she told me i was hers
before she left me the same night
he told me "stay with me"
but i knew nothing about his life
i don't even know his name
but i still took a chance just to ruin it
tell me what i want to hear 
and it'll go in one ear and out the other

she kissed me on my cheek
and walked out the door
tears rolled down my face 
and onto the floor
i don't even know my name 
or what it was before
she thinks i was a waste
and now i'm just an eyesore
to her

Eyesore

@a_anx1ety
@negativecreeper
@yokulol

i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

ima take it back
cus u made it sad
i dont want no slow shit
i just want it fast
bitch u are so precious
leave u in the past
u said i was the first
but id rather be ur last

i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

u fall down and think i’ll catch you anyway
idk why, cus i said it once before you think it
i’ll never leave, ur not wrong
i’m just thinking maybe we could last for long (oohwahahh)

cus when u get involved
i just fall
i don’t wanna care at all
it’s not a lot u know I’m tryin

cus when u get involved
i just fall
i don’t wanna care at all
it’s not a lot u know I’m tryin

i could b ur hero
i could b the one that makes ur eyes glow, bright
i'll give u my coat when u get cold
my number is here when u feel alone

spotify

hero w yoku prod kyonely and negative.creeper

@kenesukoh
@7sabrr7
@m4xyne
@hannevigg

i'm so done
i'm so free
i'm doing myself
i'm being me

i do what i want
crushing rock, rock
push it all the way
push to the top, top

top, top (push to the)
top, top top
top, top
top, top top
top, top (push to the)
top, top top
top, top

try as you might
im not losing this fight
i stay out of sight
read between the lines
oh, oh, oh
can't you see i tried?
can't you see i tried?
whats the fuckin purpose
right now it all feels so worthless
cut off the part thats hurtin
think i'll need a surgeon

and i'm so lost i can't even find myself nowwwww
i'll be surprised if anything actually works outttt
i know that its my fault if i burst out (but i'm too hurt now)

will you go away?
i don't wanna deal with this today
pick apart my brain
i don't wanna hear you say it

open up my closet
full of secrets
skeletons, monsters
you can see them
you can pick and pry 
but please don't free them
i regret the things i've done
they're in there for a reason
picking up the potion
it fades away my memories
down 1, down another, down 3
i cannot see
choking on my tongue and my words
no i cannot breathe
i cannot fathom why you wanna be with me

will you go away?
i don't wanna deal with this today
pick apart my brain
i don't wanna hear you say it

-

i'm so done
i'm so free
i'm doing myself
i'm being me

i do what i want
crushing rock, rock
push it all the way
push to the-

push w maxyne & hannevig prod kenesukoh and 7sabrr7

@makemeapromise
@neohnq
@esssoh

it hurt bad, yeah it hurt bad
theres a hole where my heart was and u know that
i can't give u another chance, yeah thats my bad
the bloods on both of our hands, i'll admit that

i'm so done, ion like this
no, i dont fuck w fakes and ur just like them
if u feel the same then why u fucking hide shit 
i always take the blame and ion like it

it hurt bad, yeah it hurt bad
theres a hole where my heart was and u know that
i can't give u another chance, yeah thats my bad
the bloods on both of our hands, i'll admit that

im not free, but that still wont stop me
try to dox me, no dont cross me
yea the bloods on your hands too dried like epoxy
he gon run away but im a fighter
usher in the dark, i make it lighter
i dont like them dnd, yea they annoy me
yea im down, yeah there is no way im folding

it hurt bad, yeah it hurt bad
theres a hole where my heart was and u know that
i can't give u another chance, yeah thats my bad
the bloods on both of our hands, i'll admit that
[+50]
it hurt bad, yeah it hurt bad
theres a hole where my heart was and u know that
i can't give u another chance, yeah thats my bad
the bloods on both of our hands, i'll admit that

the bloods on both of our hands prod surgeon and neohn

@daikore

yea we cleaning em out
suppressor on, that shit wont make a sound
talking on my name yeah u bitches are some clowns
i get all this money then i spread that shit around

i'm so pissed off
talking on our name, grab the choppa, you get swept up
me and quixi next up
why the fuck you pressed bru
step up to a titan, insect, you get stepped on

yeah we clean em out
suppressor off, that shit gon make some sound
talking on my name, yeah you bitches want some clout
i don't rock designer but i'll throw these bands around

