Dropping this to free my mind from it and work on something else.
I plan to continue pursuing music.
Thanks to everyone who has supported me over the years.


art creds go to @arielreevus

Doyl EP 1

I want to be
That comfortable place where you write and read
Watch TV
Or deeply breathe
Back to back
You and me feel trapped
Never defend, only attack
You be Rachel and I'll be bong rips
We'll get high all day
I miss the hours in the morning
And you in the morning hours
I miss walking, naked
Through the backyard to get to the outdoor shower
I miss the way things used to be
I miss the way things used to be
It's okay no one's around
I'm off season vacation town
Vacation town
I wanna see
Everything, lay it all out for me
Feel the breeze
With all the windows open in a one-star hotel room
But I could only express my love when I'm fucked up or far, far away
Physically another continent
Emotionally another headspace
Mentally I'm not even here
I miss the hours in the morning
And you in the morning hours
I miss walking, naked
Through the backyard to get to the outdoor shower
I miss the way things used to be
I miss the way things used to be
It's okay no one's around
I'm offseason vacation town
(Vacation town)
I want to be
That comfortable place where you write and read
Watch TV
Or deeply breathe
I miss the hours in the morning
And you in the morning hours
I miss walking, naked
Through the backyard to get to the outdoor shower
I miss the way things used to be
I miss the way things used to be
It's okay no one's around
I'm off season vacation town

Vacation Town (Cover)

written by: elizabeth mondy & alex doyle

I try so hard just to ignore you
dont wanna think about you
dont wanna think about

but i keep finding myself in this place where i
think about not thinking about you
i guess that means im thinkin about you..

this is gonna sound dumb but,
youre my cheat day and i kinda want you everyday
these are the things that i want to say to you
even if i say it 30 times a day

and the funny thing is,
ill never say anything remotely close to this to you
but when youre around i feel like i have the flu, and i never
want to wake up from this fever dream with you

this is gonna sound dumb but,
youre my cheat day and i kinda want you everyday
these are the things that i want to say to you
even if i say it 30 times a day
youre my cheat day and i kinda want you everyday
these are the things that i want to say to you
even if it seems so far away...

Fever Dreams (Original)

Did you stand there all alone?
Oh I cannot explain what's going down
I can see you standing next to me
In and out somewhere else right now
You sigh, look away
I can see it clear as day
Close your eyes, so afraid
Hide behind that baby face
Do do do do do do
You can drive all night
Looking for the answers in the pouring rain
You wanna find peace of mind
Looking for the answer
Funny how it seems like yesterday
As I recall you were looking out of place
Gathered up your things and slipped away
No time at all I followed you into the hall
Cigarette daydream
You were only seventeen
So sweet with a mean streak
Nearly brought me to my knees
Do do do do do do
You can drive all night
Looking for the answers in the pouring rain
You wanna find peace of mind
Looking for the answer
If we can find a reason, a reason to change
Looking for the answer
If you can find a reason, a reason to stay
Standing in the pouring rain
Do do do do do
Do do do do do
Do do do do do
Do do do do do
You can drive all night
Looking for the answers in the pouring rain
You wanna find peace of mind
Looking for the answer
If we can find a reason, a reason to change
Looking for the answer
If you can find a reason, a reason to stay
Standing in the pouring rain

Ciggerette DayDreams (Cover)

Pinegrove Cover

I was walking with my neck out
Some ways i wish i was
I was walking with my neck out
In some ways that i wish that i was
Out on the bevel of sound
It sounds like everything else
You'll know it when you hear it
Cuz you know the way my voice felt
Ignore my tone and everything
I sing, i sing for me
Ignore the phone on your bed
It rings, it rings, it rings
Shirt collar wringing me out
And my collarbone got all red
And already severing prose i wrote
So i sing instead
I hold you, put your neck out
Tell me the ways you wish you were
Keep your confidence sound
Your hook, my eye, my spur
So when i went to hang out
I hung behind your eyes
But my eyes still flicker with doubt
Quickly, oh i can't decide
I'm tapped out
Don't it always seem to go
That you could hold it right in your hands
Collapsing and still not know
Your hands' collapse and still not know
Not know

Cadmium (Cover) <Intro>

Agnes just stop and think a minute
Why don't you light that cigarette and
Calm down now stop and breathe a second
Go back to the very beginning
Can't you see what was different then?
You were just popping Percocet
Maybe just four a week at best
Maybe a smoke to clear the head
Your head is so numb
That nervous breath you try to hide
Between the motions
That trembling tender little sigh
And so it goes
A choking rose back
To be reborn
I want to hold you like you're mine
You see the sad in everything a
Genius of love and loneliness and
This time you overdid the liquor
This time you pulled the fuckin' trigger
These days you're rolling all the time
So low so you keep getting high
Where went that cheeky friend of mine?
Where went that billion dollar smile?
Guess life is long
When soaked in sadness
On borrowed time
From Mr Madness
And so it goes
A choking rose back
To be reborn
I want to hold you like you're mine
You're gone but you're on my mind
I'm lost but I don't know why
You're gone but you're on my mind
I'm lost but I don't know why
You're gone but you're on my mind
I'm lost but I don't know why
You're gone but you're on my mind
I'm lost but I don't know why
You're gone but you're on my mind
I'm lost but I don't know why
You're gone but you're on my mind
I'm lost but I don't know why
You're gone but you're on my mind
I'm lost but I don't know why
You're gone but you're on my mind
I'm lost but I don't know why