

produced by michael harrison + chris marek
ok go and fuck it up, i roll another blunt 
got me takin shot
shot
shot
(oh god im)shot
🤮
oh god im throwin up
and no im not ok
fucking up in every way
i cant stand to see ur fuckin face
and dont u ask me if im ok im not cuz im
constantly lied to
like girl no i dont wanna fight youuu
i kinda froze 
up
when u asked me if i liked u):
just look beside you 
im on this ride too
i wanna cry too
i wanna die too

yea i think we, talked on the way out
feelin nervous couldn’t breathe 
im sorry i for-got what was even said

i think her name was ivy
i think her name was ivy
i think her name was ivy
i think ur name was ivyyy

hook layer: (im screaming ivy do you like me?
do u despise me.
im crying all alone in my bedroom 
i feel like dying
im screaming ivy do you like me?
oh god i wanna tell u everything i feel
oh god im trying 

girl i got everything i need when ur texting me, but none of it matters if u dont hit me back
fantasizing about our future (when) we’re both 17
i roll another one, choking down vodka until im throwing up :(

but shes got, brown eyes😊
and pretty brown hair (((:
how could i not stare?
my future is right here.

i feel like everything was ok when ur right beside me 
too scared to say
i like you ivy(:

yea i think we, talked on the way out
feelin nervous couldn’t breathe 
im sorry i for-got what was even said

i think her name was ivy
i think her name was ivy
i think her name was ivy
i think ur name was ivyyy

background hook: 
im screaming ivy do you like me?
do u despise me.
im crying all alone in my bedroom 
i feel like dying
im screaming ivy do you like me?
oh god i wanna tell u everything i feel
oh god im trying 

other background hook lol:
(i cant help but feel i waste ur time
ignore me oh god i wanna die
fuck me over, push me to the side
i cant help but feel i waste your time)

ivy 🫶🏾

ending_things_vaeo_yurms_frostd_406ahmad_okpooka.mp3

(wenszy) on&on - cover

https://soundcloud.com/dethconi/self-loathing-ass-song

when its new (Coni Miiura Flip)

guitar ilias
prod ilias
mxm ilias

LYRICS 
gold lines
a stable fate
faux lighting
you say its a sunwave
going out of ya stasis
its already in play
so why would you say-
know i follow you babe
you say 
its a parlay
fault fades 
no way
its a calling
saw it in the way you-
wonder how ya stay so


price the mess
as something thats solemn
heightened sense 
I know that your sane
sight the midst 
of something not sullen
might admit
I sought for the same
go on then
go on then 
go on then 
go on then
(say you)
want it
I want it

love dont fade
won't cosign a fable  

source the less than lost
when this decays
"some lighting" you say
won't allow the thought of this to fade
so how do you say

do you remember babe
set all my sights 
in a subtle way
so ready to steer forward
shoreline on the side of your fate no
love that fades 
won't cosign a fa-

said you wanted faithlful
and love when its sentimental  
carry on the change
shoulder all the weight
that you started leaning on
self hate and you say its a folley 
falling and its all just a centerweight
call in, when ya falling astray
call when minutes away

know I follow you babe
you say 
its a parlay
fault fades 
no way
its a calling
saw it in the way you-
wonder how ya stay so


price the mess
as something that's solemn
heightened sense 
I know that your sane
sight the midst 
of something not sullen   
might admit
I sought for the same
go on then
go on then
go on then
go on then
(say you)
want it
I want it

said you wanted faithlful
and love when its sentimental  
carry on the change
shoulder all the weight
that you started leaning on
self hate you say its a folley 
falling and its all just a centerweight
call in, when ya falling astray
call when minutes away

souvent

[lyrics]
if we're talking xanax then im hungry
my bitch pop a pill, shes dancin in her undies
headshot triple kill, my pistol pops for $$$
windowsill rain i still like it when its sunny
movin so fast yeah i think its like a nightmare
heart made of glass and i think that this is unfair
and ur... and ur not there
lemme make it clear think i need a breath of fresh air
all this liquor turn my stomach like an ulcer
spinnin like a shulker, hot i feel like sulfur
*sneezes* [00sev: bless you]
closer, fn thats a toaster
guess my sins r deadly so sev put me on a poster
laughing... joker...
*knocking* [who is it?]
negev i got the poker
fuk her i dont know her
one hand on my holster...
anything i want i gotta go get it
im stacking my chips n my bread n my lettuce
bad lil bitch and she up in my mentions
im in her head with no rent im a tenant
..talking pussy u can say im attentive
i make her h2o feel like a chemist
im in her mouth so i guess im a dentist
i was just board got me feelin like dennis
she be saluting to her im lieutenant
bad lil bitch she gimme that melon
talkin that shit boy i know that ur gellin
ur slurring ur words like helen
im robbin ur mom for her pension
mac + it come w/ extension
ruler clip turn 2 a villain
im gonna make u drop dead..
bleedin out stare at the ceiling

*sneezes* [p. lil reydz]

MAGIC! (feat. KINGDØM)

wait demo

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
music video - https://youtu.be/h7leyfK_V-A?si=WGxLRz7yL7rRHrJv

honestly, i can’t remember that night
i just know that we fought
‘cause all we ever do’s fight

i’m so sick of the dark
i need a taste of your light
i’m so sick of my <3
i need a place i can hide

ride for me
she wouldn’t die for me
she gets high w/ me, oh the irony

confide in me
i hear you cry for me
i don’t want you to bleed
know you need me to leave

i turnt a bedroom to a studio
you know it was my crucible
i’m drunk af, might lose control
i need you, yeah, it’s crucial though

she’s screamin’ “leave me be”
need you to set me free
yeah, you’re the one i need

baby, i can’t breathe
it’s fuckin’ cold, i’ll freeze
i swear i cannot see

the day you left me alone
swear my <3 turned to stone
i got nowhere left to go

there’s shards of glass in my chest
yeah, i’m tryin’ my best
need you to put me to rest..

there’s shards of glass in my chest
got your foot on my neck
yeah, i can’t catch my breath

& yeah, beneath these arteries
there’s a pain you can’t see
i’ll never find no relief

(ohhh#[#}##]%{%
….guess i’m dyin’ today)