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deathafterdark - calling me

recorded january 2024

Bitch think I’m a meal thicket, hell nah
I got shooters in the cut that do anything I want 
Ooh, and I got the swag, you know it's all on ten 
And I got some bitches that are ready to shake that ass for the free 
Yeah, that mean I got bitches that are just waiting to link with Lil Tro 
And I never got shit from anybody, so I do everything for myself 
But no, I'm not Mr. Miyagi, bitch, we can't kick shit 
And I try to visit my granny every day, ‘cause I love her, yeah, to death
And my mama and I be arguing sometimes, but I swear we gon' fix that 
And sometimes I feel like falling back on drugs, ‘cause I don't see no other way out
And I see myself dying up in my dreams, so I don't sleep 
Ha, that mean I don't close my eyes until the sun go up 
Ha, lately I've been seeing who is real and who is fake 
And I swear that shit is scary cause at one point we was all the same
And I notice myself changing everyday
And it's scary cause I don't know if it's for the better or for the worse 
I've been dapping people up that I don't even know the names of
But somebody said he knew me since I was a little kid 
Like what the fuck hold, hold on, hold on
I don't think I recognize your face (face)
But I don't remember shit anyway, think the drugs was laced 
I think I've been gaining a big ego, feel like Ye 
No, I can't take no shit from nobody, no more bitch I’m not faced
But the last time I cried was like an hour ago, man 
I'm just keeping it real 
Man, I've been going through it for like two years, I'm just keeping it real 
And sometimes I wanna kill myself, but I don't got the guts to pull it 
And I swear that it's a good thing, haha 
I will never kill myself just because of my fam 
I know everybody been going through it all on their own 
We've been suffering enough losses 
I can't inflict that type of damage upon them 
Not on my parents, not on my grandparents, not on my mud brothers that I call my fam 
I would roll over in my grave if I do that

**
Those 3 songs are my most personal songs ever made, and made in the worst time of my life.
I never had the heart to actually put them out tho.
I planned to  maybe put them on an Album called "As Real As It Gets", which i still want to make one day, but probably without putting them songs on there.

aight I'm gon' be yapping a bit now

Track 1 was recorded on the 19th of January 2024 starts of me just saying sum bullshit but gets personal very fast. What makes this song so special to me is that there are no adlibs on this & i think what inspired me to do that was Yung PG's song Sosa flow ( i think I'm not sure no more since its been a while).
Anyways, this is just me straight pouring my heart out.

Track 2 is one  of my favorite tracks I ever made because it's like a time capsule to me. I recorded it on the 8th of February 2024 & I was a little bit over a year sober when i made it, but what makes the song special is the lines about my grandpa & how I felt in that moment, because by now I forgot some of those memories by now, and its because of this song that I now can still have them.
My grandpa died in October 2023 and it didn't actually click for me for a while that he's actually gone, but around that time in winter 2024 i was really going thru it and experiencing all the grief, and feeling myself changing because of it.
Aaand to address the title of the track, i obviously thought if i could just drink my problems away everything would be better. That's why i said it. I was stupid & stuck in depression
R.I.P Fränz, miss u

Track 3 is mostly about fights with my momma & my own character changes at that time. Especially the first line about my momma. I will obviously not put my mommas business out here in public but we was fighting a lot during that time, mostly what i believe now was due to the grief of me losing my grandpa, and her obviously losing her father. 
That being said, I'm sorry for all the petty fights mama, love u

thank y'all for reading <3
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Trvie! - Killing Myself (prod. mioyos)

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World turning but it ain't doing too well
I'm certain that everybody can tell
I think we fell
Issa grave and I'm just ringing the bell
Can you save me?
Can I save you?
Is it too late?
Yesterday's news
In the end everybody dies
I'm just gonna live
Or at least I'll try
Then say my goodbyes

I'm taking my time
Wait at the gates, lemme weigh out my life
Wanna stay, can we stay? Just one more night
A lotta change, feel the pain, so I hold on tight

The heavy rain pouring quick, stargaze make a wish
Is it fate? Is it true? Many days, savouring
Life strange isnt it, blurred, dazed, take a pic
Anyways, cah this shit really ain't perfect take it in

Goodbyes (prod.meedow)