MACKNED x WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL - ELISSA STEAMER (PROD. FISH NARC)

Lost

SHE DON'T LOVE ME (FEAT. WICCAPHASE)(PROD. BIG BREAKFAST)

ep2 soon

produced by døves (dovescry.bandcamp.com)
art by reyn yeager (reynyeager.com)
engineered with dylan kim (@ghettoblastersofc)

i’m holding my head, i can’t hold your hand
i already said i wasn’t meant for this

troubled by the emptiness & benzodiazepines
this is fucking atrophy, i feel it
i can’t feel shit, bourbon on my rings
i’m collecting names, setting fire to my insides

put that blade against my tongue, you know i fuck with death
i’ve been pulling powder in my lungs like i’ve got nothing left
angel wings on me, i’m already dead
halos buried with their hymns six feet from my fucking head
and i was in the back during the set
dressed in black, i didn’t get your text
maybe i left you on read (maybe you don’t understand me)
i’m under stress, under slept, i feel the noose around my neck
i feel like i don’t want to live, i feel like i’ve already bled out

cut open, sun poisoned
eyeliner, your rhetoric
a vision, mirages
i’m hollow, nothing at all

you’re poured up, new haircut
(already dead in the benz hit a hundred and five)
no feeling, young and in love
(eighteen forever got blades out i’m ready to die)
eyeliner, your parties
(headlights in my eyes, the darkness eats me up inside)
scar tissue, your skin on mine

youth

ep2 soon

produced by døves (dovescry.bandcamp.com)
art by reyn yeager (reynyeager.com)

pick me up and flip the car
i just want to die in your arms

we don't fuck with bottles at the bar
percocets & xanax on my card
and i'm in LBC with coldhart
GBC in east LA, come run up
i'm in los angeles
broken neck
heavy head
cigarettes
silhouettes
shivering
hold it in
half breaths
my eyes are red from all of this
and i think this is it
leg over the ledge

we shared smoke
you shared the words behind your lips
and i was alone
i wasn't anything at all
you're just tall bones
with your soft skin against my neck
and the tears on it
and the words that i left you with were my own
but my hands shake and my legs break
i swear that you don't ache like i ache
i swear that you can't hate like i hate
i know there's passion in the pain
i can't relate

envelop my scars like you broke down and held me
while i'm feigning addiction, all this time out in LA
like i swear that i'm trying
and i swear that you're helping
and i swear i'm a good man

døves

rory

ep2

dovescry.bandcamp.com/album/ep2
all proceeds donated to planned parenthood.

produced by døves
artwork by reyn yeager (reynyeager.com)

medicine ft. jpdreamthug

should have ft. wicca phase springs eternal

itunes: https://apple.co/2DfOGJp
spotify: http://spoti.fi/2Fq9pLl

see me i call you like once and i say that you're leading me on with your time though 
really went off on you hard bc my feelings' like dead 
when you see me i'm not at all 
is everything fine 
i say not at all 
i cash the check and i'm so in love 
the only thing that can relieve me from death is you kissing my neck and i'm so in love 
the only thing that can relieve me from death... 
is you switching lanes 
i'm carving you in veins 
what's your number 
i can take another if i want but i don't wanna 

because you're leading me on 
tying me on to your stressors 
sympathetic waves across the oceans where i met her 
i can't wait til you get home
i can't wait to go to sleep 
there's a part of me that dances when i know that it's for keeps 
if my hair wasn't long 
if the money was gone 
would you still want it 
something keeps me feeling like a way and i can't stop it 
there's a price i had to pay 
baby i know i'm forever 
there's a feeling and it's love 
and baby i don't know what love is

art by George Douglas Peterson