eyes fading 
now my mindset, screaming c’mon 
unfocused now my faces going numb
pissed off there’s no chance I got
cause my mindset aint the same as back then

but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same

i'm so down
i'm so down 
i'm so down today (x4)

i wanna run away
i wanna run away
i wanna run away
from this place

wanna take this knife
lemme lose my mind
baby that’s my life
takin’ drugs every night
imma mind my time
imma cross my line 
in a world with the sky’
dead by design 
ay

don't know what to do
nothing left to do 
i just need a slate
yeah
on my mind wonder why 
life a roller coaster 
better make the most yeah

i hate the world,
and everyone in it
just go away

but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same
but you don’t get me baby
so why you gotta hate me
guess i should’ve told you
that we aren’t the same

i'm so down
i'm so down 
i'm so down today (x4)

i hate the world, and everyone in it (prod. grayskies)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/rNIYJdmRJmc
@minimumwade

lyrics:
how do i get home?
when i don't re-mem-
-ber which way i took...
how do i get home?
when i don't remember which way i took...
i feel like imma, alone with myself
but that's the way it should be when i'm in hell...
so does she see it in my eyes?
i don't see it anywhere else
she put me back into my body
and got me thinking, did i ever know?
did i ever know the way?
did jesus ever really speak to you?
did i ever know the way?
have i caused you pain?
did i hold you back again?
have i caused you pain?
did i hold you back again?
did i hold you back again?
how do i get home?
when i don't re-mem-
-ber which way i took...
how do i get home?
when i don't remember which way i took...
i feel like imma, alone with myself
but that's the way it should be when i'm in hell...
i couldn't even get away
i had to run, run, run
i had to confine my space
i had to find my own
and you will never find the way
so long as you depend on me
and i will never find the way
so long as i depend on you
how do i get home?
when i don't remember which way i took...
i feel like imma, alone with myself
but that's the way it should be when i'm in hell...

xxx

Which Way? (Prod. Minimum Wade)

produced by me and raze

stream the album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17

Worst Time of My Life (w/ Razegod) [Prod. Adrian Butcher & Razegod]

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ wdym? (Prod. Minimum Wade X Solsa)
prod. @minimumwade
https://www.instagram.com/minimum.wade/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jcu_DchtP2AOqibs5NAhg
prod. @sol-filshie
https://www.instagram.com/solsa.cum/
lyrics:
I never know how to say what I really mean…

I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say
I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say, I can never say
I can never say…

It really never hit me until the point I had to lock down
Shadows casting dread
Side-step them to the point I trip myself
Stand up!
Joints all up in my digits help me feel myself
Thoughts dance in my head
Even saying that’s incorrect
I can’t analyse my stupid riddle ass God complex
Yeah I’m a schizo that’s okay…

I wish I could see the light and I still do
(if you say so - don’t say so - i say so)
Darling I don’t feel the same and I don’t know why…

Remember I can’t forget
Still living on in my head
Remember I can’t forget
Still living on in my head
We said we’d never lose our love
But was it ever really our love?
I really had to eat my ignorance
Don’t ru-u-u-u-un away from me

I never know how to say what I really mean
I never know how to say what I really mean
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
What I really mean, I can never say
I can never say…

xxx

wdym? (Prod. Minimum Wade X Solsa)

Falling / Apart

[lyrics]

when your skins on way too hard
and you feel yourself falling apart
better bet that you're gonna get it right
or you're gonna bet something for your life
is this gas just way too strong
i'll be high till the day that I'm gone

[drop]

up all night yeah but I ain't doin coke (the drink ofc)
when you're up they stop calling you a joke (who woulda thought)
puffing clouds all my problems up in smoke (ain't talkin elf bars)
but the only thing I'm scared of is going broke (boo scary)
so the only way I cope is blowing o's (so sick)
so I'll pour another cup and drown my woes (alcoholic)
and I'll be getting to the bread until I'm toast (play on words)
and she gone give me good head suck out my ghost (another play on words here)

Marla

i don't want peace
i guess this is just my life

curtis waters - death keeps calling my name (ft shrimp) SPED UP

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

https://youtu.be/F11jkEVJDiw?si=TU1w9T6RTuaWf-NJ

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
prod (sxzu x lavender txwn)

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Love yourself
Love your neighbor
That’s on cult not no crusaders
Do your best to be kind
For yourself, you’ll find it better

Know you matter
Fuck the phonies
Got the cult behind me
Homies
See the greatness
In each other
Cuz the devil just a vessel
Yuh

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

She speaks so sweet
And I have no words
To give to her speech
Silence her curse

Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind
Help me pass the time,
I’m losing my mind

Take my hand,
Don’t let me die alone
In my head there’s life that you don’t know…

Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Feeding me wine
Angels
Fallen angels
Angels
Help me pass time

Dancing with the devil
She smell like flow petals
Maybe in this cruel life these devils ain’t so evil

Kindness to a devil
You might just find a vessel
Full of all this beauty, in my head I got a devil

Got a devil in my head when I’m all alone
She keeps taunting me
So it seems
That I never try to face all my thoughts alone
I was missing me

Fallen Angels

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

Fallen Angels w/ RAZEGOD [Music Video ↓]

prod. ocin 
loops: lmgmadeit

I found my shining star 
I hold her in the dark 
With you by my side I’m gonna attain nirvana
Through the acid rain 
Find me in my brain 
Burning down the seeds, until I’m unchained

How you’re so unbothered can you teach me your ways? 
Shining in the darkness they can’ take that away 
Away, way 

I found my shining star 
I hold her in the dark 
With you by my side I’m gonna attain nirvana
Through the acid rain 
Find me in my brain 
Burning down the seeds, until I’m unchained

Until I learn to trust
Until I turn to dust 
Until I freed my mind
My mind

shining star

autor -- https://youtu.be/T1jMtO2fwZk?si=VrNE3wvuPB9V28Sr

BURGOS - HOLD MY HEAD

dj with a taste for everything underground.
sometimes slow, sometimes fast
mentally ill
aka fluxMZ

curtis waters - death keeps calling my name (ft shrimp) SPED UP

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