prod. sorrow bringer Pt. II

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Production and guitar mainly by @sorrow_bringer - all vocals, additional production, and final mix/master by me.
LYRICS:
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me oh no
I’ve accepted that this life’s a virus
Weigh me you down to by the eyelids 
My mood is so cyclic 
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Always been followed by this ghost that haunts me
He whispers I’m faulty, he knows how to taunt me
All of the times you lifted up my broken heart
Wish you were there from the start
Because I'm falling apart
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Every single fucking day I wake up 
Wishing I could change this shit
Find a way not to slip
I'm so problematic
Within my heart sounds static
I can say I love you but I can't even love myself
No friends no meds it's my hell
And I fear I will destroy you
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy
Fuck it baby come lay with me
Let’s get high and think of stupid shit we’ll see oh
I can’t fucking breathe without you wrapped around me
I’ve been lost so long despite it all i’m happy 
I’m happy

I'm happy? - single

i'm happy?

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I'm happy?

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and all these thoughts i thought had left are still there 
they're still there 

now all of these thoughts they rush in my head 
i thought they left but they're still there 
they're there 
they're still there 
and all of these thoughts rush in my head 
i thought they left but they're still there 
they're there 
they're still there 

and all the things wish i never said 
are probably better left unsaid 
i feel like i'm falling down 
but i can't get back up from here 
so let me fall down to the ground 
the ground 

(hook) 

and all of things i wish you said 
are probably better left unsaid 
i feel like i'm losing me 
i feel like i'm losing me

rushing in (prod. braydo)

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the monster in my head

produced, written, recorded, mixed by Rayless
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lyrics

Verse 1
Lost in the space
When I thought I could find myself 
Like a white noise in my brain
I think you’re driving me insane
Fuck all the prescription pills
I’m feeling good and ill 
Said not again but I rather die than kill my feels
You shattered all my shields
When I thought I was healed
So you can take my hand 
When no one else is here

Bridge
All this money eventually
Spend it on your fantasies
Just flow with me you know we gon see if it’s meant to be
All this power potentially
Fuck I won’t fall In tendencies
But I’d fall for you, again and again

chorus:
Walking on this road
I can make you feel afloat 
Love and never fall 
Smoking on gas on the low
Feeling all your glow 
Dip in the waves of my heart 
walking all alone but
if you want my love, its yours 

So pack it up 
Don’t ask what’s up
we run this up
Then after party we just smoking on that dope
Follow my heart
Just live it up 
Then let these lines becoming sines until they cross

Verse 2 
I’m on some loud bitch
I’m on some loud bitch, yeah
Come here and stay even if my life ain't lavish, yet
But I won’t plan it, yeah
Fly out to Paris, yeah
I’m on some lines all the words that you said back then
I take my time then I grab a drink
Give me time while I do my thing
Now I’m just carving a lane where you and i can roll within' 
Tryna fill the space in between,
I can feel the adrenaline
We could be something better 
now I’m burning all of these letters and feathers

Catch me now while I do my thing 
My own scene
Flip the script while I keep it clean
While I run around the town tryna catch my dream 
Girl I know you wanna kick it with me yeah 
Rollin green
Off a bean
We are two lines in a rush yeah
But maybe we can converge yeah
I’m Sat here smokin this dutch yeah

Parallels

Produced, mixed & mastered by: @shaedelea

Fake lights say our lives won’t be forgotten the moment we've fallen.

Why waste our time? Knowing the options you still circle all this.

I’ve failed to see the beauty in between the lines provide for me. I ignored the signs to leave.

I’ve tried to ease the struggles mentally, but end up hiding all the signs again until it leaves.

How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night.

How can I love myself again? I asked again just hoping I could obtain an answer.

Please, can something help me see how I can live a stable life without this will to leave?

It’s a hopeless dream buried underneath the line of problems that are carried through the cracks & seams.

How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night.

How can I love myself again? I asked again just hoping I could obtain an answer.

Please, can you just let me sleep? A sinking ship without relent while I suppress these things.

This disbelief prevents a state of grief that wastes away my time to break the lines that stain my streets.

Fake lights say our lives won’t be forgotten the moment we've fallen.

Why waste our time? Knowing the options you still circle all this.

How can I love myself again? I ask the same thing every night.

How can I love myself again?

48 Days (feat. Shae Delea)

Lyrics

i dont feel it the way you do
im sorry if i broke your heart i didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long
that the thought of being loved doesnt feel like it belongs

babe im hiding all this crying
i know you can see through the tears that ive been wiping
these feelings have been hard to subdue
shawty dont think im not crying about you

i know you dont feel it the way i do
its okay  that you broke my heart you didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long 
that the thought of being loved is what kept me strong
i think its the comforting lies im gonna miss
cuz the passion in my touch is what was lackin in ur lips
and in ur kiss i could tell
that love was there, but for someone else

i dont feel it the way you do
im sorry if i broke your heart i didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long
that the thought of being loved doesnt feel like it belongs

babe im hiding all this crying
i know you can see through the tears that ive been wiping
these feelings have been hard to subdue
shawty dont think im not crying about you

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im not crying about you (prod. blade901 x odece)

REJECT!
MUCH LOVE TO EVERYONE WHO CAME ON
Feat. [ @ripkais ]
Prod. [ Zach Sutton ]
Lyrics:
[FRVR]
Baby did my love hurt,
Was i to much to much girl
All these thoughts inside my head
How did it end up like this

We fell fast
Like the foot too the gas
A couple minutes went passed
And now your gone in the past

My heart is broken
Those words never spoken
Now im just smoking
Now im just broken

We fell fast
Like the foot too the gas
A couple minutes went passed
And now your gone in the past

[KADE]
Yeah we fell fast
Hand on the wheel and my foot on the gas
Im gonna crash
Never looking back

I can see the future but the past never last
Blood on my shirt, drip slow from the glass
Light up 
Another one to forget 
Everything you said im losing my mind

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WE FELL FAST - FRVR X KAIS

Our Existential Dread

produced by @hkfiftyone2
youtube - http://youtube.com/watch?v=125F2Jdn6XQ

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Lyrics
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Under pressure I can feel it in my bones
I got wrists so icy, I'm so cold
Don't you even try me, you don't know
What I've been through, when you're too deep to cope

When you're under this stress I can feel it in my skull
I've been walking to the light but the light's too dull
Wings all on me from when I fell down above
I've been waitin' for the devil but the devil won't come

I got thoughts in my head that tell me I'm fine
That I'm spinnin' these words into little white lies
And these worries and burdens seem to collide
At the worst fucking time, so no I'm never alright

Stressed out, yeah I'm stressed out, I can't take it anymore 
I don't think they'd even know what I'm feeling
Sink down, yeah I sink down, I could sink into the floor
While you're sayin' in your game I'm the villain
Sit down, yeah I sit tight, when it rains it pours
And this room seems to keep on fillin'
Stay out, better stay out, don't you open the door
I've been locked in here for a minute

Late at night I'm contemplating
Fears in my head keep on waiting
Insomniac but my energy is draining
It's my fault I keep on failing
It's myself I keep on blaming
And the questions I'm still evading
Screamin' out loud if they hear my wailing
That I'm the only person that they should be hating

You would sneak every night through my window
I would get so high off the indo
I would tell you how I'm feelin' when I'm feelin' low
Baby girl you were the only one to ever know
We would cuddle under covers when we're still cold
I think about it to this day when I'm all alone
I even told you back then I didn't wanna go
Baby girl you were the only one to ever know

19 [Prod. Morning Meadow]

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