shit idk

run away

prod. coleslau
cherry blossom blooms EP out in two weeks

talk to me

scatterbrained

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KolZJ7TPfFY
ss03
prod me
song with @1glaive : _)
lyrics:
---what was the last thing you said?
i took like over a year to get you out my head
and now i can’t sleep 
thinking bout everything and all the things we did
and i don’t think i miss you
i don’t miss the shit that we been through
but now i’m stuck with this
try not to reminisce 
or i think i’ll start to miss you

i don’t know how to explain it
a year of racking my brain and i hated it 
it’s like i’m holding onto something that you never did
it’s like i’ll never have something just like we did
it’s like i’ll never hold hands with someone again
it’s like i’ll never introduce them to my friends
i guess it’s the end 

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
i get tossed up and used then thrown away like some old shoes
like fucking look at you 
i think that you’re right i’m not the person that i used to be
i can’t even hide that fact that this was all because of me
i made my mistakes i let my head get straight to jealousy 
all cause i thought i'd be the only one u  ever see
but you have to remind me 
you have to remind me
cause i know you said something
something with meaning
it was as i was leaving i could’ve been dreaming
you have to remind me remind me of one thing

what was the last thing you said?
i swear i didn’t mean to leave you on read
but now it’s morning
everyone’s sleeping 
and i can’t decide if i should get out of bed
like i don’t wanna miss you 
i don’t miss the shit that we been through 
but now i’m stuck with this 
try not to reminisce or i think i’ll start to miss you
it seems like everyday i look at the pictures
a couple years of my life in a camera roll 
i’m thinking maybe i really miss it
reliving memories as i start to scroll
it feels like lately i’ve been stuck and i can’t reach my goals 
and i can’t get myself out ive been stuck in a hole
i’m really starting to believe it’s the end

GLAIVE:
dude that this point it doesn’t even matter like fuck

every time they talk about us they say we went hollywood but 
if there ever was a spot to take i think they probably would cause 
every single zoloft that i take don’t do me any good but 
black hair black nails she thinks she’s misunderstood but
she don’t know me like she think she does
and i’ll be lying if said i gave a single fuck
and then you push me down and then you pick me up i’m like
one fight away from getting tired and giving up

just fucking look at you 
you moved on so fast like did you want me in the first place 
i wish you the best but only mean that in the worse way 
took you only a month to act like everything
was ok
you fell right in love with him like i was just a half-way
now i’m all on my own need someone to talk to
my friends all abandoned me cause they’d rather choose you 
this shit is so draining need to do something brand new
but after all that was said i don’t regret that i knew you

what was the last thing u said w/ glaive

osquinn (cat mother) - coping mechanism

Cold Hart Ft Lil Peep - Dying (prod by LIL PUKE)

Lil Peep - Doubt Me Ft Eddy Baker (Prod By Smokeasac)

https://soundcloud.com/datboyzk
https://soundcloud.com/g59

DJ El G

EL G - $ilent Night (Feat. $uicideboy$)

morgue (ft. pitfall)

ways + saturn + p4rkr + ericdoa - stuff remix (prod. zoot & angelus)

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

bad idea

sick like a dog w/ d0lly (4am & angelus)

touché

kite - so boring (prod. redpriest)

focus w/ SEBii

10k victory song

.--.-. -- -.-- / .-.. .. ..-. . 2 of ?

yea huncing over a computer screen
said i talk a lot so y are u not listening
tell my dogs get back ima go on the attack
ima take back whats mine and u know i ghost that

and my spot is lookin comfy
all these bitches but idk why they love me
making everybody mad they wanna dub me
ima laugh right back that shit funny

lemme tell my sons that theyre ugly
try to take my flow try to run me
pile cash nonstop like its rugby
wrap his body up n turn him to a mummy

why they love me so disgusting
im disgusting
ima buzz it
no discussion
we're above this

get back
u look like a mishap
might attack
ima call for dispatch

get back
couldnt tell how much more ive had
i dont know just how fast i pass

i dont know how much i can act
so i might crash
now u looking at me so sad
lookin up cus its not that bad

they wanna hug me
i notice that theyre bluffing
i feel my hair fall
i rip it out im buzzing

my heads in magma dont tell me im above this
unpack these problems and burn them all to nothing

2022 my year fr (prod. angelus x wubz)

LYRICS 

i got dis bag on me foreal 
i got these racks on me foreal 
i wont sign no fuckin deal 
i’m in the backseat wit da steel 
i’m sippin drank Nd poppin pills 
i got designer on my belt, Nd it ain’t fake it’s real 

baby let’s just be for real, get it all out right now
down bad ima smoke a pound, then i’m finna get this shit out 
Nd i know yo ass ain’t real 
Nd i know you’d probly tell 
U wanna fuck w me for clout? 
i ain’t wit dat bitch for real 
like fuck it crack da seal 
flyin thru the clouds 
nd that’s just how i feel ... for real ....

diamonds on me like i won the lottery 
staring at the top, like, that’s where i’m bouta b
i don’t give a fuck ima post up in the graveyard 
tell em lick my nuts, if they don’t like i don’t care
i just got a soundcloud check Nd copped a moncler 
i b mixing drugs up, like a science fair 

like ugh, i don’t give a fuck, i don’t give a fuck they ain’t gettin no luv from me, hanging out the passenger side of my best friends ride, off the ecstasy (x2) 

pour that duece in my punch, i’m still not giving a fuck 
it might b just that i’m high but if i run i think i’ll fly 
and it’s rly all i got so i’ll kill for it, i just don’t know if i’m built for it

kinda feel like calling, i don’t think i’ll call her cuz i don’t feel like talking, i’ll probly say the wrong words, and i need more ima have to hit my doctor, i don’t rly wanna do this shit any longer :/

on me (litothedon)

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

STRENGTH BONUS w/ osquinn & fish narc

https://soundcloud.com/sebseb122/do-u-care-if-i-stare
@sebseb122

art by @hoshymosh on twitter


thanks 2 sebii for making the acapella public :)

made in 2 hours

osquinn (cat mother) - coping mechanism

DRAGONITE