even throiugh all the pain that youve gained. 
you will always be the same 
and i know that you will never change.

but i love you even when youre at your worst, 
and your drinking with some other guy 
and another guys on your lap 
but FUCK ME i wanna be there ;-;

You never knew how much i care

WhereDid-I-GoWrong

Never Felt So Useless

LockedDoor

Off the drugs I'm talking slow
I know I'm gonna die alone
Like it better when I'm gone
Maybe we wont fight tomorrow
What the fuck you mean when you say that I'm not enough
Why'd you walk away just sit down can we please discuss

Don't relate to me or ill feel bad for your mental
I hold the Glock up to my brain I feel it press on my temple
I got a quarter eighth of edibles inside of my system
I swear I tried talking to you but that shit was just to stressful

But I know your still gonna hate me when I'm dead
Everyday I wonder what could I have said
To make me go and disappear inside your head
Living a life full of pain and regret

Demons stay coming so I let them in
People be talking not bothered by it
Look up and pray all I hear is silence
There is no god I would worship again
Most of you rappers are fucking pretend
Its the main fucking reason I make my own shit
I'm on the ledge and as I'm loosing my grip
Minds always falling into an abyss

Creeping in dark
shit
Right through darkness
reaper hung me from the nail n threw me in the mosh pit
Feel like rambo running gunnin on some war lord shit

ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ!

Time

Lyrics

I would be down in the coffin
rotten to my bone I know you won't stop it
with the tears that you would've cried
I know wouldn't miss me if I were to fucking end my life

but don't you die for me 
I won't die for you
I would leave everyone behind you know the truth
I know that we don't talk that often 
but I want you to know that I still care for you~

cause every single time I look to the sky 
I can picture your face and your smile oh 
I dont want to live a life without it though 
I know it hurts but every single day it just go's 

and I hope that you live
and I hope you find love
cause every single moment I dont wanna give up
and you know what I need 
do you hope I say "please don't leave you mean so much to me"
please don't leave me again I know

I don't wanna live a life without you
every single time I find a way to find the truth
nothing hurts more than knowing you'll never love me
cause every single time I feel like always stubbing

I feel like I'm nothing more to :::you::: no more
i :::can't forget::: the times we were so close
they ask why we didn't get together in the :::end::: 
honestly i don't know cause :::I'm still in love with you::::

::and everything I know is true::

I Hope You Find Love

Last Forever [p.@ohrustie]

Prod - @Skalvi
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDT06kTwadduOqrh1KMaYkA

Lyrics - 
you got me looking like I'm on the verge of suicide
got me questioning this do or die
drip down to the waterside
can hear all the screams and the river slide.

look to the past and I feel my body dry
I look to your soul I feel like I'm alive
look to the Skye'
I look to my mind
I think all this is a lie
would you ever be mine?!
WOULD YOU EVER BE MINE!!

I don't wanna try
I tried all my life
do I wanna die
do I wanna lie
look into my eye 
look into my life
would you wanna stay
would you walk away
or would you stay by my side through the thick grime
would you stay, would you stay?

It pains me to say 
it pains me to stay
I know its not worth

desperately lie
I feel like I died
would you be there by my side
or would you care if I lied- DOWN with a smile
the pillow is dry 
my mouth is so watery 
FILL IT WITH LIES
USE YOUR TONGUE TO DIVIDE


USE YOUR TONGUE TO DIVIDE

TONGUE TO DIVIDE

Skyewhy

would you change
i fucking know ur name
i love to see the pain
would you hate me if i... 
would you hate me if i stayed away 
would you hate me if i walked the same, 
the same path that you take
i know i wont make it out this place

i fucking wake up everyday, beside such a pretty face
why do i hate this life,
when i know that youre by my, side.
i know we wont lie 
i trust it, all the time
so why do i have these thoughts in my mind

would you stay? 
would you stay? if i changed
would you stay? if i gave up everything 
or would you walk away. 
like the rest of the people they are not so equal
to me i know that you want to be weary
with these feelings alone,

the same way i was
the same we are 
i love that you laugh at such a little style

im so introverted 
your so fucking perfect
i love the feelings that you give me when im so worthless
i feel like garbage all the time
i hate my fucking life
but you make it somewhat worth living for this time

i know that youll stay 
i know you so well
i feel like ive fallen 
so far from heaven right down to fucking hell
but thats allright
with you by my side i can climb

