ALL RELEASE AND PRODUCTION BY YOURS TRULY. THANKS TO MY INDIDCATED COLABORATORS THAT HELPED ME CREATE SOMETHING I CAN SAY I ACCOMPLISHED! SHOUT OUT TO ALL COLLABORATORS ON THE RECORD!

MORE info soon!
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MY FIRST ALBUM"- "myths & visions"

SPOTIFY, APPLE & STREAMING (AVAILABLE everywhere on June 30th, at midnight):
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/im-happy
Production and guitar mainly by @sorrow_bringer - all vocals, additional production, and final mix/master by me.
LYRICS:
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me oh no
I’ve accepted that this life’s a virus
Weigh me you down to by the eyelids 
My mood is so cyclic 
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me
All of the times you lifted up my broken heart
Wish you were there from the start
Because I'm falling apart
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Every single fucking day I wake up 
Wishing I could change this shit
Find a way not to slip
I'm so problematic
Within my heart sounds static
I can say I love you but I can't even love myself
No friends no meds it's my hell
And I fear I will destroy you
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy

I'm happy? - single

i'm happy?

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I'm happy?

final mix, master, co-production, and all vocals by me. guitar and beat production by @sorrow_bringer

stream on all platforms:

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written for the love of my life that I’ve never yet found. written for those who feel like they may never love again.

LYRICS SOON

more than friends - single

more than friends

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everything done entirely by me - production - performance - etc. stay tuned for release on all streaming platforms - love all that listen

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lost for good

won't let me rest (self induced)

SOCIALS

won't let me rest (self Induced)

i’m back. new darkwave vibes. my first new song after months of silence - this year’s been hell - here’s the art i made reflecting that.

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everything you hear completely done by me. wrote, mixed, mastered and produced. this is my first vocal track since being back from treatment. i hope you hear something you enjoy.
-doublemydose 
aka Shane

lyrics:
I don't even know what I'm fighting for
every time I try to quit I'll just do more
all of the times I've put my trust in others
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts

(poppin' pills is my fate, my fate)
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate 
(my fate, my fate)
truly hope I can change but I often fear it’s too late

it’s too late, it’s too late
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate
my fate, my fate, poppin' pills is my fate

every love that I’ve had they knew what I loved more
making up excuses why I’m late just to score 
truly hope I can change but I often fear it’s too late
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate
(poppin' pills is my fate)
(poppin' pills is my fate)
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
(my fate, my fate)
(poppin' pills is my fate, my fate)
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts

(poppin' pills is my fate)
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
(poppin' pills is my fate)

on the scripts

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the new and improved VIP mix of "how much longer". i never released it to streaming platforms, so i flipped the song and remixed it and added new elements.

on streaming platforms everywhere October 29th

all production, performance, mixing, etc. by me.

art by @ (insta, twitter) thatanxietybabe

until i'm free

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until i'm free (VIP MIX)

yet another one from the vault, updated for 2023, stay tuned and enjoy for now, plz hmu on snapchat at @thereeferrabbit or for all my links visit:
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Seeing What's Next (doublemydose flip)

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seeing what's next (doublemydose 2023 MAMMOTH FLIP)

LMK If y'all think this flip should be the winner for streaming!
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lost in transmission (LP)

lost in transmission (VIP MIX)

lost in transmission (final mix for streaming p. doublemydose)

" doublemydose - lily " #witchtrap #witchwave
entirely produced by me, shoutout the LONG TERM former legend "ZIU" for the inspiration. don't think he even makes music for years now.
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#barnacleboi #kyddiefaffka #cashforgold #doublemydose #skeler #juche #Ytho #REZZ #sibewest #barnacleboi
cashedforgold

lily - single

lily (doublemydose & ZIU)

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another one from the vault under my old alias EVENT HØRZØN - (vip upload of the original song called “a hollow autumn”. Never was released to streaming or officially but just found it - it had thousand of streams on my old account so hope you enjoy this gem 💎

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#juche #skeler #barnacleboi #ennja #sublab #Øfdream #staticangel #doublemydose #sorrowbringer #sewerperson #frakbeats #liquidritual #melodicdubstep #trapstep #wavestep #witchwave #witchtrap #melodichiphop

A Hollow Autumn (Single)

hollow autumns (p. doublemydose)

burning down - single

burning down

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burning down (original final mix)

FINAL MIX that will be released to streaming, a VIP remix of "void in me", yet this will remain to be the final version, enjoy. This track is entirely produced and performed by me.

