I love the ending of this song <3 

Lyrics:

I couldn’t miss you
Like a normal person 
Your absence is a tumour bound to worsen
Over time 

But I couldn’t love you
Like you’d love another
I'd hurt you like a brother
You'd say its fine 

I know, I know i have no right to call you mine 
And I know i have no claim over your time
And things are only made harder 
By me not getting over faster
The feeling of being left behind
The feeling of being left behind

Ive grown into you
Like a new sweater
Bought to last through change,  and weathered
Over the years 

And I’ve grown attached, too
To having you around me 
With a scent that can surround me
Overpowering fears 

but I know, I know i have no right to call you mine 
And I know i have no claim over your time
And things are only made harder 
By me not getting over faster
The feeling of being left behind
the feeling of being left behind 

I don’t even miss you yet
I see you everyday 
But im scared of what we’ll say
When we don’t 
(repeated)

the feeling of being left behind

A song about narcissist leaders and their followers.

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Lyrics
Wolves and sheep
Cruel dance in the darkness of night
A new round up, but where is the fight

They glamour the sheep
All baffled by the masters’ strength and their icy speech
Sheep need to belong
Get along
Wolves and sheep

Wolves herding sheep
Unspoken hostilities shining through, 
from behind the masquerade
Some cannot keep up

Wolves feed off the weak
Submitting to such masters was not the best idea
There will be slaughter of sheep

Wolves and sheep

Counting the sheep
They howl with the wolves to fit in
Lost their intuition somehow

Expelled or asleep
Or they feel exalted for not being the slaughtered one
Most need to belong
Get along
Wolves and sheep

Wolves and sheep

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Instruments
• Guitar: Les Paul
• Bass synth: eurorack Minimod > A102 > A136 > A101
• Granular sitar: eurorack MI clouds + ribbon controller
• String synth: Prophet 6 > A105
• Lead synth: Microbrute
• Drums: AD2
• Electronic conga: T.rex 606
• Guiro: Musyngkite
• Wolves sample: Quick sounds

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Originally recorded in 2016
The lyrics, drums and remaster are from 2022

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Disclaimer
Dorian Urac is the artist name of an all organic, home-grown human being with a pulse. Dorian sings, composes, mixes, writes his own lyrics, creates his own artwork and he plays several acoustic, electric and digital instruments.

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Wolves and sheep

My Cave

Sick of Everything

Bring The House Down

Deadweights is the new single by Brighton's Seadog to be released as a limited edition 7" lathe cut vinyl on Austerity Records. Produced by Jack Wolter, the track features the vocal harmonies of Jack and Lily Wolter, both from the band Penelope Isles, while Jack also drums on the track. Deadweights is taken from Seadog's forthcoming album, Internal Noise, recorded at Bella Union's Brighton studio and due to be released this autumn on Austerity Records.

The song's theme encapsulates a sense of relentless heaviness that the burden of insomnia can inflict on a mind that refuses to shut down. Having suffered from insomnia for many years, vocalist Mark wanted to express the type of feeling the body can experience when you're emotionally and physically exhausted from sleep deprivation, and it can feel like you're stuck in a rut that's hard to climb out of.

Seadog - Deadweights

Plato had it easy
Right place right time
To write down his lessons
And make them last through time
I'm lacking inspiration
I'm already past my prime
The grass was always greener
When you're on the other side
I don't know what to do
In this world

So I did my research
I looked it up online
I asked Jeeves
He shrugged and deeply sighed
He said, "you're not like Sinatra,
No, you don't have his eyes
And you don't like dancing
When your feet are getting tired."
I don't know what to do
In this world
I don't know what to do
In this world
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do

I don't want the dreaming
I don't want the hope
I gave my all already
And now I wish I'd never spoke
If "everyone's an artist"
Then who is left to gaze?
Will the seats lie empty
When we're standing on that stage?
I don't know what to do
In this world
world
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do

Aaron Neville - keyboards, backing vocals
Adam Kidd - composer, rhythm guitar, lead vocals, production
Adam Whittles - bass guitar, backing vocals
James Crump - drums, percussion, engineering
Tom Alty - lead guitar, backing vocals

Tristan Maclenahan - mixing and mastering (Aquitaine Sounds)

Don't Know What To Do

We've been friends with Slovenly Boy for many years but our paths hadn't crossed for some time. We met up recently in Liverpool and this is the result!
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I bang the curb when I park the car.
I’ve got blisters in my mouth and I can’t walk very far - oh no.
I study at the school of life and dream
that one day I will win the lottery - oh yeah.
But I don’t smoke dope.
I don’t smoke dope.

I pray to God when things get tricky
I’m a fair weathered friend but I don’t mind a bit of froth - oh no.
I try really hard but not hard enough
but I’m a good bluff and when push comes to shove then I shove off.
But I don’t smoke dope.
No I don’t smoke dope.

So do you?
So do you?
I’ll come clean if you do too.

I walk on water but I can’t swim
I just stay on the surface looking deep – I don’t go in.
I raise myself above it all so it’s all beneath me
and I don’t fall – I just give in.
But I don’t smoke dope.

I’ve pushed hard and carried cans.
I’ve been needled, I’ve been jammed.
I’ve been hustled, I’ve been crammed.
I’ve had trips and I’ve had plans.
But I don’t smoke dope.

So do you!
So do you!
You can’t fool me I know it’s true.

I bang the car when I crawl the streets.
I’ve got blisters on my feet and now a foot in mouth disease - oh yeah.
I did a crash course in philosophical care
so now everything I think or do is neither here nor there.

I’ve got a heart of gold - I’ve got a heart of stone.
I’m as cold as ice or I’m as hot as the sun.
I’m your brother, your mother, your sister, your lover,
your father, your son, your daughter, your chum, your lifeblood, your gun.

But I don’t smoke dope.
No I don’t smoke dope.
No I don’t smoke dope - anymore.

I Don't Smoke Dope

I Don't Smoke Dope - The Happy Somethings & Slovenly Boy

An old mesquite tree came down
Yesterday, in my back yard
Now there's a blue hole in the sky
Where it used to be green

Time to plant another
Create some future shade
I'm too old to see that happen
Too old to see that hole turn green

Some questions will always go unanswered
Sometimes there is no right answer, 
just another hole in another sky
Different Day, different color, but a hole, just the same

Now here comes the foregone conclusion
A self-fulfilling prophecy, fulfilled
Your approach is careful and studied
Me, I go all in...
Neither one of us is wrong

We do what gets things done
And now there's a new one
Testing my resolve
Threatening everything I know

Some questions will always go unanswered
Sometimes there is no right answer, 
just another hole in another sky
Different Day, different color, but a hole, just the same

Hole In The Sky

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galanthus is available now on analog horizons, taken from my new album 'rewilding' (24/11/23)

electronic producer/singer songwriter based in the north of england

“mediative and hypnotic” - the unsigned guide

“dorsal is a prime example of the ever-evolving (but always-fantastic ) leeds music scene.” - pretend magazine

https://linktr.ee/dorsalmusic

saxophones: tom kettleton
mastering: hippocratic mastering

artwork: maya yakobi

galanthus

ABUSE ProdMemento

🅳🅾🆁🆂🅰🅻

producer & singer/songwriter from the north of the UK

new album 'rewilding' out now on analog horizons

“mediative and hypnotic” - the unsigned guide

galanthus

dorsal

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