be lonely anymore

We are always suspended in the air, above a bottomless swamp
Dangling from the umbilical cord stretching from the heavens
Caught in the ephemeral dream, caught in the ephemeral dream 
In the ephemeral dream, in the ephemeral dream

Making a sticky mess, turning into a deep red liquid
You’re just like a fetus abandoned by your mommy
But don’t worry, I’ll warm you up
Just slowly melt away in this mucous cradle

Let me tear you away from this ugly dream
As if removing the shackles of misery, bit by bit
Pain always comes with it, so bear with it for now
Soon, you’ll become a part of me, you won’t be lonely anymore

EAT YOU UP

Lovebug Venom / KOSMiYU

Original: STOMACH BOOK  https://open.spotify.com/track/3D6pu8srTc5gCqz02lc4S3

SVP: Tesjiu https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSDS4eSSg_E

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yi Xi, Otomachi Una, Ninezero, Kasane Teto AI (harms)
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Yi Xi】FUKOUNA GIRL【SynthV Cover】

"Wanted make a Yana song for a while. I still love synth guitars"
-Original video description 

this song is not by me but by Ferry!!! watch the original YouTube upload here: https://youtu.be/M0Ud1Xqr7SM?si=VpGJPbjEgGKkQT4h

How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb - Ferry ft. ANRI Arcane

a fiery, spirited ode to life’s little indulgences ☕🥃🔥

Here’s the description:

The song celebrates the dual energy of coffee and whiskey, pairing the morning’s awakening spark with the evening’s warming burn. The verses are vivid and playful, drawing a parallel between drinks and life — bold, intense, and unapologetically alive.

The chorus is an anthem of vitality: “Pour it strong and let it bite / Fuel my fire through the night” — a call to embrace every moment with passion and courage. It carries both the rhythm of indulgence and the pride of savoring life’s highs and lows.

In the third verse, the juxtaposition of coffee in the morning and whiskey at dusk symbolizes balance — the push and pull of energy and calm, action and reflection. The bridge adds a confident twist, suggesting that living boldly, even at the edge, is worth it.

Overall, it’s a playful yet empowering track, perfect for mornings that need a spark or nights that need a slow burn — a celebration of living life strong and fully.

risky-whiskey

All of the creators of the song  are
Aria
Ponko
GHOST 
Umber
The vocaloids are
Oliver
Fukase 
Piko
Len Kagamine
I posted this people cant find this on spotify so I hope your satisfied ^^

It's Dark! by ghost

i post stuff that isn't on here already, that being said, nothing i post belongs to me

How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb - Ferry ft. ANRI Arcane

Wheat