a retrospective on endurance & growth. thank you for one year <3

made by resampling "nobody knows i sampled the amen break"

written, produced, and mixed by jane plane

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i look back in time 
to last july
i wanna know if i’ve grown from then

stress exhaustion 
in my eyes
remnants of all the time i spent

how the fuck did i make music
while enduring all i did?

back was aching
and it still is
on a couch, all my summers been



and after all this time 
you’re still so special to me

and after all this time
can i still endure it?

going back in time 
asking how i made this

can i make something that feels the same?
can i ever make it feel the same way?



take my medicine
i’ll eat some food and take a walk 
for the hell of it

i think the mix is way too loud
i need to edit it

i’m too stressed out to reply 
to important messages
i know that it’s embarrassing



god
i don’t know what to do,
what to do anymore

if i can’t write my art 
the same way as before

there’s stress in my body
i’m sleeping on the floor 
of my friend’s apartment

the body takes the score



and after all this time 
you’re still so special to me

and after all this time
can i still endure it?

going back in time 
asking how i made this

can i make something that feels the same?
can i ever make it feel the same way?

EVERYBODY knows i sampled the amen break

produced by @finlince & @dreamno7e
cover by @chinapoet
mixed by me

lyrics:

Tenkay:

-body that’s it
stop standing around
hold on-

Team REM bitch
nobody is too cool
to be moving their 
fucking body

Hook:

yea
know I don’t like em either
why show them love
wipe the sweat up off my
brow gotta get back up
(gotta go get the fuck up)
whole lot in my head right
here know the pills still fmu
got a whole lot in my head
that I don’t talk bout too much
I don’t really lie bout it
I don’t really talk bout it
cus it hurts my heart
I don’t really whine bout it
I don’t really cry bout shit
cus I don’t give a fuck
mental state be hell
but they ain’t treat me 
well so why show love
why would I ask for help
I did this shit myself
with no one else

pop me a p-
pop me a pill losing
myself two in the morning
why give a fuck bout shit
I ignore it
they sleepin on me
know they snoring
boring
lame mfs they boring
ignore em
why give a fuck bout them
did this shit myself 
who the fuck else 
settling the score here

wake up in the morning
I can’t feel myself at all
I don’t rlly talk bout much
not important ion rlly
think bout it much
my family really ain’t supportive
so I tell you when it rains
it rains, it pours here
why give a fuck imma pave
my lane ten toes to the floor
imma make my own here

make my lane 
imma make it alone
why give a fuck what
you say at all here
broke myself down to grow
took my time and like
damn it shows
break my spine ain’t nobody
else had my back still I did
this shit on my own
me, myself, and I at all times
they can’t do all things I’m on

Hook:

know I don’t like em either
why show them love
wipe the sweat up off my
brow gotta get back up
whole lot in my head right
here know the pills still fmu
got a whole lot in my head
that I don’t talk bout too-
( I don’t talk bout shi-)
I don’t really lie bout it
I don’t really talk bout it
cus it hurts my heart
I don’t really whine bout it
I don’t really cry bout shit
cus I don’t give a fuck
mental state be hell
but they ain’t treat me 
well so why show love
why would I ask for help
I did this shit myself
with no one else

pop me a p-
pop me a pill losing
myself two in the morning
why give a fuck bout shit
I ignore it
they sleepin on me
know they snoring
boring
lame mfs they boring
ignore em
why give a fuck bout them
did this shit myself 
who the fuck else 
settling the score here

fmu p. finlince + dreamnote

2 OUT OF ?
PRODUCED MIXED AND MASTERED BY SERENA LIARS
GMINOR 145BPM

Cover shot by @coreposting
Art by https://x.com/Murasakino69770

NOTHING MATTERS BECAUSE THIS COULD BE US

@heroz2299 @bluntdolls cover art @zzoos

my situation's getting worse
i don't wanna talk, you first
bands up in my fucking purse
outside with my bro we lurk 
whatever helps you sleep at night
every day i feel so cursed
relive it a thousand times
im forever with 100signs
i lost track of all my time
i can't open up my eyes
fool me once won't fool me twice
i know who you are inside
too fucked up i feel like nothing
too fucked up i feel like i got a concussion 
i take nothing and i turn it into something
you don't know me bitch so stop making assumptions
too fucked up i feel like nothing
too fucked up i feel like i got a concussion 
i take nothing and i turn it into something
you don't know me bitch so stop making assumptions
x2
plastic on my face till i pass out
i was down before i'm getting cash now
i don't feel right so i guess i gotta mask now
i don't wanna talk to you so please don't ask now
your bro just went up and he don't know how to act now
tryna make amends i'm tryna make a pact now
every day of my life I've been left out
step into my shoes so you know how i felt now
copped some new shoes so i gotta watch where i step
love my friends i couldn't give a fuck bout a connect
i wake up at 3am and i can't go back to bed
all this time alone been playing with my fucking head

relive prod heroz + luanne

Smokesito 
Looking at a fish in the Thames thinking about how I’m the one drowning in the oxygen 
Skeletal systems in the dirt 
She in lingerie lingering 
Heat around the corner six o clock 
Fleeting Fleetwood Mac lyrics 
Fucked her silly to Billie Holiday thought I was on holiday 
Baby you ain’t gotta be so distant I’m just one call away 
She went west somewhere in Holloway  
Got a flat screen in the limousine 
She bent over for me like bad currency
She bad as ever but good as hell 
They follow me like the tail of a tale 
I spat a cracker in manny 
Black like the Albanian eagle 
Nah I ain’t rich but I’m definitely regal

Poisson (Me)

https://x.com/ae1over
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all (except 1) made over the last couple days. ig will get active once i have enough new material to post. huge shoutout to @sckx for the constant help and feedback.

0:00 solo
0:53 solo
1:47 solo
2:27 solo
3:27 solo
4:17 solo
5:05 solo
5:36 solo
6:03 w @sckx
6:40 solo

1over DEBUT CLIPS ´ཀ`

prod me
guitar sample @pitifulrock
@100signs

i-i love how when i do nothing you still try 2 hate me
why you run your mouth so much now, girl you acting crazy
i-i did what you wanted so long ago and it changed me
i tried to avoid the bullet you shot and it grazed me 
i tried to make the most of it, i still fucking hate it
i-i snapped out and now i ball hard, baby can you blame me

i'm still stuck on her
i'm not what you want
you don't know my life
y-you don't know my-

you don't know what it's like to be me for one night
try to drown out the light, so maybe i can hide
b-baby i don't wanna fight, not right now, i'm too high
by the end of the night i'm looking right back in your eyes

i-i-i don't think i'm panicking enough
you act like my pain is way 2 much for ya
so..what the hell?
 yeah
what the-what the hell am i on? i don't know 
y-y-you don't know the worst i've done, you don't know

you don't know

i made this song in 30 min

lyrics:

(oh my god)
blow shi' down we leave shit hissin
c-count these bands daily we stack em up stop dissin (oh my god)
i paint my dreams vivid we lay them out keep wishin
told em run it back i said he missin
told him run in here he run it back i said he kiddin
nigga stayin pussy in the shadow hidden
bust a .223 we lay him down and leave him pissin

touch the sky steady we climb up high keep wishin 
cookin up a vision plate it clean no time for dishin
ya pockets full of plans no time for quittin
reelin bigger goals so small im stayin fishin
told em run it back i said he missin
told him run in here he run it back i said he kiddin
nigga stayin pussy in the shadow hidden
bust a .223 we lay him down and leave him pissin

the most honest song i have ever made

DR BBQ 2

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