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void in you

void (extended mix)

ENJOY.
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LYRICS:
Sinking lower I'm swallowed by the dark
Crippled still by your very last remark
Lord lift me up for my soul to depart

why feel more?

LYRICS COMING SOON AND MORE INFO. SHOUT OUT to @sorrow_bringer for making this song come alive.
-dmd

LYRICS:
Stuck in the dark where the shadows play
Fighting my demons but they won't fade away
Whispers in the wind they all got something to say
But I built my throne on the ashes they have made
I'm so sick of trying for the sake of other people
Fed up with people fucking acting like they know me
I'm so sick of lying just so that I feel equal
All of these feelings inside of me grow
Three years down with nothing to show
And God only knows I've been storming the weather
But I'll sin again I've done it once I'll do it better
Hope nobody feels the way that I do
Still you fucking left now I'm feeling so used
Wish I had the words to hide the abuse
Everyday that goes by you're tightening the noose
Wish there was a way that I could fucking choose
As the days go by I'm more and more confused
I don't even know what am I doing
Inside of my head a constant commotion
Coping instead with bottles of potion
When will I learn to stop getting loaded
And all of these habits are dragging me down
Pulling me deeper inside of my tomb the ground
Raise me from my tomb
Stuck in the dark where the shadows play
Fighting my demons but they won't fade away
Whispers in the wind they all got something to say
But I built my throne on the ashes they have made
I'm so sick of trying for the sake of other people
Fed up with people fucking acting like they know me
I'm so sick of lying just so that I feel equal
All of these feelings inside of me grow
Three years down with nothing to show
And God only knows I've been storming the weather
Father forgive me help me be someone better
Be someone better
To this earth I'm tethered
Help me be someone better
Help me be someone better
I'm not the same anymore
Used to feel alive now it's just feeling cold
Searching for a way out now I'm stuck in this hole
Never stay the same
I'll never take the blame
Bitch you cut me out and to you I'll do the same

be someone better - single

be someone better (ft. sorrow bringer)

be someone better (prod. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)

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LYRICS:

Trapped in decisions I relive
I would give it all if I had enough to give
No more chances this is it
How will I rise from such a deep crypt
Show me how to rise from the abyss
Teach me how to try to forgive
Winter winds I'm losing pace
Now noticing the lines through my face
Time is a thief that comes to take
Drowning from the memories I can't seem to shake
Clouded from the gray
You never felt the same
Guess you wouldn't have me I'm the one to fucking blame
Knew you'd be the one who'd walked away
Now I relive it every fucking day
Now I relive it as the days go by
I'm losing time I feel the fright
Grow within me
From me you walked away
What was I to say
In the end you were just the one that ran away
And I feel so empty
How could you forgive me?
How could you forgive me?
How could you forgive me?
Some say to pick myself back up
Six feet under is the ground I'll touch
Winter winds I'm losing pace
Now noticing the lines through my face
Time is a thief that comes to take
Drowning from the memories I can't seem to shake
Clouded from the gray
You never felt the same
Guess you wouldn't have me I'm the one to fucking blame
Knew you'd be the one who'd walked away
Now I relive it every fucking day
Now I relive it as the days go by
I'm losing time I feel the fright
Grow within me
From me you walked away
What was I to say
In the end you were just the one that ran away
And I feel so empty
How could you forgive me?

forgive me?

forgive me? (prod. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)

Produced entirely by doublemydose. This is the final version I'll put on streaming. 

