Produced by sai

// lyrics

What it, what it, what it was, what it is, what you on bout, oh, I'm breaking in
It's like you don't want me to let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I wont need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

say it with ur heart [p. sai]

produced by irusu, sai, and chromecue

//LYRICS

im holdin onto you
and we know, (f*ck it) we, know
i wanna be near you ill take on any role
you wanna know the truth well let me take control
like what is there to do to make you see me more
we know, (f*ck it) we ee kno ow
i've been under stress, i been under drought
i feel under-dressed in these hand-me-downs
if we both know im depressed baby

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page
x2

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

We got something nobody know
When you play hard to get imma go
Baby i watch your every move
I’ll carry your heart to the moon
Uh, where do i start with you
The sun is down and i can’t move (can’t lose)
Its getting harder and harder to stay cool
Being with you
Show me how to try
Show me how and where our stories intertwine
When we die
We got what we paid for baby don’t cry
I know what you stayed for, I don’t mind
Ooooh, im not an option
Oooh, you’ve been up to something
Oooh no, all the assumptions the fussin the love that i trust you with, stop it

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

how2live

how2live [p. su, sai, & chromecue]

@1spoder
prod roku
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/bruise

lyrics -
open up the fuckin door hun
is this everything you wanted?
tell me did you really wanna
tell me did you really wanna
pop another bottle up
tell me is it lust is it really love
pop another bottle up
is it really lust is it really love
can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

are you amused?
go tie up that noose (it's all my fault)
acting like you nuanced and shit
alright love then burn off that bridge
tell me love how I'm supposed to live
kick yo feet up
wanna be us
she want more not enough
is it all you dream of
all you need love
fall in now I'm stuck
will you pull through?
I don't like you no more

can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

spoder - bruise

(prod. nxrthwest x coddeine x whyonly18)
hella inspo from reef

Fuck a red dot, don’t need shit
Fuck off my dick lil bitch 
idgaf bout a hoe
Geezer,Knock a homeboy out like a mf fever
Gotta a headshot heater
If I find out you a wife beater, six feet deeper
And ya homeboy 
Goin band for band they call me dough boy
Got yo bitch on a mattress 
She a 10/10 she the baddest
and I pull to ya homie wit a wratchet
get that 10 band boy you better have it
Have you seen my back acc, that shi flooded
Let me talk my shit like joe budden 
Bitches be dripping like faucet 
You want me to go you want me to stay
Bitch you got me real nausea 

hoe will you please get tf out my way
she wanna split down the middle like fck it 
said she need a hero, 
then fuck out my roster lil bitch i am not movin like jimmy buckets
quit grabbin my phone like tf is you talkin to 
if you don't wanna get mad then don't touch it
 
hold up this AP Two-tone flooded 
never been the one to flash the wrist, i'm pacifist
the riders needa find a different ass to kiss 
me n stevyn we ain't jackin it, we laughin bitch 
throw your shit in the trash when stevyn pass the shit


Don’t fuck wit a massicist ,the baddest miss
I don’t wanna fuck the bitch that smell like fish
I jus wanna go home
Steady always missin out I gettin FOMO
Always passin the blunt Tony romo
Who did it
Roll around in my Benz with my windows tinted 

I’m bargaining but barging in woah
Fuck that shit all I wanna do is flood my wrist
bitch you is nothin special, gotta go get my bag 
Bouta start to embezzle okay
These fuck ass hoes tell I’m incredible 
but I cant(3x)
Can’t stop the hoe from dying 
Wont do shit less you buying

hoppin in the whip, tryna lose control 
think shawty got a tick, all these X and O's 
she gon' tell me that she love me, no you don't 
i know you lookin lovely, i can't fold, did that before

i'm movin way too different 
yes i changed your ringtone, let it ring tho, act like i ain't listen
i been movin forward, i adore you, but it's time to pivot 
i just wan grind, you just wanna vibe, 
wrist wanna blind my vision, 
it's too fckin bright
I’m too fuckin high 
half a hunnid in my mag, clips 
Mac11 got me active 
leave him sleepin like he ak
Smoke that boy like a pack woah

