production by https://soundcloud.com/zzjay https://soundcloud.com/xavier-nicholas-879357249
written, mixed, recorded all by me

I've been losing my focus, i don't really notice shit
you've been barely on my mind, but you fix me like medicine
And I'm tired of waiting for you to call me..
At my lowest i need a taste of you, and smell that perfume
I wish you tell me if you liked me soon, Cause u been playing games
And i don't know the rules, I-i just wish i knew...
Wish you we're more obvious when u txt'd me, 
I send you those roses and you leave me on seen
And I've seen somethings that i wish i could delete 
Do you want me to stay or leave? Just praying on my knees
And I'm praying to god, that he can give me one more shot
Cause i've been really wanting you.

perfume @zjay @vercettiprada

Production by https://soundcloud.com/heroz2299
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/kinsleygrey
sidenote; i think certain lyrics don't match with whats said now 

So I've been waiting if you'd come right back
I've been on my own you can't beat that
Sacrifice myself for your approval 
But i can tell you're not running back
You'd run into the city ya
But i ignore myself so i can't see my path
And i have my eyes closed i can't see right back 

Every drop of my tears they're just blue and red
Spend my nights wrong; i'm in so much denial
I'd cry about you, then walk a thousand more miles
x1

kinsley;
i walk in, most known in the room
High asf making music, cause that’s what I do
capsules to the gut, I’m tryna forget you
y- you did me wrong but I’m still missing you…
i do this for me, I got nothing to prove
and my phone's on dnd, i’m not trying to hear from you
off the drugs, i try to fix my mood
think i got to see shit from a different view

do you get the message?
i’m tryna get away from this
i’m tryna learn from my wrongs before i’m in a ditch
no, i can’t miss.. but when I’m gone will i be missed?
I cry out to you, are you hearing this?
Almost called it quits
i couldn’t put up with this
fuck.. i gotta move on from this
I gotta move on from this
I gotta move on from this

bla bla

bla bla @heroz

prod @cw4 @fillette0318
ft @m4xyne
i took a captcha of myself make sure the flavors there 
playing the scene like its pickup yk im playing unfair
jeremy scotts she hold me down 
i wont fly away 
and i try my fucking best but you were never there 
(and i try my fucking best but you were never there 
she said this might not be the right time i said lets go there)
bitch i got the ne-net my diors look like leggings
this Satoshi Nakamoto this aint Y3 baby
ig i really made it 
im with @m4xyne she slaying 
and im no longer nervous 
ig i really made it 

@m4xyne
she hit my fucking phone
she said she wanna get to know me im like girl you don't 
and they asking for the old me i'm like no i won't 
we not on the same page you not in my notes 
i post up with ray 
thats my bro 
thats my kin
how u talk behind my back and then say that u my twin
im not in it for the fun you just kno im tryna win
move discreet i move in silence 
like i plead the 5th

Nervous @cwta @fillete

@zigimobeats @blessedposse

n ur talkin js 2talk
wonder whats my purpose
i almost forgot
struggle think n pondering
when my room gets this hot
havin second thoughts
ab me n u girl
when i hear the shit u mock

oh my god
so much green in my cup
ur so damn psychotic
imagining my head a stump
lets go fkn bump sumn js 4fun

holes
pins n needles in my soul
my skin's not that thin at all
pinned me down wrong
ur heart's in all my songs
whoa
i can seem so dumb n dull
i js wna be myself
u got me locked, btch
oh my fkn god (x2)

me n @zzoos run the news wit our fkn art

[ ummm... i dn't think i care ab what that person's saying ]

[ ur listening 2 sinefelt !! ]

i'm the fkn messenger
dnt shoot me, rudely
u cnt be in my skin
it's not roomy
sorry

not sorry
like the games u play
if u play pretend
baby, js go away

n ur talkin js 2talk
wonder whats my purpose
i almost forgot
struggle think n pondering
when my room gets this hot
havin second thoughts
ab me n u girl
when i hear the shit u mock

oh my god
so much green in my cup
ur so damn psychotic
imagining my head a stump
lets go fkn bump sumn js 4fun

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you

...

<\3 pSYcho @zigimo @luh a

@seraphicwings @gmodravemix 
photo @pitifulrock

in the moment
show me like you showed them
touch me turn me golden
i wish time was frozen
cough up smoking potent
ive been in the sewers like a rodent
when i speak i feel like choking
i cant reason, dont have motives
please tell me that you're joking
you wish you knew my emotions
x it out like i mark the spot
pull my strings until they're taut
i feel too much yeah i feel a lot
something clicked inside its like a lock
im so scared that you moved on
im so good at holding back tears
its like second nature when you're gone
my first is to keep you here

Second nature prod phana + og

@attc
@100signs

I think I'm Schizophrenic

f-fuck it im gon air it out
Sorry im gon head out 
Sorry we aint hit it off ya
Dont know why Just had to run
Put my head down hit the books 
Lately ive just felt so dumb
Lately ive just been so done
I-I just cant like get enough
Ive been fucking up my lungs
i aint doing it for love
I just dont want it to hurt
so i play it off
s-so i play it cool

im gon break the law
im gon break that ho
i hope that she go
i want nothing more
i want something better (for u)
i was terrified
t-terrified (for u)

h2r @attc

u n u will die.wav

nota: i have been in an intense period of emotional struggle recently and music has been one of the only ways that ive been able to maintain my personhood it feels like. with my job and school being incredibly stressful, and with my relationships coming and going, and having so much extracurricular social obligations, i’ve felt very worn out. this song is mostly about my dad if you can’t tell

歌词：
i’m missin her bad
don’t know how to act
i can’t switch out the bad for the good
that girl hurting me bad but it’s good

i ain’t talk to my dad in a month
swear it’s hate but im missin his love
when his brother died i was thirteen
he ain’t been the same that shit hurt me
i don’t think that he will ever change
i’m not his daughter so i changed my name
not a comic book so i changed my name
im not who he wanted so i changed my name
i’m not who he wanted so i changed my name
not his fucking son not the one i claim
out the fucking picture cut me out the frame
for my fucking trauma he’s the one to blame
i don’t like myself and he’s the one to blame
on his fucking armor where my lungs are flayed
my lungs are flayed
yeah taxidermy put me on display
put me in a box where my bones decay
i ain’t want fuck but he got it
my god won’t allow it
my god put a gun to his head while he showered
my god saw abuse and he god damn allowed
i’ll pull out my dick and i’ll piss on his grave
yeah i’ll pull out the blick and i swear it’s no space where it’s safe to be hiding
he want me to be who he wanted me to be i refused and that’s why he been treat me like dirt
i don’t fuck with the way that he treat me it’s like he would rather be dead than a man of his word
i swear to god it’s like reason could rain from the heavens and still he would find him a way to ignore all the manna been served

manna (luanne)

@heartstopmiami @attc
@100signs

smoked way 2 much i think i might die
i need smth in my cup bitch that shit dry
ion wanna live my life so i sit & hide
i cant look you in the eyes
i think i might cry

well its not my fault its hers
i didnt say a word
tried to get it out my head 
i wish everything would burn

hate repeating things ive said
i wake up and im half dead
i wish for a second chance
i had the world in my hand
the motion was all i had
now my friends are all i have
soon i'll have like nothing left
and i'll jump off with the rest
i can style it in a vest
no ones screaming im the best
i cant say that im impressed
not with you or anything
everyday ive been so stressed
bitch i think i need a drink
i cant slow down or think twice
think im smoking pesticides
yeah but i dont really mind
i just wanted a good time

nothing left @heartstopmiami @attc

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