Available for free use, lease, or for your videos and downloads enabled as long as you credit me (e.g. aurora by @doublemydose) and provide my linktr.ee/doublemydose - if not I WILL FIND YOU. AND SUE YOU.

If some of you heard the initial track I put on SoundCloud ages ago, you'll hear this recreation finally come to fruition.

aurora - (original mix)

THIS IS THE FINAL MIX FR THIS TIME. WILL BE SUBMITTING TO STREAMING ASAP. EVERYTHING BY ME.

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I want to know you

new one entirely produced by me, I hope you get lost in it. will be updating my Spotify soon and all streaming to include all my new releases, stay tuned. I'm back!

alive with you

Featuring @sorrow_bringer on the beat. Performed and lyrics by me, doublemydose.
LYRICS:
Rain on the glass same face in the mirror
Try to run away but the voice gets clearer
Eyes in the mist every step she draws nearer
Stuck in the screen like a glitch in the feeder
I just want to know you but I don't even know me
Digging up graves of the garden of the old me
And time does not seem to heal
Mistakes I've made now revealed
And I don't want to live like this anymore
Every single day I wake is like the day before
Always wanting more
Living score to score
Ashes on the floor never feeling like before no
What if I said I still could change?
What if I said I was to blame
Knowing now that nothing stays the same
God only knows I don't need the pressure
Try to run away to the ground I'm tethered
Looking at the past all the storms I've weathered
Knowing well now we'll never have one another
I've lost you in the end
I have nothing left to give
I'm letting you go
For the last tIme
I don't want to do this anymore
Every single day's like the day before
I don't want to live always wanting more
I'm not the same person I was before to you
Before to you
I'm not the same person no
I don't need the pressure
Every single days like the day before
Rain on the glass same face in the mirror
Eyes in the mist every step she draws nearer
Stuck in the screen like a glitch in the feeder
I just want to know you but I don't even know me
Digging up graves of the garden of the old me
And time does not seem to heal
Mistakes I've made now revealed
I don't want to do this anymore
So leave me like you left before

ashes on the floor (prod. sorrow bringer)

ashes on the floor

"falling downward"
sorrow bringer and I on the beat, all vocals by doublemydose

LYRICS:
Through the frost in the mirror all I see is past sin
Breath turns to smoke as I sit and watch the world spin
Thoughts cave in my very lungs when the dose hits
Static in my skull let the silence crawl in
I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with the devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
I’ve broken your heart
We drifted apart
Sick of people always trying to act like they know me
Judging every word I say assuming it’s the old me
Guess I took too much yeah these drugs goin’ to kill me 
Puking out my guts till I spark up the doobie 

I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with the devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Im so beyond repair
Too many moments you weren’t there
Now it’s just the torment that I deal with
Full metal clip to my head make it spill quick 
I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with tue devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
He’s calling my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh

falling downward

it's never easy

All production by me. Vocals by me, @93feetofsmoke @youngburial.
SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC /ITUNES & more:

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/like-im-dying-feat-93feetofsmoke--fatse

lyrics:
(doublemydose )
at the edge of it all, yet still going through the motions
why try to belong when all my feeling is gone
attempting to walk and hear the sound of this city
don't get me to talk, with my thoughts I'm too busy
but I still want to be your whole world
but girl I want you to know my heart still hurts
trying to reconnect with the ones that I disrespect
and the times that I wasn't there and the moments I should've cared
I swear that I'm trying, then why does it feel like I'm dying
(fats'e)
and why does it feel like I'm dying
(93)
then why does it feel like I'm dying
(fats'e)
I just wanna give up
I should’ve never given you my trust 
I've been in a slump 
But I still should’ve known better 
(93)
go and trust your luck 
just try me 
sorry in advance
for when you miss me 
I’ve been the edge so long
Imma bet the pills push me off 
(fats'e)
Push me off
(93)
I feel so gone
(fats'e)
to be honest 
(93)
I’m not what you want
(fats'e)
I’m so lost
(93)
How you think I’m not
(fats'e)
To be honest
(93)
I’m not what you want
(doublemydose)
trying to reconnect with the ones that I disrespect
and the times that I wasn't there and the moments I should've cared
I swear that I'm trying, then why does it feel like I'm dying
(fats'e)
and why does it feel like I'm dying
(93)
then why does it feel like I'm dying

like i'm dying - single

Like I'm Dying (feat. 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e)

