produced by me (dawsin)
guitars by (michael warren)

I hope to take you on a trip with my pain ;l

lyrics ♡:
oh my god- 
im not enough
please-
leave me alone
save me
"dawsin"-
JUST A BLUFF
i cant do this anymore man-
god it hurts
"dawsin"-
ROUGH
ITS KILLING ME- 
"dawsin"- 
FROM THE INSIDE
YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK
"dawsin"-

oh no i know shes a narcissist
I know now that she cannot resist
me and my peakest form
its the calm 'fore the biggest storm

i would write a love letter but its not enough
cause I would know cause everytime she talks its just a bluff 
so dont compare our lives like you always had it rough
but when i tell you that you just say you dont give a fuck

I woke up and im ready tea-r-r shit down
your the only one that i want around
and no i am never seen
what do you want that's best for me?

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BRO BUT YOU NEVER EVEN SHOWED UP
NEVER THOUGHT YOU COULD BE A PRICK THATS ALSO STUCK UP
I THINK YOUR RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE A FUCK UP
ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I GOT THE SHIT SIDE OF LUCK

*laugh*
I
AM
ATOMIC

IM RUNNING OUTTA TIME NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS FEAR
I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT IS NOTHING I WILL SHOW YOU THE DESPAIR
AND WHILE YOU SIT THERE AND CRY ILL MAKE A KNOT IN MY HAIR
SO YOU FEEL PITY WHEN IM GASPING FOR THE AIR

despair

i dont fuck with you really 
i just love what youve done
create toxic masculinity
AND FUCK UP THEIR SONS
we break every fucking body 
we break every fucking thing, 
turn my smile to a frown if you wanna see him bleed

i dont fuck with you really 
i just love what you have done
create toxic masculinity
AND FUCK UP THEIR SONS
we break every fucking thing 
we break every fucking body 
turn my smile to a frown

frown

prod me (dawsin) :o


lyrics :

(i love you)
(im just calling to say i, its me)
(do you really think you can handle this?)

@dawsin :
oh gosh it seems that i have fall again
she just looks so cute with her black cardigan
and i told her that we both should be celibate
but she don't listen she's a whore and that's the end of it

it's been years since i left my home, yea its complicated
my friends all left me behind, it all seems correlated
HUMILATED, THATS HOW I FEEL ON A DAILY BASIS
IM TRYNA GRASP MY LIFE BACK BUT IT ALL SEEMED TO FADED

(if i stay quiet, it'll be okay)

@pneuma :
why am i still stuck on every little single thing u do?
girl you’re such a narcissist that everybody sees thru
everybody sees thru
you, you
no i do not wanna talk im done with all ur petty lies
ounce of stress out of my way it travels down her neck and spine

@dawsin :
if u wouldve text me back then maybe u could be mine
but ill let u decide whether to fuck off or stay in line

im locked in, ready to knock this bitch out
try to put the blame on me with that dirty mouth
you dont know what ive been thru
it shows u have an issue

(your gd right, i am the one who knocks)
(go)

take away my pain, cause i dont wanna live no more 
(hush)
take away, every single thing i ever owned

@pneuma :
gotta isolate swear im getting sick of it
lookin in ur eyes all i see’s a petty bitch
huh
never thought that it would have to come to this
just reflect and look at all the wrongs u did

@dawsin :
try to put the blame on me with that dirty mouth
you dont know what ive been thru
it shows u have an issue

reflect w/ pneuma

prod by me (dawsin)

lyrics:

@dawsin :
don't care abt what u say
ill take it to my grave
i never thought that you would ever do the same
and i would never let you go

i will try to find,
a piece of myself to finally realize
what you have done
hopefully you get what you deserve

maybe if we broke up
maybe i would stay up
but i could careless
cause i know that we're gonna make up
every single little thing that u ever
did
so ill just leave it here and take my chances to dip

@1m1x :
you thought you could just leave me
left me in the dust now you are my enemy
yea, i could tell you never were a fan of me
all of that for what, cause you wanted to pity me?
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-
i- ill break you to your core what fate has in store for you there will be no more
this the end of you, not the end of me
i come back better and im stronger then ill ever be

@dawsin :
i lost my pride,
i've followed death's footsteps
why
why must i suffer
from someone of the likes of you

break me, will you stay for me?
once alone again
stay with me, till the end of times
my friend

pride w/ mix≬

prod me

lyrics:

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

~got her in my reticle

i swear ill end it now, press the muzzle to my skull
why do you care now, trying to atone?
your actions cut way too close to the bone
literally not joking you saw it from my phone (phone)

~your slowly killing yourself dawsin

play with my feelings
then i play with your life
*life*
talking about my emotions as i click open my knife
*knife*
if you want to, you can try and hide
if i see you with him again i promise he'll die

y-e-a is what you told me last thursday
told you that i loved you, and your dry in the worst way
what did i do to deserve this in the first place?
looking back i could've known from your sweet face

i aim it slowly
gotta be careful
she looks so lovely, got her in my reticle

needa go
my heart aches
u felt like a home
stop me before i break

gonna blow out my head with this red dot.
thought i'd be good enough but i guess not
but id rather be alone and just rot
its my safe place at least that's what i thought

needa go
my heart aches
need more
before you and i cave

needa go
my heart aches
need more
before you and i c-c-c-c

"all the shit that you used to care so much about, just keeps you a prisoner of your own mind"

play with my feelings
then i play with your life
*life*
talking about my emotions as i click open my knife
*knife*

reticle

prod me (dawsin)
guitars by (prod.acey)

lyrics:

hate myself for the things i've done
i shouldn't be allowed to love
never was afraid to go grab the gun
now you care now that im pouring blood
and if i was still here you wouldn't care at all
thats why u never bothered to call
me at all
it'll only be me that'll fall

inside are you feeling dumb?
outside im feeling numb
she's my only source of fun
wake up and bleed my gums
she says she don't treat me wrong
then why's my head so fogged?
I'm sorry i lost my love
it's my life i can't refund

she don't got the heart to take it back now
used to harm myself but that's in the past now
didn't want u to see what i did
hated this life ever since i was kid

you act like this the first time
cover my scars with arm tats
anxiety i can't combat
no matter how hard i try i cant bite back

she said u was just a friend
but i thought we'd never end
i guess love just dont exist
i guess we both fell for a bitch
-i guess we both fell for a bitch-

inside are you feeling dumb?
well outside im feeling numb
she's my only source of fun
wake up and bleed my gums
she says she don't treat me wrong
then why's my head so fogged?
I'm sorry i lost my love
it's my life i can't refund

i will seek you
as far as you may travel
to deliver you what is yours
destined death

seek

I wouldn’t mind if you where nice to me
Doing what you say, it don’t mean anything 
Birds out my window try sing 
I don’t hear Melodys creeping in

I just don’t get it
And hardly think it’s fair
How could I, believe something that’s not there
For me to see
I hardly even care
When all you’ve done to me, is take all I’ve had
Your choices are stupid
And certainly not right
You make me look so dumb, for thinking I’m ever liked
I’ll grab my gun and ruin the land that you made
And cause it to spiral, until everything shakes
We’ll see how you like it, when everything’s taken away
I can’t not look at trees and not imagine his face 

The child you never gave us
But the cancer you did
Sure the scene is really pretty
But what does it give

Because everyone’s leaving, or they hate my guts
Can you stop picking favourites, that’s not fair on us
Making people with nothing, and they die with no one 
Giving others everything, and they have all that they want 
Idk
Idk

California Wildfire

This a dark road I laid a path and you don’t even like it
Backwoods, I’m looking backwards under my eye lids 
Light up, I light it up, I inhale just to try it
Now I’m smoking 4 or 5 a day and I don’t buy em
Load up, I’ll grab a gun and cock it at my target
Steady hand I pull the trigger, just so I can try it
Aiming bullseye, point blank, how am I standing
Put it back between my eyes and twitch before I fire it 

This six shooters got more then 1 bullet 
It’s hitting 0 it’s hit in the green
And all my bets placed 4,9 and 13
This roulettes Russian it’s not very
Clean 
My body’s fearing the worst I can’t 
Breathe
I saw you with another guy and I 
Screamed 
How many more until you stop being a slut 
Close ur legs just to open em up

And that really isn’t even half
You had to block me just to get in his car
It’s annoying that you don’t say it with chest
Window down I bet he’s kissing ur…

What id do oh what I’d do to anyone who ever tries it 
Molotov his bedroom 
Pouring petrol on his carpet
I’m gonna rip him from everyone that he loves
Stainless steel around his neck
I’ll put a knife in there and plunge
Stop being a narcissist baby I need some love
Like just a little more, then what I’ve already got
Anything is better than what I have
Please don’t neglect me I’ve had all that 

This a dark road I laid a path and you don’t even like it
Backwoods, I’m looking backwards under my eye lids 
Light up, I light it up, I inhale just to try it
Now I’m smoking 4 or 5 a day and I don’t buy em
Load up, I’ll grab a gun and cock it at my target
Steady hand I pull the trigger, just so I can try it
Aiming bullseye, point blank, how am I standing
Put it back between my eyes and twitch before I fire it

stainless steel

Pass me, I don’t where I’m going
Should of asked me before, now I can’t show it

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

There’s cracks in the pavement, I’ve been walking on 
Hold me up, outside 
I’ve been waiting for so long

Don’t get annoyed when this morning was fine 
Keep your hold on me, leech to me tight
The person that I am is no worse than the one I was
Somewhere in the winter I lay
Hibernate way too long 
A part of me died
I’m hosting funerals
It’s partly in spite 
So you can watch my body decay
Rot infront of your face
And I’m sat checking my list
Just to remember your name
Though it’s partly in spite 
It’s mostly in vain

It’s half three at night
It can’t be morning yet
Go to sleep my dear
It’s not like I could yet
Pull me out of here
I’m in a hole of regret
Don’t highlight my fear
I’m not over it yet

3:30

Prod ERXN & heylog

every photo, im not recognised
its always black and white, with some grain inside
you would think that i was tryna hide
im really not i just hate what i see

you wouldnt like it no doubt
ill force my hand over your mouth
youre half the size of me now
bruise on your knees start to sprout

look to my left, im in a forest where im tryna find 
a piece of you that just keeps falling down beside my side
i ran right through the forest path we did a thousand times
im scared that I wont make it back I might of lost my mind 
might of broke down for a minute but its cool 
image distorted in my vision when you call 
i know its just anxiety but if its more 

ima need a Prozac for this 
if you never loved me that's shit 
keep me out of line like im wearing high viz 
keep me outside like im never not in 
if you need me il die il tell you im in 
see me outside come around real quick 
baby I know the way to try and get your hate out 
click it back and put it to my face now

man i wish that she was close
hanging out, youre on the phone
think that i just found a home
hopefully we'll always grow
11 days until i board my flight
i just gotta know if youre worth my time
moving on to better things
she found me, shes in love w me
she always wants to say my name
yeah all she does is say my name
and i love her honesty
you really put my mind at ease
she wants to call me everyday
just so she can say my name

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BRUISE w/ hiraeth & heylog

最後まで君のことを考えていた

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