idk

fucked up when i wake up
codeine in a double cup
crushing xanax in a coffee mug
slip another underneath my tongue
might die from these prescriptions
but i guess death is all i want
because growing up all i ever knew was feeling numb
i'm a skeleton with a hollow tongue
a hollowed out shell of who i though i was

but she still calls me baby
screams it through her amber eyes
and i had nothing to live for
an empty heart but you crawled inside
i've been coming down lately
try to push the pills aside
so i'll make something of myself
so i can give you my life


woke

aka plushshoppsoulja  aka  PrettygUrrllSwag aka lobotomy girl aka rotstar  aka friedcrashout23 aka puppygirlsoulja aka suburbansagsleeperonthesecoldassconcrete86 aka swagsohardimillegal48 aka kxly06 aka shotmyselftrynaputmygunawaygoddamnit28 aka kittygirlswagondatbeat aka yyznonameondezetorontostreets28

I’m yr favorite song on repeat, like, u like me, right ?
//
Locked in my Lilac Room, missing you…
Singing in the garden, where the rabbits hide…

try not to flinch it’ll be a little painful 🧸

💛🌹💔
check out https://soundcloud.com/wreckless-edm

 negative emotions on display
Started in 2020. A hobby for now

she 
identity -- or, rather, the lack thereof

woke

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