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Production and guitar mainly by @sorrow_bringer - all vocals, additional production, and final mix/master by me.
LYRICS:
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me oh no
I’ve accepted that this life’s a virus
Weigh me you down to by the eyelids 
My mood is so cyclic 
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me
All of the times you lifted up my broken heart
Wish you were there from the start
Because I'm falling apart
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Every single fucking day I wake up 
Wishing I could change this shit
Find a way not to slip
I'm so problematic
Within my heart sounds static
I can say I love you but I can't even love myself
No friends no meds it's my hell
And I fear I will destroy you
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy

I'm happy? - single

i'm happy?

SPOTIFY + STREAMING

I'm happy?

Final mix/master and all vocals by me.
Prod. @sorrow_bringer and myself - guitar by sorrow bringer
SPOTIFY + STREAMING OUT EVERYWHERE JULY 26:
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ANGELS LYRICS:
Wishing so bad I could tell you all what happens
Mind stays locked and my thoughts entrapment
Driving a rental cause I wrecked the subie
Bags still full of drugs  cause I’m living loosely 
I can’t seem to know if I’ll ever get a clue
29 years got the xans in my shoe
So many people say I'm living too fast
But I like this pace let's get my bag
I don't even know if I was chosen
Clearly angels hold me here
Five ODs I'm broken
I don't even care if anyones listening
This my fucking life
Why the fuck would I be kidding
So many friends that I left rejected
Don't even know what I expected
I'm worn and tattered
More than shattered
Living my life like it doesn't matter
Yea I still got my vices
Staying on the rise i'm grinding
Listening to my doctors I'm well surprised
Now it's time to take by my life
I don't even know if I was chosen
Clearly angels hold me here
Five ODs I'm broken
I don't even care if anyones listening
This my fucking life
Why the fuck would I be kidding
So many friends that I left rejected
Don't even know what I expected
I'm worn and tattered
More than shattered
Living my life like it doesn't matter
Yea I still got my vices
Staying on the rise i'm grinding
Listening to my doctors I'm well surprised
Now it's time to take by my life
I don't even know when it began to start
Too many scars on my heart
I think my life I'll restart
I don't even know if I was chosen
Clearly angels hold me here
Five ODs I'm broken
I don't even care if anyones listening
This my fucking life
Why the fuck would I be kidding

angels - single

angels

i’m back. new darkwave vibes. my first new song after months of silence - this year’s been hell - here’s the art i made reflecting that.

lost for good

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everything you hear completely done by me. wrote, mixed, mastered and produced. this is my first vocal track since being back from treatment. i hope you hear something you enjoy.
-doublemydose 
aka Shane

lyrics:
I don't even know what I'm fighting for
every time I try to quit I'll just do more
all of the times I've put my trust in others
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts

(poppin' pills is my fate, my fate)
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate 
(my fate, my fate)
truly hope I can change but I often fear it’s too late

it’s too late, it’s too late
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate
my fate, my fate, poppin' pills is my fate

every love that I’ve had they knew what I loved more
making up excuses why I’m late just to score 
truly hope I can change but I often fear it’s too late
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate
(poppin' pills is my fate)
(poppin' pills is my fate)
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
(my fate, my fate)
(poppin' pills is my fate, my fate)
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts

(poppin' pills is my fate)
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
(poppin' pills is my fate)

on the scripts

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just an updated miss of one of my personal favorites I'VE EVER written
it fucking bumps and is straight from my life and heart.
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LYRICS AND RELEASE ON ALL STREAMING TBD

I'll deal with this tomorrow, yet again

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i'll deal with this tomorrow (p. sorrow bringe x doublemydose)

LMK If y'all think this flip should be the winner for streaming!
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lost in transmission (LP)

lost in transmission (VIP MIX)

lost in transmission (final mix for streaming p. doublemydose)

corrupted/lost mix that vibes but I’ll keep this on SoundCloud anyway as it’s a bit experimental and mixing before I lost project is a little sus - but hope you enjoy this little demo- socials/follow/support/more about me
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LINK FOR ALBUM ON ALL STREAMING TBD/ASAPA (tysm to my fans for your patience, it will be my first album you'll never be able to be AMAZED BY, get ready)!


LYRICS ON THE WAY

doublemydose

make me matter?

