yohji belt

hell yeah, we're alright

originally by @emotegi. emotegi does not make any money from this recording. (i don't either.) i hope they're doing well.
@tr1nket's cover of this song, which i really love: https://soundcloud.com/tr1nket/talent-show

talent show

*songs used*
https://soundcloud.com/onerepublic/counting-stars

prod @01kon

lryics:

you don't wanna talk that's fine
every time we call, end up on the phone all night
i think after all, every time we talk, we fight
i do nothing wrong, but i'm gonna say ur right

cuz we end up in these cycles
kiss me in between the eye rolls
my girl laughs in my face when i spiral
i know imma be a virus when i'm viral
i'll go bet all of my money on a dice roll

got no bands on me
no chance imma live til i'm 30
take a picture imma beg u not to show me
i've been drinking because no one's gonna know me

break down but i won't apologize
i get scared of what i realize
pack my things and make another life
hope my visage breaks out of your mind

sorry everyone who's ever known me
i just prayed to laura put my money on a pony
sorry everyone who's ever known me
i just prayed to laura put my money on a pony

and it hurts me every time
i feel your name run through my mind
i wish that we could both rewind
i think that i should stay inside

i bite my tongue
you bite your lip
you say we're done so i might just dip
the fight is done, the table's flipped
and no one won on a sinking ship

i-i-i don't wanna talk it's fine
because if we call it'll put me in your mind
i think after all i know that i crossed the line
and it's not your fault, i just wanna make it right

cuz i wanna break the cycle
i make jokes and you make eye rolls
i go way too far and then we spiral
i know every little thing has all been my fault
maybe some day i will seek revival

pony (prod. 01kon)

posters
https://www.instagram.com/p/CZkAM7kuJA4/

rhythmics + 8485 - 2steps

a song about the things i wish i could have done

produced, mixed, mastered by phixel
verse by saoirse dream
backing vocals by jackalsclaw

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[NOTE: english translations will appear in brackets next to catalan lyrics. im still learning the language so im really really sorry for my bad pronunciation and grammar]

(phixel)
em fa mal  [it hurts]
tan malament  [so badly]
com puc escoltar  [how do i hear]
digue'm per què  [tell me why]

no et puc veure  [i cant see you]
a través de l'aire negre  [through this smog]
caurà neu ardent  [fiery snow will fall]
t'enterraré, a la cendra  [i will bury you, in ashes]

et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

(saoirse dream)
I still fall asleep in your clothes
Try to struggle out of your rope
Buy into release I’ve imagined
Cling tight to the arms of your ghost
I light matches that I can’t put out
So I burn down bushes outside of your house
And you just watch me
You laugh
Like “what the fuck is wrong with cat?”
You know that I can’t answer that

(phixel)
et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

a la cendra, a la cendra, a la cendra  [in ashes, in ashes, in ashes]

[jackalsclaw:]
(i went, i cast you in the fire, i watched you burn, i didnt cry)
(ill tell you everything alright, to get your memory out my mind)

notebook

ALL PLATFORMS!!!

notebook w/ saoirse dream

A bit late so sorry but Yes I wanted to upload this so that everyone on Soundcloud can hear this demo I pieced together for my splice pack! 
Incredibly huge thank you to @vampiremutual for making the 3rd last beat for me and letting me use it I love you

Buy the sample pack here: https://splice.com/sounds/packs/moment/digital-sentimentality-an-elxnce-moment/samples
Released April 4th 2023

Digital Sentimentality, an elxnce moment (Sample Pack Demo Track) - Available on Splice

||until then i'm lost||

prod me ykyky 
co written with @insertsonghere

thank u for the awesome year even though i didn't post much, next year is stronger :3


🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
If you have a question
I could answer it
I need to break the ice
I’d leave a nice impression and just a little hint
Our fire can suffice

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
until our paths cross
I promise i will be ok
Until then i’m lost
I still have my memories 
that you must of forgot
I’ll remind you who i am 
Doesn’t matter what's the cost

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
time moves slowly
but my heart is speeding up
thinkin’ am i out of luck
to find you, to find you
you, you, you, you
i can never get enough 
i can't seem to give it up.

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
If you have a question
I could answer it
I need to break the ice
until our paths cross
I promise i will be ok
until then i’m lost

until our paths cross

love is such a beautiful motivator, isn't it?

signature

i did an album! its right here! i hope u like it!!!
https://drainpuppet.bandcamp.com/album/ll

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can't tell what i want 
from you, from me 
i think i forgot 
what i should be 

floating unthinking i've 
misplaced myself 
let me unravel the 
thread til i'm well 
so many reasons i'm 
left so uneven i 
shouldn't have ever 
pretended 

to be what others want 
my nature i have lost 
stretched so thin and weak 
don't know how to speak 
x2 

[verse 2] 
can't tell where to go 
from where i am 
caught up in sea 
so far from land 

floating unthinking i've 
misplaced myself 
let me unravel the 
thread til i'm well 
so many reasons i'm 
left so uneven i 
shouldn't have ever 
pretended 

to be what others want 
my nature i have lost 
stretched so thin and weak 
don't know how to speak 
x4

running backwards never reaching never (new album ll out now on bandcamp)

KMOE ~ SHATTER (PROD.ELXNCE + KURAI)

i love youuuu and you are my beautiful friend and lets enjoy the sunshine while we can

running backwards never reaching never (new album ll out now on bandcamp)

Drainpuppet :)