SPOTIFY, APPLE, ETC.

Like I'm Dying (ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e)

Production by me. Vocals by me and @guccihighwaters

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lyrics:
(Event)
so it starts again, it's hard to argue when you're my best friend
I thought this would never end
all the times that I tried to find, some sort of hope or compromise is wasted
so frustrated and I know, you need somebody else
embracing this pain, cause god knows I can't change
I'm over you I know we're through it's over
closer to the grave, from the shit that plagues my brain
now on my own I can't loose hope for nothing
closer to the grave, from the shit that plagues my brain
now on my own I can't loose hope for nothing
(gucci)
can’t lose hope
i’m the one you never chose
i got dreams and nightmares
of your ghost
cold sweats in my bed no joke
i’m distressed and i wanna go home
i got knives up in my back
from the shit you always said
scars all on my flesh
baby tell me why is that?
yeah okay 
i wait for you to call back
yeah okay
it’s time for me to fall back
i got knives up in my back
from the shit you always said
scars all on my flesh
baby tell me why is that?
(Event)
embracing this pain, cause god knows I can't change
I'm over you I know we're through it's over
closer to the grave, from the shit that plagues my brain
now on my own I can't loose hope for nothing
closer to the grave, from the shit that plagues my brain
now on my own I can't loose hope for nothing

HØRIZØN ARCHIVE 1.0

over you (ft. guccihighwaters)

All production, vocals, and guitar by me.
https://BeatsByHorizon.com

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LYRICS:
I can not take this, I'm feeling like before with the demon at my door, calling me for more
why can't I shake this? I'm loosing all my friends for I have nothing to give, let this be the end
tear me apart and throw me in a grave, I've always felt this way and things never seem to change
praying to God that I don't see another day, no I'm not okay, watch me fade away
just watch me fade away, this shit I can barely take
just throw me in my grave, watch me fade away
X2
(second chorus)
rip me apart and throw me in a grave, I've always felt this way and things never seem to change
praying to God that I don't see another day, no I'm not okay, watch me fade away

Watch Me Fade - Single

Watch Me Fade

Stream on Spotify

All production by me. Vocals by me and @Groundfold <3
A special thanks to @Groundfold for working with me. We've been friends for so long and it was awesome to finally create something together.
SPOTIFY + APPLE:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/hrizn-archive-10

Apocalyptic Times (feat. Groundfold)

apocalyptic times (ft. Groundfold)

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Vocals by me. Production by @splashgvng

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LYRICS:
there are specific things I can't touch
ya I don't trust myself that much
ya I got bad habits and I got my baggage ya I’m far from average
I know that you will never get it
you don’t know you’ve never been addicted
all the promises I break
no wonder why myself I hate
still I bury all my fears 
just like I’ve done throughout the years
please stay here with me
I’m better than I seem

there are specific things I can't touch
ya I don't trust myself that much
ya I got bad habits and I got my baggage ya I’m far from average
I know that you will never get it
you don’t know you’ve never been addicted
leave me to be myself
ya I know I need some help
still I bury all my fears 
just like I’ve done throughout the years
please stay here with me
I’m better than I seem

all the promises I break
no wonder why myself I hate
still I bury all my fears 
just like I’ve done throughout the years
please stay here with me
i’m better than I seem

i'm better than I seem - single

i'm better than i seem

SPOTIFY/APPLE

i'm better than i seem (prod. splashgvng)