yea we cleaning em out
suppressor on, that shit wont make a sound
talking on my name yeah u bitches are some clowns
i get all this money then i spread that shit around *2

suppressor w daikyu prod nerovoid

@attc
@m4xyne 

you not funny get out my sights please
i got money i got hella green
we w/ catgif feeling so damn free...... 💸
you not my friend, you just bought a feat

off this exotic seed
you jus a fan who you tryna be
i'll block ur contact bitch, no i don't wanna meet
guess i am someone that u cannot be

yeah im smoking potent shit got me too high
i cant walk i think im too fried
i dont get no sleep i do ts like all night
& your pockets gettin thinner you aint do it right
im next up yeah im getting to the bag
boy you jealous you aint got no enby swag
new fit on i gotta take off all the tags
i pop that shit im moving fast

yea bitch i smoked u so hard u need an ice pack
yo bitch is so poor i felt so bad i gave yo ice back
and u not comedic so u smokin nice pack
yo girl love me think she needs a buy back

bank account so low yea
u be going broke
while i'm smokin on this dope yea
ion wanna beef while im cookin on tis stove
ion wanna beef while im just Rollin up tis cone yea

u not funny take that back
i jus want my money n i want it fast
i've been glitching dropping tabs
if i want it i'll drop a bag

u not funny take that ba ba b ba
i jus want my money n i want it fa a a aa a a a 
i've been glitching dropping ta ta a a aa
if i want it i'll drop a ba ba ba a a  a a aaa a a  a a a ba ba ba  a a  a  a  a a   aba ba ba a a a ba ba ba

all platforms

So damn free w maxyne & attic p. attic

@m4xyne

told me tht im safe & u lied
tell me if i stay itll be fine
i feel like its not fair when im out ur mind
i feel like im nothing i js wnna die

ik u dnt giv a fuck
u dnt give a shit
n u didnt from the start
i feel like im dead
i feel like im rotting
n i was dying from the start

i cant bare to see the past nah i dont wanna look back
u wont admit ur faults u cant look bad
yeah i see it in ur eyes it makes me so mad
fuck what we had

im so fed up, im so fed up
idgaf, i'll walk away ive had enough
keep on talking shit yk ima just call ur bluff
sick of fucking trying i dont want ur love

told me tht im safe & u lied
tell me if i stay itll be fine
i feel like its not fair when im out ur mind
i feel like im nothing i js wnna die

ik u dnt giv a fuck
u dnt give a shit
n u didnt from the start
i feel like im dead
i feel like im rotting
n i was dying from the start

told me tht im safe & u lied
tell me if i stay itll be fine
i feel like its not fair when im out ur mind
i feel like im nothing i js wnna die

ik u dnt giv a fuck
u dnt give a shit
n u didnt from the start
i feel like im dead
i feel like im rotting
n i was dying from the start

u lied w maxyne

@ssoh
@100signs

*u dont believe in signs*

whats ur problem
im exhausted
there was a clear fucking line and u crossed it
it was a clear lie i know what u wanted
u put it all on me this shit is fucking toxic

im exhausted
im exhausted

do ur worst
i cant do anything to stop it

it was all fake
it was all fake

i feel awful
i feel awful

tell me why i feel lost
i just need something i can hold on to
u said "i think we need to break this off"
i feel the same

i dont think i want u

i want the image of u
dont want to be here im exhausted
my thoughts are so fucked up
thats why i smoke til i feel nothing
i cant get out my bed for anything i better call in
we keep saying the same things now i think i hit a wall and-

think ive hit a wall
how do i get through to u?
i could never stop
i could never put u through
what you put me through
theres just some things that i cant fucking do
that i would never do

i had to show u 
that i was serious
but u laughed me off
it fucking pissed me off
u still kept egging on
its fucking obvious
its fucking obvious
im so fucking mad at u

im exhausted
im exhausted
im exhausted
im exhausted

[+110]

visualizer

exhausted prod ssoh

@kinsleygrey
@cruseyyyy
@100signs

im so hurt & pissed off
i thought that it would js stop
i know that its all my fault
you said its all my fault

i lost my train of thought ik u hate that
i hope u know if u hate me u can say that
thought we were friends so why would u betray that
u wanna run but u keep coming right back 

think i gotta run too
im turning into someone that i never rlly wanted to be
ppl told me shit that u were saying behind my back
u told me it was months ago but that js doesnt track

