getting fucked up
just ain’t enough 
rooms spinning yeah I must of 
done enough
wake up in the morning 
messed up 
won’t sober up 
I know that my time is coming so i gotta hurry up 
getting fucked up
just ain’t enough 
rooms spinning yeah I must of 
done enough
wake up in the morning 
messed up 
won’t sober up 
I look Into the Mirror and I wonder what I become

I’m getting fucked up for my reasons 
everywhere I go see demons 
I can’t blame nobody but me for the life that I am living
don’t wanna do this anymore
I know I said that shit before
don’t wanna drink myself to sleep 
to never wake up anymore 
they telling me I gotta stop 
but it’s not easy to control ￼
intrusive thoughts they always winning
wanna feel I’m in control 
told me you would hold me close
but I’ve fallen overboard
let the waves carry my body
find me washed up on the shore

getting fucked up
just ain’t enough 
rooms spinning yeah I must of 
done enough
wake up in the morning 
messed up 
won’t sober up 
I know that my time is coming so i gotta hurry up 

chase the pills down with some liquor yeah that’s my favorite concoction 
take another drink some more when I know nobody’s watching
think about the times we shared that’s when I feel the most nostalgic
know I gotta finish strong way stronger than how I started 

I know I promised I wont fall into the steps that came before me
a different book a different cover but it still got the same story
it’s hard to see you give him love with the same love that you showed me
couldn’t get enough before but now it’s easy to ignore me
used to dream about our future now I’m living by my lonely
know these drugs gon kill me faster but my time moving more slowly 
always got a cloudy judgement must be cause my room so smokey
missing every shot even open nets without a goalie

used to be inseparable and now you gone a couple light years
feel I’m stuck in this abyss and I cannot get any light here 
never know how to react cause I’m a lover and a fighter
feel arrested cardiac I feel my chest is getting tighter

getting fucked up
just ain’t enough 
rooms spinning yeah I must of 
done enough
wake up in the morning 
messed up 
won’t sober up 
I know that my time is coming so i gotta hurry up 
getting fucked up
just ain’t enough 
rooms spinning yeah I must of 
done enough
wake up in the morning 
messed up 
won’t sober up 
I look Into the Mirror and I wonder what I become

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