geezer w/xel (nxrthwest)

spark

with @riensu

produced by @ihateukidu

spotify: https://spotify.link/QvikfVoncDb

me:

tell me what you want
i cant help but follow through
you know what it was
you gon tear my heart in two
dont got time to lose
its way too hard to choose
you aint been in my shoes nah
girl what i need to prove im

falling out of love
you dont see it though
driving me insane girl
way too many lows
times not the issue
cant lie swear i miss you
all the shit we been through
tell me if it tempts you

i dont wanna mess it up
girl u dont know how to trust
got no time to readjust
many times my heart been crushed
girl you break down
all my walls
damn i hate it
when you call
said i wouldnt get involved
girl you dont love me at all

run around,
when the sun is down
do you love me now?
girl are you playing around?
run around,
when the sun is down
do you love me now?
girl are you playing around?

riensu:

baby you know that i still think of you
you got me thinking what did i get myself into
i been needing you
i hope you need me too
dont wanna waste my time
on you
youre the only one that i've been needing in my life
speeding on the highway, bae im going 85
only when im with you is when i feel so alive
so let me know if youre down to ride

tempts you w/ riensu (kidu)

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

flawed mangoes - riff 2

-

i wish you’d tell me that its over
i’d run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i’d help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
'bout the person that i am
or the person that i was
those years ago

think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man
and build my name up off the ground
like heroes oh

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands
meant i let you down

look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

tryin' my best
but im down on my own
closing my door
'cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

i've been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel?
push me to the side
"its not real"

all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out
ill choke
why would you assume that?

i grew up
you knew that

i wish you’d tell me that its over
i’d run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i’d help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
'bout the person that i am
or the person that i was
those years ago

think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man
and build my name up off the ground
like heroes oh

look at you
look at you
look at you now
now
those scars on your hands
meant i let you down

look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

(faces in 2D)
tryin' my best
but im down on my own
(and our plastic screens)
closing my door
'cause you'll never come home
(and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up you knew that

heroes

crossfire

produced by @fortuneswan
additional production: @fordis
photography by lance

--

lyrics:
im so damn pissed
pissed off
did some dumb shit
expect me to give a fuck

everywhere i look
reminds me of who i was
everything you took
you could keep it just because
everything i was
isn’t everything i am
got some bad luck
you might think i give a
damn

please can we get into that
you got me caught in the crossfire
and you didn’t know how to act

called you
please do not take your time
you know that i want you
wanted to make you mine
but you didn’t know me
and that’s not your fault
please can you hold me
and never let go

im so damn pissed
pissed off
did some dumb shit
expect me to give a fuck

everywhere i look
reminds me of who i was
everything you took
you could keep it just because

im so damn pissed
pissed off
did some dumb shit
expect me to give a fuck

everywhere i look
reminds me of who i was
everything you took
you could keep it just because
everything i was
isn’t everything i am
got some bad luck
you might think i give a
damn

please can we get into that
you got me caught in the crossfire
and you didn’t know how to act
—

crossfire

prod @miracle + me

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

fuck it up, top down
born for this, im cut out
need no hoe, shut down
out of sight, u lucked out
in the cut, popped out
get it back by sundown
i cant care less what they say, what they talk about

Lets go
percocet pennies get u gone for the low
push the pedal to the metal supercharger on my toes
Pocket watchin they see patterns like the goyard on my coat
all i touch is cheese like my middle name fregley
i cant kick the cup but i been kickin shit like messi
yo hoe ride wit me she think im famous like nelly or sum
Tip toe up the telly my money on vercetti or sum

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

fuck it up, top down
born for this, im cut out
need no hoe, shut down
out of sight, u lucked out
in the cut, popped out
get it back by sundown
i cant care less what they say, what they talk about

why this hoe trippin i aint thought of her in months
what was i thinkin when i thought u were the one

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

SPOTIFY !

nobody

pda (kirian , okari)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

///
show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

nobody

aftrr

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