and now ur throwing fits huh trying to attack me
ur acting like a bitch bruh that shit going past me 
that wasnt a fucking month ago that shit was like last week
i just wanna live this is something that i dont need

we got glocks come outside bitch
posted with my gang we finna knock shit, down
i cant fw bitches cuz they toxic
yeah they turn around when i walk in
i cant fw snakes
i cant fw bitches no i cannot fw lames
if he wanna talk i let this pistol hit his face
if he wanna talk i put a 30 to his brain

im so hurt & pissed off
i thought that it would js stop
i know that its all my fault
you said its all my fault
you said we cant come back
you said i drive you mad
if im being honest this was all i had
im so fucking stupid i thought this would last

[+80]

my fault w crusey prod kinsley grey

@v_letical
@trustt
@mental
@100signs

ts aint right im still hurt im still exhausted
seeing u made me so sick i cant walk im fucking nauseous 
im not sure what i can tell u anymore gotta be cautious 
& ima get what i deserve soon i fucking promise

made that promise to myself
cus i cant trust nobody else with shit
and i thought we were going well
but u got up & u left with him

im seeing signs and stars
 and blinding lights

its time to fly i've tried to fight

so lets run around forever like

you're earth and im the satellites

i would hold you close so hold me tight

i need you here now more than life

it would make me wait here by your side

just promise that your words
 dont lie

i cant decide
whats the point of letting it go
out my mind
if ur gonna let me down let me down slow

u left me deserted i am all alone
im gonna get what i deserve and i'll find another home

[+80]

what i deserve w mental prod valetical and trustt

@hdbn2
@toemuro
@8tsukii
@100signs

cut me out 
its alright
confirm my doubt
i don't wanna fight

what do i do when everything is out of spite?
words wont come out i think i'd rather die

you say i deserve it
you know there's nothing worse than
leaving someone hurting
leaving someone for dead

thats what you did to me
how come every time i tried 
you didn't look at me
i avoided all the signs
and when we disagreed
i just wrote it off as nothing
you did as you please (i let u walk all on me)

your hands still aren't clean 
i let u walk on me
i drew the line on it
i put a stop to it

you've been acting off
its fucking obvious
its fucking obvious
i want you to fucking stop

puncture my heart
im made of art
lies in the grave 
ahhh, ahhh
ouema, ouema
tulez coulmaata 
ucalez, faramez
i cannot fit this glove
ouema, ouema
stuck inside a scary place
ahhh, ahhh
i cannot fit this glove
tuichi
i cannot fit this glove
faramez
i cannot fit this glove
clermichi
i cannot fit this glove (x6)

cut my head off
i see your angle
i dont wanna repeat myself anymore
so i'll keep my mouth shut til i'm out the door

i'm affected by you
you really control what i do
what do i mean to you
what do i mean to you

cut me out w 8tsukii prod takecare04 and toemuro

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@100signs
prod me

now i got a choice to decide
do i want you running my mind
iiii*
fall back & i face my demise
i don't want to leave you tonight

i've been fighting way too hard to survive
i've been wasting all my fucking life
tell me is it worth it to try
think that i'm reaching way too high
‎my heads always been in the sky*

know that i'm not perfect
but trust me i'm just tryna make it worth it
is this what i deserve, is it?
cant stand to watch you hurt again
your words repeat in my head
can we talk about something else
please?

‎know that i'm not worth it*
i know that i'm not worth it*

what did i even do
i'm tweaking i cant even get through to you
what do i mean to you
idk what you're thinking i'm so scared of you

know we'll find a way to get back
know we'll find a way to get back

know we'll find a way to get back
i just gotta focus on task
i could never fucking relax
i keep scrolling back the texts
the person i knew has been dead

links

In-the-sky

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@ka7len
@100signs
prod me

@qxi
don't know what to say
hurting me to see you
hurts to even see you
oh my god
this is what it has to be like now
i need you to understand right now
ik none of this feels right

don't know what to say
hurting me to see you
hurts to even see you
oh my god

@ka7len
if the water is poisoned
just dump out your chalice let me pour it
i wanna be the king be important
whats the point of ruling if its boring
whats the point of waking in the morning
make your legs shake you adore me
hold on is that my crown your adorning

yeah its all played out
you cant help me now
throw my cards on the table

@qxi
i wish that we could keep it simple
my head is always spinning but its alright
fucking always feel nervous 
hold my hand tight 
you're pulling more and more
i want you to try

don't know what to say
hurting me to see you
hurts to even see you
oh my god

icsu w ka7len

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

produced mixed mastered by me
additional guitar from @pitifulrock

he wants me back and i don't even fight it
she knows i'm a mess and i can't stop panicking
fall back on my vices like i'd ever quit, no
i don't wanna be here
like i ever did

right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
i took his hand
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
he said

