A memoir to my junior year <3 To many more, 23/24

exoheart! vs the world: Strength and Love

produced by @rpsu & John Roseboro

cover art by me

//lyrics

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter
i dont deserve it at all
look at me learning n all
i wouldnt purposely call
baby come my way
i can see your essence
dont know what to say
i got the message
baby just stay

(kaido)
would it hurt you to smile more
im hurting,
i want you,
and im fucking nervous
I act like an asshole
its like i deserve
i need your emotions
cus why cant i feel a damn thing

(scruff)
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

(kaido)
i think its funny you loathe 
i think im falling in luv 
and youre sewing me up
if u wanted me down , then you got it
(scruff)
its good to be honest
baby you dont even want it oh
if you need some confidence then im fucking on it oh
you dropped your heart a mile away and i caught it oh
(kaido)
why the fuck im face down 
think i lost it all
you dropped your heart a mile away and i lost it
i dont give a fuck about the price or what the cost is
ive been laying in my bed im feeling heartless

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter-
we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

ty for all the support i love u all :)))

also with @1kaido

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liar w/ kaido [p. adrien + john roseboro]

uk garage my drilla

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idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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//Lyrics

{harmonic moaning}

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

{harmonic moaning}

im honest with you oh
so where did i go wrong
can you point it out for me
you open your lips all i see is insecurities oh
i
hate it
im nauseous
and im anxious
sh*t ill be honest
oooohhh
tell me your coming inside
tell me ur gonna abide
tell me that its a disguise
tell me bout the look in ur eyes

dun du dun dun dun du dun dun du du du dun dunnnn x2

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

mix by nylan

tired

tired [p. sai]

prod. frost'd + zeqish
whereyouat
mastered by @weial

@kuriositylol
@swazyhq
@rans0m
@aftrrs

spotify

wya (kuriosity + swazy + rans0m + aftrr)

mental

reef

mental spotify

first place w/cld (caleb x frostd x dxvi)

first beat me
second beat @prod_pk
3rd me n @prod_pk
march 2nd

white house

prod me
episode 5
@letmebeyourhelper
Art by monkeyDGERLUFFY

el toro 🎸 (feat. helper)

if u got a problem we could get it sorted
these boys big informants
tellin

if u got a problem we could get it sorted
these boys big informants
playing law n order

i got drank by da liter
oh we got bank n hella cake 
den she a soul eater
like wat u think this is
you'd get spanked ya dig
im in a tank the highest rank
it ain no taking this

aye fb show me a few hunnid
he said he was thumbing
dropped da seal that boy was runnin
doing me whoever said i wasnt got it coming
been up in the mix im talking shit
jus like we plumbin huh

like a plumber huh 
50 round sticks 
we gon need a fat drummer huh
promethazine piss 
yo im sippin yellow thunder huh
opps dum as shit 
i cant beef w dumb and dumber huh
she love givin brain eating hearts
jeffrey dahmer huh
hoe dont drop that dun dun dun
his ass smokin womp womp womp
keep dat fuckin pump

are u kiddin me no like are u kidding me
cuz u my mini me, ak in vicinity
xd on me came infinity
he sippin robitussin boy dats not a remedy
and in a race bet the president would bid on me
cuz im da president u crackas lookin bittersweet
half a decade and dem crackers aint get rid of me
how u overdraft cash can u riddle me
and im a rockstar i ain losing energy
hoe got my name tatted but she ain no kin to me

aye back home they said this flow getting boring
sippin wockhardt bitch ill be hi till the morning
my new car foreign n my hoe too
designer mix n matching in the trap they call me pro tools
im damn near a master in the trap they call me pro tools
he dont want no cancer hold him back cuz boy ill smoke u

law prod jconthetrack

(out on all plats)
prod: drma x soundsbymicah x atononmymind
thanks to pd for hoping on
lyrics:
zay:
uh you in my head
infinite feelins from you on my bed 
uh need you instead
ima give you one more chance to get ahead

yk that i wanted more but
you said i was movin too fast before
our relationship was movin in time
i need you baby
i need you to be mine
i need her to tell me if we are forever
or ima forget her
i dont wanna stress her
i wanna be better

i guess we runnin outta time
i told you that i loved you
but you told me you were fine
you not stuck in my mind
told you that was your last chance go catch a ride
but you came back that night
you knew you were wrong n i was right
ohhh yeah
you were polite
i cant believe that
i just let you spend the night