Please Dont Leave Me

Lyrics

talking about these feelings
boy you know its all crap 
issues arising the premonition im fighting
the demons are trying but im living my life
with these bronze, gold and dimond 

intuition i knew it was coming
the fallin of love i know its coming
love dont last forever get to running
what did i say when we was fucking

kinda strange how you change
one month love the next you hate
love dont last thats what i say 
love dont wanna die its change 
fucking hate the things we say 
and i hate the way we play

better yet
"all these feelings are fake"
what in the fuck did you say
i loved you from the start now you wanna play some games
i dont think you should love me you should leave
go and fuck some bitch beside me
like me like i like you thats a lie
love me like youll just hide 


fucking screaming in my soul and the feelings dont resolve
i hate so much of life
and i wanna fucking die

thats right i 
i dont really feel okay 
im feel alright
i dont wanna live a life with all this impatience in my mind

switch up, 
now im testing my limits 
im deviding my bisuniss 
between limits of devision that i listed
in my page
im writting down names
but i know they wont die this time
cause im not a fucking demon in disgiuse 


HOW THE FUCK DID I SURVIVE.
HOW THE FUCK HAVE I LIVED PART OF A LIFE.
IVE DONE NOTHING WITH MY TIME.
IVE DONE NOTHING TO DO RIGHT.

ive done noithing to do right
whould you mind if i set sight
see my body is so light
throw me off the bridge to fly
looking past your bright brown eyes
i dont see a fimily smile
to death i will part
to death i will lay

¿¿code.error??

i knew it was dumb 
to talk on the feelings i had them become
im feelings so loved
im feelings afraid
feelings are falling apart
and know that i will never change
im feeling apart i know that you wanted to last
but i dont think it will last
i wanted to love 
i wanna laugh 
i wanted to live 
with you apart 

i know 

the feelings in my head they just ganna go 
like everyone else did in my whole life

but everysingle time we just try
i just wanna sit back and relive a life that i had once tried
and im pushing past the feelings ive created
my own mentality is faded every-sinlge day im changing
and i know that i wanna be the better person for myself and my family

its so hard to live a life with all these rules and regulations 
i cant seem to follow a single thing
so i might just give it up and become vacant
become vacant in a gurney 
i just wanna lay down and rest eternally

and im feelings so fraid' 
and im feeling so down
and i know that you'll always be there to hold me up
but will i do that same
will i be there though your dark days

RESTART IT ALL

EndTimes

Foreversleeping

Weak!

fucked up my whole life, 
i really dont know why i look into the sky at the nighttime
look into my eyes it dont feel right
i dont even know how to act right
but every single time i just get by
i dont really love my whole life
i just wanna sit back and die
i smoke away lean into the back of the chair 
and a breakaway, 
leaving Internet mask i dont stare
and i love my face, do you love it to?

Knowing nothing every comes better from the worst
i dont wanna get better i just wanna live in this hurt
live inside the dirt, live inside my own shell
break into the dirt
break into the earth

imagery just builds statues 
i know that it is tackie, 
i dont want you to lack in 
remind me, 

i dont wanna be the, wanna be the get better
i just wanna see your whole life come to an end...


[but it didnt
and i know that you already know it now
and i love it
and i see that you are making some sound, 
so shut it.. 

or ill break it
youll love it
ill take it]

nothing ever is a mistake 
everything must have its way 
nothing ever is a mistake 
accidents change from desperate traction

replace my feelings that i break
& i know that youre making apart of my life, 
miserable with all these guys
& i hate it how you hate my eyes

you said you hate me
said you love me
break me down 
or would you break my life
break it up and break the ties 
i dont wanna be alive 
please just end my tonight, I----

Mistake

i dont fuck with you really 
i just love what youve done
create toxic masculinity
AND FUCK UP THEIR SONS
we break every fucking body 
we break every fucking thing, 
turn my smile to a frown if you wanna see him bleed

i dont fuck with you really 
i just love what you have done
create toxic masculinity
AND FUCK UP THEIR SONS
we break every fucking thing 
we break every fucking body 
turn my smile to a frown

frown

Prod NetuH

I  seen an image born from my brain 
Clinically insane 
Broken in vain 
Watching the hounds, skin to the blade 
Reaper remover of names 
Oh it's a shame 
Body are light 
Don't fight or your might die 
Look in my eyes 
Vision is blurry 
Shes starting to worry 
He wont survive 
 