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make me matter 1.0 (p. doublemydose)

CREATED, PERFORMED, MIXED/MASTERED - all by @doublemydose - a bit experimental, but I'd rather be different than whatever tf is normal

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LYRICS:
There are specific things I can't touch
No I don't trust myself that much
Yea I got bad habits and I got my baggage
Ya I'm far from average
I don't think that you could ever get it no
I don't think that you could ever get it
(yuh yuh double it up bitch)
but I'm the furthest from average
All conflict will be managed and I stay suppressing the damage

Have you ever tumbled down to the depths of addiction?
Have you ever tumbled to the depths of addiction?
Where your heart is all conflicted?
Seeming lost in transmission
Lord lift me from this planet
Never should've landed
Physically so damaged yuh

Stricken on my knees,
You robbed me of my dreams

With a legion at my keep
With a master that calls me
I can't be there I am a king
With a master that calls me

Seek me with perdition
My affliction surrounds me
I found it astounding
Who I keep meeting
I can't be there
With a master that calls me

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lift me from this planet - single

lift me from this planet

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lift me from this planet - (p. doublemydose)

" doublemydose - lily " #witchtrap #witchwave
entirely produced by me, shoutout the LONG TERM former legend "ZIU" for the inspiration. don't think he even makes music for years now.
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#barnacleboi #kyddiefaffka #cashforgold #doublemydose #skeler #juche #Ytho #REZZ #sibewest #barnacleboi
cashedforgold

lily - single

lily (doublemydose & ZIU)

lily (p. doublemydose & ZIU)

another one from the vault under my old alias EVENT HØRZØN - (vip upload of the original song called “a hollow autumn”. Never was released to streaming or officially but just found it - it had thousand of streams on my old account so hope you enjoy this gem 💎

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#juche #skeler #barnacleboi #ennja #sublab #Øfdream #staticangel #doublemydose #sorrowbringer #sewerperson #frakbeats #liquidritual #melodicdubstep #trapstep #wavestep #witchwave #witchtrap #melodichiphop

A Hollow Autumn (Single)

hollow autumns (p. doublemydose)

From the vault 💻 old but enjoy
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Need as a session liveness with in PUAYaluup m from cringy batter

Traveler

traveler (p. doublemydose)

"doublemydose - the scientist"
everything you hear entirely made, mixed/mastered, composed by doublemydose

(EVENT HORIZON [one of my top hits from my old Soundcloud]) - after years in the vault it's time to put it on streaming and release to y'all if you haven't heard it!

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doublemydose - horizon tapes

the scientist

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angels surround (p. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)
produced primarily by @sorrow_bringer and I was inspired by his beautiful track "carcinoma" - So I went in on the beat and added 50% doublemydose <3

LMK IF YOU LIKE THIS or my EDM instrumentals more - I'll do what's wanted next!

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new music video:

150bpm - Amin

LYRICS:
You could call me crazy well why would I want to conform?
Isolated Ideation shrouded from the sun in dark I'm born
Drom the sun I'm damaged
Lupus running rampant
No I can't stand it
God it's like
You fucking planned this!
I'm so vacant from this planet
It's like you fucking planet
So damaged
I'm so damaged vacant from this planet!
I've succumbed to every fear
Like no one wants me near?
No oh

Why do angels carry me so easily through this apathy?
It's unreal to me
Show me what to live for
I don't anymore
What's left to explore
To others I'm just simply ignored

Why do angels carry me so easily through this apathy?
It's unreal to me
Show me what to live for
I don't anymore
What's left to explore
To others I'm just simply ignored

angels surround (p. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)

doublemydose  - "erasing you"
produced entirely by me, but shout out to @sorrow_bringer for letting me incorporate his beautiful guitar playing from one of his hits! love you man.

