Downpour - Hope

Dissonant

Take me back to simpler times in my life
Before love lost, broken lives
Before death brushed my side
Take me back, take me back
Before the sleepless nights
With no end in sight I slip further away from better days

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
You never spoke of your regrets

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
Before I could say goodbye you'd left

I replay the loss over in my head
Every day that passes by pushes me closer to the edge
I'm no stronger than my weakest days
Leave me feeling misplaced, I'm hanging by a thread

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
You never spoke of your regrets

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
Before I could say goodbye you'd left

The months that followed, in your footsteps I would tread
Unaware the pieces of my life that I would neglect
The months that followed, in your footsteps I would tread
Unaware the pieces of my life that I would neglect

I felt your presence every now and then
I replay the loss over in my head
I felt your presence every now and then
I replay in my head

(I'm always hoping for the best, I'm always hoping for the best)

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
You never spoke of your regrets

I'm always hoping for the best
Waiting for your final breath
In a white room of silence
Before I could say goodbye you'd left

You left

Footsteps

I couldn't make the connection
Your aggression
I'm losing grip from this world
I sink further to resentment

Manic depressive
Let go of this world that's left me with nothing
There's nothing but empty intensions

The hands of time will tell
If I sink of swim
Let me drown into this hell
Just give in

This life just got colder
Three years an absent father
This year just got colder
I swear, never felt so broken

Over and over, push it away
We're hopeless and broken
Some things never change

I gave up on myself before you could lose faith in me
I can't find my way back to the person I used to be

I couldn't change your perspective
Your intensions
I should have known it all along
I sink further to resentment

Manic depressive
Let go of this world that's left me with nothing
There's nothing but empty intensions

I can't find my way back

This life just got colder
Three years an absent father
This year just got colder
I swear, never felt so broken

Over and over, push it away
We're hopeless and broken
Some things never change

I gave up on myself before you could lose faith in me
I can't find my way back to the person I used to be

Push it away
Push it away
Push it away

The truth hits home
Running away from all I know
Reality never felt so cold
Push it away

The truth hits home
Running away from all I know
Reality never felt so cold
Push it away

Over and over, tell me if it's getting better
Over and over, tell me if it's getting better
Over and over, tell me if it's getting better
Over and over, the weight pushes down will hold me down forever

Losing Grip

Ive been sinking on the inside
The weight of the days I spend alone
I started to feel there's no end in sight for me no more,
It's such a lonely place living day to day
I long to feel anything at all
There's nothing no more

Just bend me, or break me
It's clear to see my walls are caving in
Just replace me
Make my pain leave
Just bend me, or break me
It's clear to see my walls are caving in
Just replace me
Make my pain leave

The walls are closing in from the inside
And theres nowhere left to go, and I don't know
Which way to turn, on my own

I can't pick myself up again

The walls are closing in, the walls are closing in

Burning at both ends
Push away everything
You stoked the flame
Now I have to survive on my own

I'm falling apart
Nothing can lead me out the dark
I'm falling apart
Nothing can lead me out the dark

Just bend me, or break me
It's clear to see my walls are caving in
Just replace me
Make my pain leave
Just bend me, or break me
It's clear to see my walls are caving in
Just replace me
Make my pain leave

The walls are closing in from the inside
And theres nowhere left to go, and I don't know
Which way to turn, on my own

The walls are closing
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in

Break Me

When it rains it pours
How can you ever think my pain is anything like yours
Anything like yours

You can't give me validation that I thought I needed
And though these words are heavy seems they held no weight to you
I know these words won't hit home
When your heads a mess these days
Wasted words fall on deaf ears
That's why your situation stays

How can I spell it out for you
After all that I've been through
Another disaster is calling
And now I'm worlds apart from truth
With this feeling what can I do
I know my dark days are coming

There's no retaliation
Just a bed you made to sleep in
Life is sometimes hard to believe in
You helped me lose my faith
With all sense of feeling
You were no help
When I was losing everything
When it rains it pours

How can I spell it out for you
After all that I've been through
Another disaster is calling
And now I'm worlds apart from truth
With this feeling what can I do
I know my dark days are coming

Because nothing last forever
I just couldn't hold it together
You were nothing
When I was losing everything
Because nothing last forever

Because nothing last forever
But I put my faith in you
Cause nothing lasts for ever
I don't think I will make it through

How can I spell it out for you
After all that I've been through
Another disaster is calling
And now I'm worlds apart from truth
With this feeling what can I do
I know my dark days are coming

How can I spell it out for you
After all that I've been through
Another disaster is calling
And now I'm worlds apart from truth
With this feeling what can I do
I know my dark days are coming

Because nothing last forever