@m4xyne
he walks me back
& i dont even fight it
you love to talk
but i never thought you could be lying
you drive me crazy with things i never said
no i dont wanna be here
i dont wanna be anywhere near 
you
i cant choose
right as he walks by
right as he walks by
right as he walks by
i look away

listen

vices w maxyne

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@72crash
@100signs
prod @attc

on the way back 
its been so bad
im done w all these stupid acts
tell me what im doing
i'm still hurt
you're still hurt
tell me how to solve it 
tell me what the problem is right now
feel my heartbeat start to pound
im scared dont wanna hurt you
push away think i do it for you
think i do it for you

i dont wanna talk
i dont wanna talk
what do u want
i cant give a fuck
if i got a shot it gon hit
blow my bridges up
keep my circle small
everybody acting weird as fuck

shit just never changes
the time i didnt wanna spend got wasted
of course
didnt wanna face it
this time i really gotta burn the pages

but it's a problem when i'm gone
could i not run away?
why'd you have to hate now?
i'm on my own yea alright
i could pull up all night
if u hated me just say

don't save me
i can do it
on my own
so what's up right now?

yeah i been outside today
the shit u said don't mean nothing
i'm finna take it out on myself again
i was on something
i didn't know how to react
i had 2 chase the bag bud
i'm way too fucked up
i might bleed out in the tub
(but i'll never get to be like you........)

its breaking me slow i always end up feeling like this
need a second just to breathe its always going always going 
by the time its over
its always never its always never enough
when the time is over, the time is over, the time is over

its been so bad
im done w all these stupid acts
tell me what im doing
i'm still hurt
you're still hurt
tell me how to solve it 
tell me what the problem is right now
feel my heartbeat start to pound
im scared dont wanna hurt you
push away think i do it for you
think i do it for you

forU w 72crash (attic)

@ka7len
@100signs
prod me

@qxi
everybodys asking whats my problem
looking all around just for a sign
i had to sit back n i just watched them
wondering why they're wasting all this time 

it aint my fault
i tried to stop them
they were too strong
my faith is long gone 

i know u well
i lost, u win
i hope u think
a lot about us

fucked up
u just had to be there
thought it'd get better
i know ur hurting
i feel for u

@ka7len
they tried to keep me in the cellar
show em what they did n what theyre selling
ask me what im looking in the well for
take apart the message it get weathered

theres a message in the box, try to pry it open and move it on
its a lot of meaning that get lost
watch them treat me like im god, had to put a stick inside their jaws
cuz everybody tryna fix a problem

everybodys looking for a problem
crushing up the rocks make them whole again
watch the current move em out but theyre pushing in
and i swear that im lost can you turn me in

cant find a way out i deserve it
inside looking out im a serpent
take the fruit off the tree you deserve it
try not to look around you look nervous

u just had to be there w ka7len

@qlein
@bbyazul4k
@fleshtoflesh
pic @zzoos
@100signs

@qxi
i don't, i don't really
i don't really want to live
i don't really want to do it
these drugs oughta do it

u never knew how 2 stop
take another hit suck it in n blow it out
everybody knows that u are who u are
saying "quixi u a bitch" yea i knew that from the start
never really feel like im enough
the way u acts gonna really piss me off
think im running outta time ima drop
said that im an asshole
u aint wrong

i don't really care about it like fuk dat
lie to my face u a ...
i don't really care about it like fuk dat
lie to my face u a ho ima block dat

i don't, i don't really
i don't really want to live
i don't really want to do it
these drugs oughta do it

@qlein
like, you could say all this shit to my face
couldnt care either way
cause u know id be by your side
cause i want your company
i cant let go
is that what you want from me
fuck i let go
am i an asshole for that would u let me relapse if i fell back in your arms
like klein wheres ur sympathy?
just fucking let go
i fucking let go