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LOTS MORE ON THE WAY ON STREAMING SOON

LYRICS:
Dark skies gray clouds 
Night is where I feel the most doubt
 Night is where I feel the most doubt in me 
Night is where I feel the most doubt in me 
Dark skies gray clouds 
Night is where I feel the most doubt
Never want to come down
Dark skies gray clouds 
Night is where I feel the most doubt in me
 My family pleads with me
Might not see the sun again
Feel as if I'm a broken soul
All too fooled
Never conformed by any rules
Used like a fucking tool
Why was I a fool for you?
Why'd I ever think love was true?
Why'd I ever think love was true?
Why was I a fool for you?
What they call love I don't know anymore
What they call love I don't know anymore no no
Shrouded from the sun am I even human?
Shrouded from the sun am I even human?
 Erasing every thought of you
 Erasing every thought of you
Shrouded from the sun am I even human?

erasing you - single

erasing you

erasing you (p. doublemydose)

while y'all wait for me to figure out why my Spotify got flagged, hot off the press:
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the haunting - EP

the haunting

the haunting (p. doublemydose)

burning down - single

burning down

burning down (original final mix)

VIP mix and final mix of "aurora" which I decided to officially call "auroras". All production done entirely by me. NO SAMPLES USED other than drum one shots!
WAY MORE WITCHY, TRIPPY, ATMOSPHERIC BASS ON THE WAY
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auroras

auroras (p. doublemydose)

FINAL MIX that will be released to streaming, a VIP remix of "void in me", yet this will remain to be the final version, enjoy. This track is entirely produced and performed by me.

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void in you

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LYRICS. MORE ON THE WAY:
never been one to learn from example
gotta fail fast through situations I can't handle

numb the pressure - EP

numb the pressure

numb the pressure (p. doublemydose X HXRXKILLER)

All production by me. Vocals by me, @93feetofsmoke @youngburial.
SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC /ITUNES & more:

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/like-im-dying-feat-93feetofsmoke--fatse

lyrics:
(doublemydose )
at the edge of it all, yet still going through the motions
why try to belong when all my feeling is gone
attempting to walk and hear the sound of this city
don't get me to talk, with my thoughts I'm too busy
but I still want to be your whole world
but girl I want you to know my heart still hurts
trying to reconnect with the ones that I disrespect
and the times that I wasn't there and the moments I should've cared
I swear that I'm trying, then why does it feel like I'm dying
(fats'e)
and why does it feel like I'm dying
(93)
then why does it feel like I'm dying
(fats'e)
I just wanna give up
I should’ve never given you my trust 
I've been in a slump 
But I still should’ve known better 
(93)
go and trust your luck 
just try me 
sorry in advance
for when you miss me 
I’ve been the edge so long
Imma bet the pills push me off 
(fats'e)
Push me off
(93)
I feel so gone
(fats'e)
to be honest 
(93)
I’m not what you want
(fats'e)
I’m so lost
(93)
How you think I’m not
(fats'e)
To be honest
(93)
I’m not what you want
(doublemydose)
trying to reconnect with the ones that I disrespect
and the times that I wasn't there and the moments I should've cared
I swear that I'm trying, then why does it feel like I'm dying
(fats'e)
and why does it feel like I'm dying
(93)
then why does it feel like I'm dying

like i'm dying - single

Like I'm Dying (feat. 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e)

SPOTIFY, APPLE, ETC.

Like I'm Dying (ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e)

Production by me. Vocals by me and @guccihighwaters

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lyrics:
(Event)
so it starts again, it's hard to argue when you're my best friend
I thought this would never end
all the times that I tried to find, some sort of hope or compromise is wasted
so frustrated and I know, you need somebody else
embracing this pain, cause god knows I can't change
I'm over you I know we're through it's over
closer to the grave, from the shit that plagues my brain
now on my own I can't loose hope for nothing
closer to the grave, from the shit that plagues my brain
now on my own I can't loose hope for nothing
(gucci)
can’t lose hope
i’m the one you never chose
i got dreams and nightmares
of your ghost
cold sweats in my bed no joke
i’m distressed and i wanna go home
i got knives up in my back
from the shit you always said
scars all on my flesh
baby tell me why is that?
yeah okay 
i wait for you to call back
yeah okay
it’s time for me to fall back
i got knives up in my back
from the shit you always said
scars all on my flesh
baby tell me why is that?
(Event)
embracing this pain, cause god knows I can't change
I'm over you I know we're through it's over
closer to the grave, from the shit that plagues my brain
now on my own I can't loose hope for nothing
closer to the grave, from the shit that plagues my brain
now on my own I can't loose hope for nothing

HØRIZØN ARCHIVE 1.0

over you (ft. guccihighwaters)