Please do not lie 
I don't not cry 
And if I do you will not even hear 
Come close to my ear
Whisper real soft so I feel some love 
I don't feel none 
Nothing at all 
I swear I'm addicted to coke 
All in my nose 
It's all in my hair 
Need cut it off about here 
Dotting my neck 
I'm trying the rope 
if I jump will I finally float 
Bleed my body real slow

Float

BREAKING POINT

sit down and stare
bodys still warm broken glass covers the floor
sit down and glare eyes in despair.

flesh rip from the bone 
blood drips from the stone
how corrupt the city we know
all vote NO 

glazed my mind with the sins of the condemned 
as i wish for it to end, mind strays on the bend
cliff approaches time bends

would you leave the internet mask 
decay minds watching all their life away
what a joke
pretend all is fine 
while you die on the inside
and ill waste my life
noone wants to lend a hand

where all broken on the inside 
so lets come together for the end 
for the gods to see his disciples, rival in despair

fear is near life is gone 
what a time to be alone
would you be more comfortable in the tomb

disciples

Listen in headphones (headset) 

I still think about the past 
why we didnt even trust
our instincts they didnt last
we should of made love

we didnt even talk
separate ways that we walk
spoke on and off but the truth will always stalk
my mind broken from time to time 
Ive loved you for a very long time
i would ride with you on cold night
talk to you about this whole life
how we doing hows its been 
all the conversations leading to dead ends
i wish i could take it back
one more chance to take it back
say there and then 
i want you by my side please let me back 
 would you let me have one more chance
one more time to make amends 

remember all the days we used to spend when were awake
now i sit back in the rain feel my my body start to decay 
life is wasted on the liquor chilling in my brain
how i sit back and remember all the other dark days
im one step from the ledge with regret inside my brain
how im closer to the end wishing for some better days
knowing i could never change how you felt ill wait
never knowing the outcome of the broken castaway 
lay me down and let me sleep my life away 
watch the whole world crumble down i start to dissipate
standing in the mirror, foggy glare in despair i stare

Past Life

I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside
watching you meet with another guy,
Id cry.

Why did I not see this coming
How can I be so foolish?
how can I not see you hurting
stupid fucking idiot, just die!

I was lost but at least I tried
I gave you my everything you took it with pride
we lost ourselves to these stupid ties
should of cut them off when you picked up the knife  

I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside
watching you meet with another guy,
Id cry.

Why did I not see this coming
How can I be so foolish?
how can I not see you hurting
stupid fucking idiot, just die!
I was waiting on the outside
starting raining ill subside

Outside

We would sit around the fire, with nothing but admire
her eyes are so beautiful something to inspire 
listen to the birds sign in riot
times changed we got violent
standing in the mirror self-reflection, nah thats a liar

but I talk in a way that it sounds like a shame
i sound so sad my voice always shakes
My Mind decays, 
My Body is shamed
My heart is broken
shattered and hopeless 

Destin to die. sad souls arise
got a purple perc in the cup, drink it up
getting higher by the night
flowers always look so bright
it's so dark is it night
but your eyes always shine

*Freestyled the rest*

SlowDown

Affec

Need to step back. (9HELP9)
everything is lust.
don't know what to do.. (9SPACIAL AWARENESS9)
I don't know what to pursue
would I ever even go far (9AS LONG AS YOUR HEAVEN9)
have I wasted my whole life (9ENOUGH WITH THAT WOMEN9)
was it worth being the funny guy
is it even worth trying
everything is getting worse by the minute
everything passes
every single time I look into the sky something changes
would it be worth me restarting it all and going back, every single day that laps
never understood the reasons that I tried
never even wanted to deal with past's difficult time
I don't think I'm built for this life.
I don't think I'm ready to die but I don't wanna be alive
never ever even wanted to live in the first place
till I got a beautiful girl in my mind
now she lives with me and laughs all the time, I don't wanna leave her behind
never ever even tried
never really lied
I've been so truthful to the time and I don't wanna live and I don't wanna die
same fucking line
same fucking thing I say time to time
was it worth, the pain and suffering that I observed
was it worth, everything everyone ever said. "keep me underground under dirt"
never wanted to die
I really wanted to survive
I lost so much feeling in my mind
I bought a bike to feel something when I speed at 150 miles
never wanted to die
I left something in my mind
something precious and something so kind
was a person that I truly love, was it someone that I saw never give up. But did
and they didn't know how much they meant to me & till they go
I cut out people so easily, it's a curse
you leave me in the dirt ill leave you forever

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