girls fucking hate me
cause im hideous and gross
they always make fun of me
im bullied the most

maybe its my brain
but theres something wrong with me
i just cant socialize
its so depressing

i fucking hate my life
and i just want, want to die
i feel like a shame
like its my fault, like im to blame

i hate my life
i just wanna die
please kill me now
slit my throat, bleed out

everyone hates me

stuck in my head
sick in my bed
sick in the head
wish i was dead

lead painted walls
feeling so sick
i cant do this
vomit in the halls
and im so done 
with it all

when did it all go wrong

sick

maoist girls

shout out milkkkarton for making me change the first chord shape and giving me the idea to make it a faster tempo


Did you know that's it hard
Just to be myself?
Did you know that it's hard
Just to be with you
Cause you know sometimes,
I like to feel abused
But I never really feel that
When I'm with you
Maybe we'll stick,
Stick together like glue
I don't know the answer
If it isn't you
I been thinking a while
That I really need you
I been meaning to ask
Do you think you feel it too?

I hope you have the best sleep ever
And you dream of us together
No ifs, ands or buts or- whatever
You're the one I wanna be with forever
But it's hard to be myself
Cause i feel like such a f-g
And it's hard to push on through
When you're haunted by the past

Did you know that it's hard
Just to be myself?
Did you know that it's hard
Just to think about you?
Cause you're just what I want
And I'm scum like puke
And when I overthink 
I don't know what to do
So I'll write another line
That I'm scared to show you
But you don't have to worry
I promise it's just a few
When you're asleep
I only ever think of you
Try not to think
I'll just listen to brand new

sleep

love song 




lonely
you are so lonely
bury
all of your worries
you are
so close to caring
for me
one day you'll see

you shot me
straight through my heart
i wait for
your love to start
i hate that
im so afraid
you're not there

push back
why won't you push back
see me
reciprocate me
hanging 
from under your tree
dangling
one day you'll see

straight through my heart

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whatever

I’ll waste away my days
 and rot until I have no way 
For me to get up 
Out my fucking bed 

Battery acid down my veins
And brain till it decays 
And then everyday 
I’ll feel like fucking meg

My own best friend is my fucked up bedroom 
But you come in to ruin the only moment of bliss that I really have 

I’ll shoot shoot shoot 
And kill kill kill 
And click and smash all for cheap thrills

And when I die
 I’ll throw my fucking mouse
Right at the wall 

I’ll hate and rage
Hate everyday 
I’ll hate when my god graces me 

With the honor of
Being fucking dead 
And end it all for me

meg777

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest and into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Verse 1]
and i still try and keep my head up while falling down
and i try (to)  keep my own steady self dignity
and i manage to keep my calm through out  the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Bridge]
and i manage to keep my calm through the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head when will it end?
holes burn through my heart and into my soul
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories never to be said again

Nightmare Again

99 Luftballons (Nena Cover)

You thought I'd take a break after Banned by Wikipedia? Of course not. Now I'm working on the 2nd album, Dengist Girls! A full album about China, how's that for Skerit? You'll meet some new frens along the way, this one's about Kapibala the Capybara!

This song was supposed to be a Sincerely Stacy collab but that never happened so it's just me.

P.S: That is a real capybara plush I own!

Lyrics:
Intro:
“他们是我的卡皮巴拉，这个叫pipi，这个叫lala”
(These are my capybaras. This one's called pipi, this one's called lala)

Verse 1:
I wish the world could understand
The actions of the KMT, 
The actions of the Japanese
The actions of the armies.
All the houses pillaged
All women, children
Scorned and beaten 
It was so inhuman
I just…

Chorus:
Down with evil
Now the flag shall rise over
Our great red square and we will
Show our freedom to the world!

Verse 2:
Nothing was spared, it all went to waste
Bruised, beaten by the armies that took its place
Thousands, beheaded blood glazing the streets
Never thought that it would happen, but we’ll never forget

Pre-chorus (the evil imperial Japanese):
Oh PRC, you know you’re screwed
You’ll never rise above us
731’s just the starter
We’ll make sure that you’ll never forget.


Chorus:
Down with evil
Now the flag shall rise over
Our great red square and we will
Show our freedom to the world!
Drown these demons
Make them feel our pain
And we will feel so joyous
as the twin suns vaporise their world

我的卡皮巴拉 (My Capybara)

This ep is about beauty standards... Thank you. 

sunset

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