中間点 (entre-deux)

stream: https://share.amuse.io/bgYe7q5ZEJct

if the lining wasn't silver tell me would you make it?
i got steel on my face like i'm bronzer tell me is it pasted?
oh i don't wanna mess this up but im desperate 
if it's something that you wanted tell me why'd you waste it?
feel my heartbeat yeah tell me can you pace it

tell me
tell me

find somebody perfect in hypothetical
all i wanted was some sunlight something to behold
got this feeling in my stomach antithetical
i can't let it go
find somebody perfect in hypothetical
lack of subtlety is highlight, underline and bold
and you'll never get there someday if you let it go
and i just let it go (i just)

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

falling in winter, dreaming

Antithetical

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

hi there :)

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link to the track on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/starlight

cover art by: @linkedwinters & myself 

lyrics:
You’re my starlight, my waypoint to home.
You brighten my darkness, when you keep me close.
Celestial radiance, the way that we glow.
You’re my starlight, see you wherever i go.
Comfort in the night sky, as supernovas untold.
You’re my starlight. [x5]

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originally written & performed by myself for bitbird’s “create together vol. 4”

starlight ✧₊⁺

one life

I hope I've improved.

‎Watch this on youtube (the audio sounds better there I swear): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PX_qZ9CbZog
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CREDITS
patterns, shannon, riemann - original creators
suji - emotional support + keeping me sane
sapphi, suji, toavn, anthesis, linked winters, haru - feedback

you - for your support <3

Patterns - Breeze (ft. Shannon & Riemann) (Navinor Remix)

Went Too Far

Pure imagination

stare

𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓭𝓪𝔂, 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓻𝔂 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓼 𝓪 𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓻𝔂 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔀𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻? 𝓲 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾. 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓸𝓷, 𝓪𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 , 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻.

Went Too Far

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