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#KAWAII ( JAINEEN&LOUGY )

KAWAAKARI* lougy&jaineen

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

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to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

FULL EP ON SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC AND OTHERS
Lyrics:
Your world so cold, stone hearted froze give me your mold
Afraid to go, I'm taking slow to another level 
Please don't choke, don't trap your thoughts behind what brought us close
Beneath my dome, is where I store my only devil

Cash out no more leather
Flee until I'm dead'r
Closing up on nether, help her she's a tempest
Blocking off what's better
Letting in what's not so better
Staying safe in my bed and don't bother to check up on me cause I'm sleeping

Been sleeping 

Weeooo
How can it be sometimes 
When we're not alike
Guess you choose to be yourself
Weeooo
How can it be that i never
Closed my eyes 
When you were by my side
Weeooo
How can it be sometimes 
When we're not alike
Guess you choose to be yourself
Weeooo
How can it be that i never
Closed my eyes 
When you were by my side

Keep on mentioning what is like to be had
I just felt a lot bout what wasn't there
Flip the breakers give me your all don't be scared
make it up to mars let's make it just for us

Whatcha tryna be
There's no else who'll see you
As you wanna be
I'll tick you off and tease you
Just to make me feel
Like there's something going 
But truth is I have a
ticking time bomb
Emotionally Intoxi.. personallity

Walk out on me sobbing
truthfully you mean
That I'm not felling sorry
Your wrong I'll make you see
Reason with my story
My feelings, my past and my now and my then and my now and my friends and my life and my then and my now 

Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke
Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke
Where'd you go?
I couldn't find what was left, sitting
lone by my desk, I'm fully 
aware of my stress
What could it mean?
Something there to behold 
Yet not for me to control 
It all just seemed like a joke

Bad Joke

purity of heart,

i am my false alarm,

my good impulse does bad,
my bad impulse does wrong

tell me if i’m strong
so i can play my strengths for you, love

17 pieces of an angle that i never pictured,
sunlight on a ridge,
a sketching of my near prediction

i don’t know what you call that?
i don’t know what you’d call that?

i don’t know where i’ll go but you shouldn’t be there alone.

my good impulse does bad
and my bad impulse does wrong

we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song
we’re all here singing the same song

impulse

savor

♪(o´▽｀o)ﾉ love you all so much <333

also thank you 2 @nick11111110101 & @896873457

here with you + sael

fulual 2r memora

aroha mai for the wait i will try record some music soon i love all my fans and supporters. e aroha ana ahau ki a koe katoa!!!

1, te rina cover by faysstarstruck
3, corey lingo - Call On You "drowning"
5, alvedon - retire (final)
6, chris brown - new flame
7, nujabes flip
9, with @u8u
13, bryson tiller filp with @u8u
14, with @u8u
15, Tekken 4 OST - Authentic Sky
16, sticky fingers - how to fly
18, with @u8u
20, Haere Rā e Tua - NWŌ Waiata

2024AfterLife#pt5pack @kurai @katai

with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas 

master by https://soundcloud.com/knoir

i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
standing in the hallways
laughing and listening
to music, acting like we always do
acting like we don’t exist 
and excuse me
but i hate to say i hate that
i hate hating the commons
i hate increasing my pace when
i know you’re right behind me
walking to our class
maybe we could stop
talk about what we have in common
such as
we both have insecurities
we have liked a girl and
i’m sure she isn’t purposely
hurting me, and the same goes for you
the pain that you’ve felt
is something that i’ve gone through
she’d be perfectly
okay with us
being friends
i just wanna stop pretending that i hate you
i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
why do butterflies
fly in my stomach when i see you?
they fly around
faster than a hungry, wild zebra
kicking my stomach to death
because it sees a threat 
to my over-valued reputation
i hate this persistent intimidation
that i’m always facing
just because your face is 
pretty
or the way your chain sits upon your neck
or maybe because you’re
famous
i remember at that football game
i was standing right behind you and i was
trying to act at the same way
that i'd act around my friends
but they were drooling over you
so i was too afraid to say this in the future
listen man, i just wanna talk to you
maybe become friends
but i have never had that opportunity
to talk to you and see
if i could promise peace
between us
maybe we could farm some greens
pardon me for being personal about it
but i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your
i am not an enemy
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends ?!?!?!?!
i just wanna be your friend !!!!1
i just wanna be your friend!!!!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!
i just wanna be your friend!
i am not an enemy
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend

written by me

here with you + sael

dorencore