All production by me. Thank you to everyone that has listened/supported me.
"Caving In" featuring @sleyeofficial and @saphir1996
Special thanks to the amazing artists featured on this song <3

SPOTIFY + APPLE:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/hrizn-archive-10

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LYRICS:
(doublemydose)
looking back on the times I've tried
to get shit right just to say I'm fine
twenty something, feel like nothing, least i know i'm not like you
though my walls are caving in
my heart tells me let it go and just live
sure i don't have all the answers
stress spreading through me like a cancer
(Sleye)
why do i feel so fucked up lately
i just lock away all of my pain down in the basement
keep it with the skeletons from every soul i taken
sorry if i come off kinda cruel i'm always raging
and everyone but you look kinda basic
i won't let 'em in i like to let 'em kinda chase me
fuck it i'ma say it i ain't down with all the lame shit
cut 'em off the second start to see they only faking
(doublemydose)
though my walls are caving in
my heart tells me let it go and just live
sure i don't have all the answers
stress spreading through me like a cancer
(Saphir)
I feel like it's the cancer
The poison that fills inside of me
Everything is going crazy
Do you love me?
Or do you hate me?
Do you love me?
Or do you hate me?

caving in (feat. Sleye & Saphir)

caving in (ft. Sleye & Saphir)

All vocals, lyrics, mastering by me.
Beat by @sorrow_bringer
STREAM on SPOTIFY - releases February 11, 2021.
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/far-from-perfect

LYRICS:
The rains back now
Got my head up in the clouds
I’ve been waiting for this sound
I find comfort in it
Made it to the fall
Been thinking bout it all
Still don’t know who to call
Why do I dwell on…
Memories, not living in the present
Lost and disconnected
Feelings of rejection
Staring, at the cracks in the pavement
regretting what I’ve wasted
not embracing changes (oh no)
Help me find what I’m missing
Mistakes make make up my history 
I’m honest no more mystery
I wish I could take back
All the pain of relapse
Anger’s how I react
You never deserved it
I never was worth it
I'm so far from perfect
I'm drowning at the surface

far from perfect - single

far from perfect

SPOTIFY

Far From Perfect (prod. sorrow bringer)

Vocals, lyrics, mastering and some mixing by me. Beat production by @frakbeats
STAY TUNED for RELEASE on streaming! (Spotify, Apple, etc.)- out Feb. 23, 2021:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/fulfill-the-need
LYRICS:
Lucid dreaming hardly sleeping
Trapped in ways of self deceiving
False projections keep me restless
Fuck if I know where I’m headed
Feeling numb now as I blow clouds
Watch time slow down while I nod out
Sleep away the tension ya I know I’m distant
Watch me fade, watch you change, shit for me just stays the same
Live for thrills, til it kills, a hollow heart I don’t feel
Shroud my eyes, lies I hide, can I say that I’ve tried?
Can’t believe, my own dreams, tell me what fulfills the need
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need
Stranded asking what I’m lacking
Problems I just keep attracting
Clouded judgement still reluctant
head is twisted can’t adjust it
Drifting demons tell me reasons
why to end it there’s no treatment
fuck their chatter climb that ladder 
Know you’re worthy end the hurting
Watch me fade, watch you change, shit for me just stays the same
Live for thrills, til it kills, a hollow heart I don’t feel
Shroud my eyes, lies I hide, Can I say that I’ve tried?
Can’t believe, my own dreams, tell me what fulfills the need
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need (I need it) 
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need
Watch me fade, watch you change, shit for me just stays the same
Live for thrills, til it kills, a hollow heart I don’t feel
Shroud my eyes, lies I hide, can I say that I’ve tried?
Can’t believe, my own dreams, tell me what fulfills the need
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need

fulfill the need

fulfill the need (prod. Frak Beats)