@qxi & @qlein
i fucked up
i dont think im alright im fucked in the head
tell me one of ur lies say that shit again
ik u want me again
cant give a fuck
think i really lost it
im fucked (whatd u do to me)
im fucked up in the head

i don't really care about it like fuk dat
lie to my face u a ...
i don't really care about it like fuk dat
lie to my face u a ho ima block dat

i don't, i don't really
i don't really want to live
i don't really want to do it
these drugs oughta do it

i dont...

fuk dat w qlein (bbyazul fleshtoflesh)

prod me ✌
@kinsleygrey
@100signs

@qxi
talking shit im like oh well
i do this to rule tha world
i do this to make em Whoa
take a hit and pass it thats some fuckin loud
bitch im getting crowded gtfo
play that shit on the surround sound
lately been so lost i need some ayahuasca
feel like im an impostor
ive just been so off i think im getting lost up
talking shit im like oh well
i do this to rule tha world
i do this to make em Whoa
take a hit and pass it thats some fuckin loud
bitch im getting crowded gtfo
turn it into what you want
looked in the mirror for too long
my skin is melting off
gonna be in the ground before im 21
havent felt this alone since 2021

@kinsleygrey
since i turned 21, all i do is pour it up
my mental’s so fucked, i just want to turn up
h- hand the aux, i fuck the speakers up
l- look into the future, what you see in us?
got me feeling dumb, yeah
hate me, you been on the same vox since 2021, yeah
going up asf, i’m on a crazy run, i’m not done, yeah
i’ma give my all, even when it’s hard to get up
my ex hit me up like “do you miss us?”
i could not forgive ya or forget ya
i got too drunk, now my world is spinning, yeah
it’s been getting harder not to give up
i’ve been learning from my wrongs
i’m living, not for long
i’m sorry if we do not get along
could you tell me why you did me wrong?
could you tell me what i did wrong?

@qxi
talking shit im like oh well
i do this to rule tha world
i do this to make em Whoa
take a hit and pass it thats some fuckin loud
bitch im getting crowded gtfo
play that shit on the surround sound
lately been so lost i need some ayahuasca
feel like im an impostor
ive just been so off i think im getting lost up

make em Whoa w kinsley grey

https://open.spotify.com/track/7F47hIFDdHrOVFqSEeQmaC?si=3f2a2eab20fe4ef6
@attc
@m4xyne
@100signs
@zzoos pic used in cover

@qxi
yeah they all stare and laugh
and they all point and laugh
wish theyd all kill themselves
hmu if ur lost
nothing lasts so move on
hear me out for a second
hear me out for a minute
yeah we all suck at living
tell me how im supposed to live it 
told em dont fuck up my picture
I was lost when i met ya
i was so fucking mesmerized

@m4xyne
lambda, ive been living a half life
ive been thru this life like 9 times 
and im so tired of watching from the sidelines
if i look hard enough i can see the skylight
i wont say ur name it gives me nausea 
i thought i could keep up but i lost ya
and now that ur gone i wish i never saw ya
2025 and im still bossed up
talking to u is so tiring
ice rink on my hand with my diamond ring
ur just a fucking demo im the final thing
in a hell of my own design and im idling 
put me in the soil and im gonna grow 
skeleton wallet i got hella bones
reaping what u sow reaping what u sow
u not going ghost bro u do the most

@qxi
tell me what u heard yea this shit aint adding up
we made it so far ik they proud of us
u comment shit on twitter i cant give a fuck
this aint my forte i just do it for the love

tell me what to see
tell me what to think
circuit bent my brain
dont know what u heard
i just love to hate
so fucking mesmerized by u
i cant let em see it
ive been losing everything i wanted
tell me how to act

and they all point and laugh
wish theyd all kill themselves
hmu if ur lost
nothing lasts so move on
hear me out for a second
hear me out for a minute
yeah we all suck at living
tell me how im supposed to live it 
told em dont fuck up my picture
I was lost when i met ya
i was so fucking mesmerized

Point & laugh w maxyne (attic)

prod me w help from @pitifulrock
@100signs

they dont wanna see me
i dont wanna tell em
doing everything i can to keep my shit together
i dont really think that i can do this shit forever
how am i supposed to-how am i supposed to live like this?
everybody wanna get like this
nah thats wrong yea ur supposed to do that shit like this
spent my life tryna get like this
why is everybody staring?
im just tryna live

im just tryna fit in
stuck inside my head yea
say you love me
do you mean it?
turn it up
do you feel it?