pd:
why
do i try
everytime yeah im losin my mind
cuz you couldve fuckin done better
yeah i cry n whine n my letters
yeah i detest her

oh whyyy
do you lieeee

cuz yeah im fuckin done now
yeah you wanna talk
but im on the fuckin run now
runnin till the suns out oh no

spendthenight? w/pdktp

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@dpf617
and i know we aint together
everybody share opinions like they think they know us better
im a star now, i know i cant let up
im ahead of the wave, i cant let them catch up

going 50 in the foreign, going stupid
push the pedal to the ground, girl i ain't afraid to lose it
fell in love, i ain't blaming it on cupid
to be honest, girl i find it kinda stupid
to be honest, girl i find you clueless
now that i got your heart, i don't know if ima use it
uh, playing games from the start
who ever thought that we'd get this far

@lyrahcore
i think i lost control
i think i lost the road
and i wanna go back but i cant do that
no, i cant do that at all
oh girl, what you tryna do to me?
oh girl, you turned into my enemy
in the way that you speak and your demeanour
everything you say is super rude and getting meaner, oh-whoa
every time its something far out of reach
when you always ask for someone, someone that i cant be
so blame me for distance, cause i will never want you back
trust me i want nothing to do with you love
ill blink twice ill be seeing you hitting me up
i cant trust after hearing you being a dumb bitch
im wondering whatever happened to you love, shit

@dpf617
and i know we aint together
everybody share opinions like they think they know us better
im a star now, i know i cant let up
im ahead of the wave, i cant let them catch up

going 50 in the foreign, going stupid
push the pedal to the ground, girl i ain't afraid to lose it
fell in love, i ain't blaming it on cupid
to be honest, girl i find it kinda stupid
to be honest, girl i find you clueless
now that i got your heart, i don't know if ima use it
uh, playing games from the start
who ever thought that we'd get this far

clueless w/ lyrah (will rhead + 2DAW)

prod @miracle + me

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

fuck it up, top down
born for this, im cut out
need no hoe, shut down
out of sight, u lucked out
in the cut, popped out
get it back by sundown
i cant care less what they say, what they talk about

Lets go
percocet pennies get u gone for the low
push the pedal to the metal supercharger on my toes
Pocket watchin they see patterns like the goyard on my coat
all i touch is cheese like my middle name fregley
i cant kick the cup but i been kickin shit like messi
yo hoe ride wit me she think im famous like nelly or sum
Tip toe up the telly my money on vercetti or sum

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

fuck it up, top down
born for this, im cut out
need no hoe, shut down
out of sight, u lucked out
in the cut, popped out
get it back by sundown
i cant care less what they say, what they talk about

why this hoe trippin i aint thought of her in months
what was i thinkin when i thought u were the one

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

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Prod Me

U cannot find no one better than
Whole fit black with the vetement
Keep my circle small like the president
Tryna cop the recipe
Cant keep u around u so dead to me
Ridin round town with my twinnem
Yeah thats kin to me
Drop a bag make it flip
Hunnid mag aint no clip
Swear these hoes want tip
No surprise wrote the script
Run a bag then i dip
Got my flask ima sip
Copy the swag they gon slip
Never fold shut my lips

Fully automatic
Ima cash addict
Spending its a bad habit
Know they mad at it
Cause a scene i tell her slow down
Cuttin thru traffic
Amg i never slow down
Woah
Never broke thats sin to me
Pockets sing a symphony
Got money why they mess with me
I see it all vividly
At the top look at me
Im the epitome
Aye
Hibachi hibachi im choppin it up
Ride kawasaki she toppin me up
Way that im talking cant make this shit up
Cant walk round without saying wassup
Body on body like one aint enough oh

U cannot find no one better than
Whole fit black with the vetement
Keep my circle small like the president
Tryna cop the recipe
Cant keep u around u so dead to me
Ridin round town with my twinnem
Yeah thats kin to me
Drop a bag make it flip
Hunnid mag aint no clip
Swear these hoes want tip
No surprise wrote the script
Run a bag then i dip
Got my flask ima sip
Copy the swag they gon slip
Never fold shut my lips

the script

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clueless w/ lyrah (will rhead + 2DAW)

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