Stream on Spotify - out on February 11th, 2021:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/far-from-perfect
 <3 Hope you enjoy something.
Vocals/lyrics, mixing and mastering by me. Additional background vocals by @darya-naumenko. Guitar and beat by @sorrow_bringer, additional production by me.
LYRICS:
[verse]
Nights pass by too fast 
Within four walls I stay trapped
I’ve tried to drink away the past
But that shit always came back ya
Feelings I don’t show no 
Don’t want them to be known 
Where the fuck can I call home?
I guess this is the life I chose
[chorus]
I don't even understand
Why I continue to treat you this way (this way)
I swore that I'd change (I'll change)
I'll take all the blame
I don't even understand
Why this always happens to me (I don't get it)
I'm so incomplete (so incomplete)
It's you that I need (so beautiful)
[bridge]
Too beautiful for me
 Just leave me as history
Always say what I don’t mean
I’ve cut you slow and watched you bleed
[chorus]
I don't even understand
Why I continue to treat you this way (this way)
I swore that I'd change (I'll change)
I'll take all the blame
I don't even understand
Why this always happens to me (I don't get it)
I'm so incomplete (so incomplete)
It's you that I need
You're so beautiful
[outro]
So beautiful (beautiful to me)
Too beautiful for me…

too beautiful for me

STREAM SPOTIFY

too beautiful (with sorrow bringer)

Vocals, lyrics, and final mix down by me. Beat produced by @lovewithme
PRE-SAVE on SPOTIFY:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/eventhrizn/now-were-free
LYRICS:
Takes me awhile I can’t move on
Reminded by this silence that you’ll stay gone
I was wrong
Know that I’m defined by my past actions
Neglected change I stayed the same it happened 
It’s tragic
No matter what I write can’t get the words out
Wish I had a way to change your hurt now
Tell me how
Can’t accept that this is how you’ll know me
Drown me out forget my name and what we would be
Now you’re free 
You’re better off without me
Now we free
Gotta maintain the boundary
Now I’m free
Yet I wish you didn’t leave
Let It be
Now we’re free
Kept up every night with knife in my chest
Cause you’re with him could’ve guessed
Tell me does he fuck the best? Oh no..
So crawl back to what you know
You’re missing what was home
But bitch I’m on my own I’m done
Now i’m finding what to live for
Break all I touch my soul’s in uproar
Can’t ignore
Hope i hold onto it just kills me
Say it will be different and I’ll feel free
Do I believe?
No matter what I write can’t get the words out
Wish I had a way to change your hurt now
Tell me how
Can’t accept that this is how you’ll know me
Drown me out forget my name and what we would be
Now you’re free 
You’re better off without me
Now we free
Gotta maintain the boundary
Now I’m free
Yet I wish you didn’t leave
Let It be
Now we’re free
Kept up every night with knife in my chest
Cause you’re with him could’ve guessed
Tell me does he fuck the best? Oh no..
So crawl back to what you know
You’re missing what was home
But bitch I’m on my own I’m done
Music’s all I need
Ya watch me fulfill my dreams
Kick back and smoke my weed
Like me he won’t succeed 
Now you’re free 
You’re better off without me
Now we free
Gotta maintain the boundary
Now I’m free
Yet I wish you didn’t leave
Let It be
Now we’re free
Kept up every night with knife in my chest
Cause you’re with him could’ve guessed
Tell me does he fuck the best? Oh no..
So crawl back to what you know
You’re missing what was home
But bitch I’m on my own I’m done
I’m done with you
You know we’re thru
It’s over
I loved you like no other
But I won’t let that happen again

Now We're Free - Single

Now We're Free

SPOTIFY + APPLE MUSIC

now we're free (prod. lovewithme)

AVAILABLE in all stores/streaming platforms on 4/20/2020
SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6UEV1QMk2RVbrVHS8HL22b?si=6CWe5uT3TkaGuCqM71MxDg
APPLE:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/why-am-i-running-feat-sewerperson/1507534383?i=1507534384

