this song gives me a migraine to listen to

got a bad attitude its my brain
i dont have fun and i always complain
about everyone and everything around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i lose my mind and i lose control
and i dont know much of anything else

i cant believe my own existence
with a life like this
Tuesday and i feel so finished
when the fuck will the week end?

i hear the words
i hear them leave your mouth
but i just stand and stare
my brains been hollowed out

i waste everyday i waste my nights
i hate everything and i hate my life
and i cant do a thing to turn it around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i got a bad attitude and ive got no pull
i just push everyone and everything around

i dread the thought of the weekend ending
im scared of all this time im spending

i never do nothing
and i dont mean shit
and nothing that i do to make up for it
will ever hold significance at all

got a bad attitude
what can i do?
i got a bad attitude
what can i do?

i got a bad attitude
and im always so rude
got a bad attitude
im not in the mood

bad attitude

girls fucking hate me
cause im hideous and gross
they always make fun of me
im bullied the most

maybe its my brain
but theres something wrong with me
i just cant socialize
its so depressing

i fucking hate my life
and i just want, want to die
i feel like a shame
like its my fault, like im to blame

i hate my life
i just wanna die
please kill me now
slit my throat, bleed out

everyone hates me

I, I know I shouldn't say I love you too
Cuz I'm not over my ex from '22
And I
I thought
I thought that we were through
And I thought I'd be fine until I met you

How many times have you texted my phone 
And I don't know why you would let me go
You left me, you tell me you love me so
Until you're gone again 
That's how it always ends

That's why I, I know I shouldn't say I love you too
Cuz I'm not over my ex from '22
And I
I thought
I thought that we were through
And I thought I'd be fine until I met you

I, I know I shouldn't say I love you too
Cuz I'm not over my ex from '22
And I
I thought
I thought that we were through
And I thought I'd be fine until I met you

Ex From '22 (cover)

choke on my vomit

Chronically Onlline

WE CXN B3 1

I don't think that good people exist
For a moment of bliss why fist to the wrist 
I love it when they kick
And even more when they resist  
So when I look at it again  
 Its no surprise why you would miss

So you got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but I'm not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But when you realize what you’ve done
There's nowhere left to run

Cold hold chocolate
Don’t know what I did 
Marked off a checklist
Peanut butter falcon
Called to tell you 
I'm at Ikea
On 12th avenue 
In North Korea

So you got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but I'm not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But when you realize what you’ve done
There's nowhere left to run

I love devotion
The action
The classics
I love commotion
Its woven and frozen

So you got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but I'm not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But when you realize what you’ve done
There's nowhere left to run


Squander (Gezebelle Gaburgably cover)

w/ my friend @roadkill777

shes always online
cause shes so fucking stupid
says she likes anime
but she cant fucking prove it
i dont wanna know 
what youve got going for you
cause you got nothing
you are nothing
and i hope you die

you buy some new clothes
and think youre beautiful 
but you are not
you will always be a fucking troll

but its alright
just lay down
chug down the whole bottle
and take some pills now

shes a jirai
nothing behind her eyes
shes a jirai
fucked over a hundred guys
she always cuts herself
and posts that shit on twitter
but no one fucking cares
i love to watch her wither

(roadkill)

twisted perversions
of something 
once beautiful
i dont know
what the hell is
wrong with your soul

its in your eyes
you cant hide the lies
your a washed up whore
who cant have fun no more
seeking validation from losers
piece of shit, abuser

Jirai (ft Roadkill)

lazy and uninspired lyrics..

sometimes, i feel so numb
sometimes, i think im dumb
sometimes, i feel so cold
sometimes, i feel alone

Sometimes

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest and into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Verse 1]
and i still try and keep my head up while falling down
and i try (to)  keep my own steady self dignity
and i manage to keep my calm through out  the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Bridge]
and i manage to keep my calm through the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head when will it end?
holes burn through my heart and into my soul
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories never to be said again

Nightmare Again

Number08

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