getting high just for some feeling
living life without no reason
something tells me that i need this
something to make me feel needed

i hate that they always talk
they not gonna throw me off
im thinking its all my fault
baby was it all my fault
i don't think they love me at all yea

praying for an end to it all yea
wont be long until i see you fall yea
fucking hate the way your name rolls off my tongue
wish i could forget everything that you done

everybody wanna get like this
nah thats wrong yea ur supposed to do that shit like this
spent my life tryna get like this
why is everybody staring?
im just tryna live

everybody wanna get like this
nah thats wrong yea ur supposed to do that shit like this
spent my life tryna get like this
why is everybody staring?
im just tryna live

like this

everything me 
@100signs

i react like the last time
it all comes crashing down
move on
don't come back
and i feel like i lost control over my body
reach in deep inside

i give up so easily
i drop my cards
i lay back
want my heart 
give u the key
i'll open up
forgot the name that i once had
the things that i lost in the fire
keep me warm right beside you baby dont let me go 
i wish all of this would end
i hate all your stupid friends
take me back to when i felt like i had something 
fuck me over i know that you wanna
i could lie bout it 
hide all my problems

i react like the last time
it all comes crashing down
move on
don't come back
and i feel like i lost control over my body
reach in deep inside

Don't come back

prod me
@100signs

say what
i dont really want nothing nah
i dont fuck with actors at all
thats why i dont even talk to my mom
They all gonna watch
say what
i dont really want nothing more
said it oh my god
said that once or twice n i meant it
ima fuck up my life im demented Yea

need a light and a ****** yeah
lost my mind dont know whats what
i dont live life on the straight edge yeah
So many chemicals Im fucked 
i dont live a life worth saving 
dont know who i am Im jaded
bitch i felt this way for soooo long
I just didnt fucking know how to say it

say what

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@kinsleygrey
@100signs

i dont even care about it
i know i deserve to be at the top
I been dreaming bout it
i dont wanna fuck up this bitch
I dont even know where i sit
im just doing what im destined 
im sorry im just struggling my head bitch
im outside, u understand why i said it?
i just wanna smoke up, get some weed bitch
trustt me everyone u meet is on some weird shit

i miss when i didnt care about it all
i love staring at u thinking bout our love but
i cant stand myself no more shawty
Save yourself just 4 once

@kinsleygrey
where’s my light I’m tryna get high all day
fuck it.. I might clear the whole tray
I’ll say its a good day
but inside I’m not okay
I’ve got too much fucking with my brain
No, I can’t pick a side with someone that’s fake
and all you do Is lie I could use a break
and I want you in my life but strangers we remain
there’s so much I want to say but I refrain
a- and im pretty like a daisy
I sit and smoke until I’m lazy
you still talk about me on the daily
damn.. yeah, that’s crazy
Ask if we were more and you said maybe
haven’t made much sense as of lately
I just need some love and some safety
fuck, I wish you didn’t hate me

self song @kinsleygrey @ka7len @vampiremutual

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@trueysoulja
@100signs

I been fucked up 2 much
I been outside whats up
I could never get enough
Why are you so alone
I dont understand whats love
I was higher up
I was higher up 
Im so low down
I lost my footing
I fell off 
This hoe has got me on edge

Scream in my face
Act like u know me when u dont
Give me your faith
Give me my vape
Fucking despise you but I know you so well
So what
Block my number to preserve your aura
So what
I havent gave a fuck in so long

@aviorts
and i haven't been myself for damn near 3 years
you come back no apology i wish that i could  take back tears i cant
dk how i let you in i feel so stupid, ugh
next time that you done with me i hope that you tell all your friends dat
its my turn 2 get back, een though thats not who i am
got so damn apologetic i forgot who i am
damn
sent a shiver down my spine it fucked me up
sippas never land thas on my mama dat mean dat we
up
im wit tj dats my twin n im wit quixi onnat track u know we bouta get it in
my mama told me watch yo back cuz sum deze boys js aint yo friends
so if this shit go down nen ill look stupid but fuck it den
my whole crew ride ellusive all black sprinter fuck da benz
and dis ho wan come back stage but she aint nun like my ex
said dis ho wan meet the gang but she aint nun like my
yall heard me
i been puttin in work i been on overtime dey got me early

2 much @trueysoulja

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@100signs

Theres a side of me that uve nevr seen 
Ive been tired of the texting oh my god, like omg
Ive been tryna find my way out when i find it ima leave 
 I feel crazy all alone but when im out i dont get peace