All production, mixing/master, etc. by me. S/o @sewerperson <3
LYRICS:
[sewerperson]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
[doublemydose]
I can’t seem to know what the best choice is for myself
I need some help
Oh could you tell? 
I’ve lived thru hell
Pressure inside of me
Always a sight to see
You have a right to be
Hopelessly broken
Never saw eye to eye
Stress that we magnified
Mind all too occupied
How do I focus?
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
Losing sight of you
Cause I don't wanna go back
Choosing to get thru this rhythm's how I react
[sewerperson]
i just tripled up the dose
i just got it from the valet
i just popped inside the ghost
yaya
its got 80 something floors
i could get u to the top
i could let u see the coast
yaya
damn and she just tryna stay the night
she gon pop out with her phone
she tryna get me on live
imma dodge
fully formal suit and tie
all my wraps is something chrome
but i dont know which one to drive
in my garage
woah i just took a half i just took another
im just sweating bullets in the la summer
bout like 20 something plans ill never recover
if u match me on my shit i bet u goin under
help me understand
just who im becoming
bet ur glad now
you left me with nothing
picking up the fragments
my heart u shattered
void from the memories
but now they dont matter
[doublemydose]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
Losing sight of you
Cause I don't wanna go back
Choosing to get thru this rhythm's how I react
[sewerperson]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?

why am i running? - Single

Why Am I Running?

why am i running? (feat. sewerperson)

Production by @sorrow_bringer and myself. Guitar riff by sorrow bringer. Final mix down by me. Album art by @ zzzcurtis (on Insta).
Thank you @imodarka for the amazing feature!
SPOTIFY/APPLE"
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/im-yours-feat-odarka

LYRICS:
(doublemydose)
Time goes by it hurts
Now I hope you’re not doing worse
Seeking false connections
But can you face rejection?
Nightmares every night
I’m so panicked no surprise
Wondering if you’ll text me
Say you love me life’s just testing
Let’s not do this anymore
I just hurt you when I’m yours
Tho your lips against my skin
Tell me without you i can’t live 
All the time that we have shared 
Always clear how much you cared
Let’s leave it at what we had
Even if the silence drives me mad
(odarka - ENGLISH TRANSLATION from RUSSIAN)
You’ll get what you deserve
You showed me love’s just a curse 
You thirsted for control
Boy you know you had my soul
Now I’m free from what you are
Though you’ll always know my scars 
We lust for what we can’t have
And this silence drives me mad
(doublemydose)
I will not be anything other than me
This music will my kingdom
I know well now
Ain't stopping till I see them crowds
Squad with me so roll that loud

I'm yours - single

I'm yours (ft. odarka)

i'm yours | я твой (ft. odarka)

All production, mixing/mastering, everything aside from sewer's verse by me. SPOTIFY/APPLE:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/when-i-rise-feat-sewerperson
Special thanks to @sewerperson for working with me again <3
Album art by @ zzzcurtis (on instagram)
(doublemydose)
No love, shattered trust 
Looking for the ladder up
Was a victim in your prison
Unforgiven, you never listened
Now here am
Spark the fire in my hands 
Fuck your bitch like it was planned
Get in line I’m in demand
All blacked out in the subie smoking loud
Put a 30 on your tongue ya we sippin' on some rum
I been up all night with the shadows and a sprite
Not waiting on no calls cause bitch I caught em’ all 
And I know
I know I know I know that I’m reckless
Pedal to the floor till I’m breathless
Bitch I’m not the one you expected
(sewerperson)
bury me in shallow dirt for when i rise
i let go of my flesh and live my second life
i been back in here like plenty times
blunt smoke hit my yellow eyes
baby girl i told you twenty times
this is just an ordinary night
i watch my ash im in these pearly whites
rainy alleys in my broken nikes
dont you worry baby take ur time
i got a feeling imma need an early night
onyx
baby u just tell me where to go and then im on it
breaking down backwoods rolling up comets
tryna come back wimme i did not offer
she was all prim till she gimme that knowledge
lights blew out now i cant see faces
metal in the air and i follow that tracing
suck it back up every time i bleed
if its so bad why it feel so amazing
(doublemydose)
All blacked out in the subie smoking loud
Put a 30 on your tongue ya we sippin' on some rum
I been up all night with the shadows and a sprite
Not waiting on no calls cause bitch I caught em’ all 
And I know
I know I know I know that I’m reckless
Pedal to the floor till I’m breathless
Bitch I’m not the one you expected
Bitch I never was invested
Pocket full of blues ain't stressin'
Looking toward the top I'm headed
I hope you go the message