SPOTIFY + APPLE

All production by me. Vocals by me and @Groundfold <3
A special thanks to @Groundfold for working with me. We've been friends for so long and it was awesome to finally create something together.
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Apocalyptic Times (feat. Groundfold)

apocalyptic times (ft. Groundfold)

All production by me. Thank you to everyone that has listened/supported me.
"Caving In" featuring @sleyeofficial and @saphir1996
Special thanks to the amazing artists featured on this song <3

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LYRICS:
(doublemydose)
looking back on the times I've tried
to get shit right just to say I'm fine
twenty something, feel like nothing, least i know i'm not like you
though my walls are caving in
my heart tells me let it go and just live
sure i don't have all the answers
stress spreading through me like a cancer
(Sleye)
why do i feel so fucked up lately
i just lock away all of my pain down in the basement
keep it with the skeletons from every soul i taken
sorry if i come off kinda cruel i'm always raging
and everyone but you look kinda basic
i won't let 'em in i like to let 'em kinda chase me
fuck it i'ma say it i ain't down with all the lame shit
cut 'em off the second start to see they only faking
(doublemydose)
though my walls are caving in
my heart tells me let it go and just live
sure i don't have all the answers
stress spreading through me like a cancer
(Saphir)
I feel like it's the cancer
The poison that fills inside of me
Everything is going crazy
Do you love me?
Or do you hate me?
Do you love me?
Or do you hate me?

caving in (feat. Sleye & Saphir)

caving in (ft. Sleye & Saphir)

All vocals, lyrics, mastering by me.
Beat by @sorrow_bringer
STREAM on SPOTIFY - releases February 11, 2021.
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/far-from-perfect

LYRICS:
The rains back now
Got my head up in the clouds
I’ve been waiting for this sound
I find comfort in it
Made it to the fall
Been thinking bout it all
Still don’t know who to call
Why do I dwell on…
Memories, not living in the present
Lost and disconnected
Feelings of rejection
Staring, at the cracks in the pavement
regretting what I’ve wasted
not embracing changes (oh no)
Help me find what I’m missing
Mistakes make make up my history 
I’m honest no more mystery
I wish I could take back
All the pain of relapse
Anger’s how I react
You never deserved it
I never was worth it
I'm so far from perfect
I'm drowning at the surface

far from perfect - single

far from perfect

SPOTIFY

Far From Perfect (prod. sorrow bringer)

Vocals, lyrics, mastering and some mixing by me. Beat production by @frakbeats
STAY TUNED for RELEASE on streaming! (Spotify, Apple, etc.)- out Feb. 23, 2021:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/fulfill-the-need
LYRICS:
Lucid dreaming hardly sleeping
Trapped in ways of self deceiving
False projections keep me restless
Fuck if I know where I’m headed
Feeling numb now as I blow clouds
Watch time slow down while I nod out
Sleep away the tension ya I know I’m distant
Watch me fade, watch you change, shit for me just stays the same
Live for thrills, til it kills, a hollow heart I don’t feel
Shroud my eyes, lies I hide, can I say that I’ve tried?
Can’t believe, my own dreams, tell me what fulfills the need
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need
Stranded asking what I’m lacking
Problems I just keep attracting
Clouded judgement still reluctant
head is twisted can’t adjust it
Drifting demons tell me reasons
why to end it there’s no treatment
fuck their chatter climb that ladder 
Know you’re worthy end the hurting
Watch me fade, watch you change, shit for me just stays the same
Live for thrills, til it kills, a hollow heart I don’t feel
Shroud my eyes, lies I hide, Can I say that I’ve tried?
Can’t believe, my own dreams, tell me what fulfills the need
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need (I need it) 
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need
Watch me fade, watch you change, shit for me just stays the same
Live for thrills, til it kills, a hollow heart I don’t feel
Shroud my eyes, lies I hide, can I say that I’ve tried?
Can’t believe, my own dreams, tell me what fulfills the need
Tell me what fulfills the need ya tell me what fulfills the need

fulfill the need

fulfill the need (prod. Frak Beats)