Burn everything that i got 
Take everything, that's the cost
I dont want to live w this hurt

I dont want to live im so lost
I fuck like everything up 
I smoke like everyday bruh
Cant act like i dont love it 

@zzoos
i cant put the weed down
ya it was some fakes that i knew i had2 weed out
2 many checks in the mail i cant keep count
lying onm the floor ya waiting till i bleed out
till i bleed out
ion see a way i cld keep it up
tryna find a reason2 keep goin i dont see enough
i aint seen u in a week im sry it cld be a month
even when ur next2 me i dont rlly feel no love:(

yea lets spark up
hoppin out the whip i aint pay2 park yaa
i just need smth 2 be part of
i cant do this shit no more ya my hearts done
y yea lets spark up
hoppin out the whip i aint pay2 park ya yaa
off that pack im so far up
i been tryna fix my life but its hard yaa

crazy true facts @zzoos

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@100signs

Gotta watch my words ik they stalking
i got so damn fed up, had to shut up, had to lock in 
Keep ts to urself boy ur gonna catch that fire
Im just playing , im a fucking pussy, im a liar
Im just playing , im just tryna make myself a bag yeah
Most these people act like they a saint but they aint like that
i think that i hate everyone ive met 
I dont give a fuck what people saying behind my back
he like R u tripping R u fucked up im like my bad 
I thought u were different, u the same, girl its not like that

liar

@attc
@100signs

I think I'm Schizophrenic

f-fuck it im gon air it out
Sorry im gon head out 
Sorry we aint hit it off ya
Dont know why Just had to run
Put my head down hit the books 
Lately ive just felt so dumb
Lately ive just been so done
I-I just cant like get enough
Ive been fucking up my lungs
i aint doing it for love
I just dont want it to hurt
so i play it off
s-so i play it cool

im gon break the law
im gon break that ho
i hope that she go
i want nothing more
i want something better (for u)
i was terrified
t-terrified (for u)

h2r @attc

@heartstopmiami @attc
@100signs

smoked way 2 much i think i might die
i need smth in my cup bitch that shit dry
ion wanna live my life so i sit & hide
i cant look you in the eyes
i think i might cry

well its not my fault its hers
i didnt say a word
tried to get it out my head 
i wish everything would burn

hate repeating things ive said
i wake up and im half dead
i wish for a second chance
i had the world in my hand
the motion was all i had
now my friends are all i have
soon i'll have like nothing left
and i'll jump off with the rest
i can style it in a vest
no ones screaming im the best
i cant say that im impressed
not with you or anything
everyday ive been so stressed
bitch i think i need a drink
i cant slow down or think twice
think im smoking pesticides
yeah but i dont really mind
i just wanted a good time

nothing left @heartstopmiami @attc

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guitar sample @pitifulrock
@100signs

i-i love how when i do nothing you still try 2 hate me
why you run your mouth so much now, girl you acting crazy
i-i did what you wanted so long ago and it changed me
i tried to avoid the bullet you shot and it grazed me 
i tried to make the most of it, i still fucking hate it
i-i snapped out and now i ball hard, baby can you blame me

i'm still stuck on her
i'm not what you want
you don't know my life
y-you don't know my-

you don't know what it's like to be me for one night
try to drown out the light, so maybe i can hide
b-baby i don't wanna fight, not right now, i'm too high
by the end of the night i'm looking right back in your eyes

i-i-i don't think i'm panicking enough
you act like my pain is way 2 much for ya
so..what the hell?
 yeah
what the-what the hell am i on? i don't know 
y-y-you don't know the worst i've done, you don't know

you don't know

@rayzuu @3eight9
coverart @zzoos

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

bitch i'm faded, i feel like no one could top me
my ex crazy-my ex crazy, she got people tryna stalk me
im a failure, and a fuckup, and i need someone to stop me
saw her staring and i wondered how that'd feel on my body
then i got it

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

whats the vibe ya?
baby i cant hide u no more
i despise them 
i deserve what they got more
i'm so fed up, i'm bored
i'm so shocked, i'm floored
i want your love
i want your-

bitch i'm faded, i feel like no one could top me
my ex crazy-my ex crazy, she got people tryna stalk me
im a failure, and a fuckup, and i need someone to stop me
saw her staring and i wondered how that'd feel on my body
then i got it

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

quixi

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