when i rise

when i rise (ft. sewerperson)

Prod. @sorrow_bringer
All vocals and final mix/master by me.
SPOTIFY/APPLE PRE-SAVE:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/i-fear-theyre-taking-over
LYRICS:
Used to put my trust in certain people
They broke down my bones now I’m feeble 
Drowning at the surface my demons seem to swim
Do I have a purpose or am I here to sin?
Only thing that’s stopping me is myself
All the wrong cards to me have been dealt
I just wanna know if I’ll ever learn to breathe
Sinking to the bottom ocean pulls me by its teeth
I’m losing myself
God knows I need help
In thoughts I just dwell
I fear they’re taking over
(X2)
Counting down the days I can not take it, frustrated, oh oh oh
Why does life have so much fucking weight
Crushing me down till I fucking break
Am I the only one searching for the point?
Am I the only one who’s friends I disappoint?
No medication seems to fix me
Such agitation leaves me empty
I wish I had the words to describe what I feel
Too many symptoms can’t distinguish what is real
I’m losing myself
God knows I need help
In thoughts I just dwell
I fear they’re taking over
(X2)
I fear they’re taking over
Counting down the days I can not take it, frustrated, oh oh oh

i fear they're taking over - single

i fear they're taking over

i fear they're taking over (with sorrow bringer)

revelation 777 / mix, everything you here produced by me / free download but please credit "(p. doublemydose)" for use in your videos (plz LMK for my portfolio), sharing, downloading, naming, etc. / this is a remaster and VIP mix flip from my original song under my first-ever alias EVENT HØRIZØN

SOCIALS / FOLLOW:
https://linkt.ree/doublemydose

This is one of my favorite pieces of music I've ever made...
love, 
doublemydose

revelation 2023

revelation 2.0

revelation 777

All vocals and final mix/master, and coproduction by me.
SPOTIFY / STREAMING:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/my-level
(Main beat production guitar by @sorrow_bringer)
Hope you enjoy!
LYRICS:
Aiming for the top tho 
Wanna get that money flow 
Selling out your city’s show
Fuck the sad shit here we go
Rolling up loud music loud on your street
Every single fucking day I steady on my feet 
Steady making beats 
Bout to hit a peak
Mutha fuckas best believe you ain't fucking with my team no
I don’t even think you can get on my level now
3 xans deep and I still make your door fall down 
I don’t even fuck with people cause they snitch in the end 
Stay locked up in my room cause I ain’t got no friends
All of the time I wasted fucking with some fakes
Knife tucked in my bag bout to cut out all the snakes oh woah oh woah
I don’t even think you can get on my level now
3 xans deep and I still make your door fall down 
I don’t even fuck with people cause they snitch in the end 
Stay locked up in my room cause I ain’t got no friends
People always looking at me like a liability
I hate explaining why I consume things that are killing me 
  Until the fucking grave Imma make my tracks yo
 Feed what’s in my soul while the cash stacks up tho
Aiming for the top tho 
Wanna get that money flow 
Selling out your city’s show
Fuck the sad shit here we go
Aiming for the top tho 
Wanna get that money flow 
Selling out your city’s show
Fuck the sad shit here we go

my level - single

my level

Shane/Shilo, aka doublemydose
I took the red pill down the rabbit hole
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