Stream on Spotify - out on February 11th, 2021:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/far-from-perfect
 <3 Hope you enjoy something.
Vocals/lyrics, mixing and mastering by me. Additional background vocals by @darya-naumenko. Guitar and beat by @sorrow_bringer, additional production by me.
LYRICS:
[verse]
Nights pass by too fast 
Within four walls I stay trapped
I’ve tried to drink away the past
But that shit always came back ya
Feelings I don’t show no 
Don’t want them to be known 
Where the fuck can I call home?
I guess this is the life I chose
[chorus]
I don't even understand
Why I continue to treat you this way (this way)
I swore that I'd change (I'll change)
I'll take all the blame
I don't even understand
Why this always happens to me (I don't get it)
I'm so incomplete (so incomplete)
It's you that I need (so beautiful)
[bridge]
Too beautiful for me
 Just leave me as history
Always say what I don’t mean
I’ve cut you slow and watched you bleed
[chorus]
I don't even understand
Why I continue to treat you this way (this way)
I swore that I'd change (I'll change)
I'll take all the blame
I don't even understand
Why this always happens to me (I don't get it)
I'm so incomplete (so incomplete)
It's you that I need
You're so beautiful
[outro]
So beautiful (beautiful to me)
Too beautiful for me…

too beautiful for me

STREAM SPOTIFY

too beautiful (with sorrow bringer)

Vocals, lyrics, and final mix down by me. Beat produced by @lovewithme
PRE-SAVE on SPOTIFY:
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LYRICS:
Takes me awhile I can’t move on
Reminded by this silence that you’ll stay gone
I was wrong
Know that I’m defined by my past actions
Neglected change I stayed the same it happened 
It’s tragic
No matter what I write can’t get the words out
Wish I had a way to change your hurt now
Tell me how
Can’t accept that this is how you’ll know me
Drown me out forget my name and what we would be
Now you’re free 
You’re better off without me
Now we free
Gotta maintain the boundary
Now I’m free
Yet I wish you didn’t leave
Let It be
Now we’re free
Kept up every night with knife in my chest
Cause you’re with him could’ve guessed
Tell me does he fuck the best? Oh no..
So crawl back to what you know
You’re missing what was home
But bitch I’m on my own I’m done
Now i’m finding what to live for
Break all I touch my soul’s in uproar
Can’t ignore
Hope i hold onto it just kills me
Say it will be different and I’ll feel free
Do I believe?
No matter what I write can’t get the words out
Wish I had a way to change your hurt now
Tell me how
Can’t accept that this is how you’ll know me
Drown me out forget my name and what we would be
Now you’re free 
You’re better off without me
Now we free
Gotta maintain the boundary
Now I’m free
Yet I wish you didn’t leave
Let It be
Now we’re free
Kept up every night with knife in my chest
Cause you’re with him could’ve guessed
Tell me does he fuck the best? Oh no..
So crawl back to what you know
You’re missing what was home
But bitch I’m on my own I’m done
Music’s all I need
Ya watch me fulfill my dreams
Kick back and smoke my weed
Like me he won’t succeed 
Now you’re free 
You’re better off without me
Now we free
Gotta maintain the boundary
Now I’m free
Yet I wish you didn’t leave
Let It be
Now we’re free
Kept up every night with knife in my chest
Cause you’re with him could’ve guessed
Tell me does he fuck the best? Oh no..
So crawl back to what you know
You’re missing what was home
But bitch I’m on my own I’m done
I’m done with you
You know we’re thru
It’s over
I loved you like no other
But I won’t let that happen again

Now We're Free - Single

Now We're Free

SPOTIFY + APPLE MUSIC

now we're free (prod. lovewithme)

AVAILABLE in all stores/streaming platforms on 4/20/2020
SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/6UEV1QMk2RVbrVHS8HL22b?si=6CWe5uT3TkaGuCqM71MxDg
APPLE:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/why-am-i-running-feat-sewerperson/1507534383?i=1507534384

All production, mixing/master, etc. by me. S/o @sewerperson <3
LYRICS:
[sewerperson]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
[doublemydose]
I can’t seem to know what the best choice is for myself
I need some help
Oh could you tell? 
I’ve lived thru hell
Pressure inside of me
Always a sight to see
You have a right to be
Hopelessly broken
Never saw eye to eye
Stress that we magnified
Mind all too occupied
How do I focus?
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
Losing sight of you
Cause I don't wanna go back
Choosing to get thru this rhythm's how I react
[sewerperson]
i just tripled up the dose
i just got it from the valet
i just popped inside the ghost
yaya
its got 80 something floors
i could get u to the top
i could let u see the coast
yaya
damn and she just tryna stay the night
she gon pop out with her phone
she tryna get me on live
imma dodge
fully formal suit and tie
all my wraps is something chrome
but i dont know which one to drive
in my garage
woah i just took a half i just took another
im just sweating bullets in the la summer
bout like 20 something plans ill never recover
if u match me on my shit i bet u goin under
help me understand
just who im becoming
bet ur glad now
you left me with nothing
picking up the fragments
my heart u shattered
void from the memories
but now they dont matter
[doublemydose]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?
Losing sight of you
Cause I don't wanna go back
Choosing to get thru this rhythm's how I react
[sewerperson]
Help me understand
Just who I'm becoming
Determined to face my fears
So why am I running?

why am i running? - Single

Why Am I Running?

SPOTIFY/APPLE

why am i running? (feat. sewerperson)

All production, mixing/mastering, everything aside from sewer's verse by me. SPOTIFY/APPLE:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/when-i-rise-feat-sewerperson
Special thanks to @sewerperson for working with me again <3
Album art by @ zzzcurtis (on instagram)
(doublemydose)
No love, shattered trust 
Looking for the ladder up
Was a victim in your prison
Unforgiven, you never listened
Now here am
Spark the fire in my hands 
Fuck your bitch like it was planned
Get in line I’m in demand
All blacked out in the subie smoking loud
Put a 30 on your tongue ya we sippin' on some rum
I been up all night with the shadows and a sprite
Not waiting on no calls cause bitch I caught em’ all 
And I know
I know I know I know that I’m reckless
Pedal to the floor till I’m breathless
Bitch I’m not the one you expected
(sewerperson)
bury me in shallow dirt for when i rise
i let go of my flesh and live my second life
i been back in here like plenty times
blunt smoke hit my yellow eyes
baby girl i told you twenty times
this is just an ordinary night
i watch my ash im in these pearly whites
rainy alleys in my broken nikes
dont you worry baby take ur time
i got a feeling imma need an early night
onyx
baby u just tell me where to go and then im on it
breaking down backwoods rolling up comets
tryna come back wimme i did not offer
she was all prim till she gimme that knowledge
lights blew out now i cant see faces
metal in the air and i follow that tracing
suck it back up every time i bleed
if its so bad why it feel so amazing
(doublemydose)
All blacked out in the subie smoking loud
Put a 30 on your tongue ya we sippin' on some rum
I been up all night with the shadows and a sprite
Not waiting on no calls cause bitch I caught em’ all 
And I know
I know I know I know that I’m reckless
Pedal to the floor till I’m breathless
Bitch I’m not the one you expected
Bitch I never was invested
Pocket full of blues ain't stressin'
Looking toward the top I'm headed
I hope you go the message

when i rise

when i rise (ft. sewerperson)

Prod. @sorrow_bringer
All vocals and final mix/master by me.
SPOTIFY/APPLE PRE-SAVE:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/i-fear-theyre-taking-over
LYRICS:
Used to put my trust in certain people
They broke down my bones now I’m feeble 
Drowning at the surface my demons seem to swim
Do I have a purpose or am I here to sin?
Only thing that’s stopping me is myself
All the wrong cards to me have been dealt
I just wanna know if I’ll ever learn to breathe
Sinking to the bottom ocean pulls me by its teeth
I’m losing myself
God knows I need help
In thoughts I just dwell
I fear they’re taking over
(X2)
Counting down the days I can not take it, frustrated, oh oh oh
Why does life have so much fucking weight
Crushing me down till I fucking break
Am I the only one searching for the point?
Am I the only one who’s friends I disappoint?
No medication seems to fix me
Such agitation leaves me empty
I wish I had the words to describe what I feel
Too many symptoms can’t distinguish what is real
I’m losing myself
God knows I need help
In thoughts I just dwell
I fear they’re taking over
(X2)
I fear they’re taking over
Counting down the days I can not take it, frustrated, oh oh oh

i fear they're taking over - single

i fear they're taking over

i fear they're taking over (with sorrow bringer)

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