They tell us who the enemies are. They paint them as monsters while hiding their own crimes behind golden podiums and well-rehearsed speeches. "Antagonist" is the melody of silent victims, the unheard cries beneath the noise of propaganda. Are you awake enough to hear them?

Antagonist

You won't believe the crazy adventure I had! So, picture this: I wandered into this deserted record shop, the kind that feels like a forgotten treasure chest. And guess what I found? An ancient disco record titled "Fez," with a label that's practically in code. No clue what it says, but oh my disco balls, the melody is seriously hypnotic. I might have accidentally summoned the ghosts of funky dance moves past. Time to boogie on down to the enigmatic groove!

Memories

This track pretty much speaks for itself.  Only a few of my songs are really autobiographical.  This is one.

I still find myself inside the system, the medical mechanical machinery

Little Big C was re-mixed and re-mastered June 2023.

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Verse 1:
Walking along, minding my business
Pretty much an ordinary day to me
When I encountered a remarkably small
A diminutive little big C

Verse 2:
It hit me as an almighty interruption
In the middle of my day to day
It didn't seem to make any kind of sense
How could I be sick when I was feeling Ok

Chorus:
Now I find myself inside the system
The medical mechanical machinery
All i want is to get out alive
Minus that little bitty ol' C

Verse 3:
I'm not one to bemoan my fate
Or say "how could this have happened to me"
Maybe it’s genetic maybe it’s just bad luck
Doesn’t seem to matter to the Little Big C

Verse 4:
People tell me if I change the way the way I think
Or the things that I eat and this will all go away
Nice to think it all could be that simple
But I'm pretty sure C doesn't roll that way


Chorus:
I still find myself inside the system
The medical mechanical machinery
All i want is to get out alive
Minus that little bitty ol' C


Bridge:
The doc read out some numbers
Such and such percent
At the time i couldn't puzzle out
What it was he meant
Cuz I don't think I heard another word
After I heard big C
But pretty soon all those numbers
Became important to me


Verse 5:
I'm not the first that ever got this message
And I know that I won't be the last
Everything is moving so impossibly slowly
But somehow it’s feeling too damn fast

Verse 6:
So far I’ve been lucky - dodged a bullet
Haven’t needed chemo or surgery
But I’ve still got another five years
Till they let me out of the machinery

Chorus:
And I still find myself inside the system
The medical mechanical machinery
All i want is to get out alive
Minus that little bitty ol' C

Little Big C

Dunkelheit

Suicide In Slow Motion

careful where you tread in this house of horrors 😈😈

The Haunt

Giro Giro Tondo

Win Peace, My Lover

Changes

Dreaming While Awake Remix
This is a rough draft still not finished.

"Quest for Peace" by Nick Ray and Kibeatzer remixed by Dreaming While Awake

Give yourself a chance
Let yourself win
It's time you begin
To live
In your skin

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

It may have been tough
Before
But today
Will change
When you head out the door

Follow your heart
Follow your dreams
Follow your passion
It's not a lot
So it seems

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

If you know that you'll be fine 
Give yourself permission
It is time
It is time

Accept 
Who you are
Accept your ways
Nobody is perfect
You should not be afraid

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

If you know that you'll be fine 
Give yourself permission
It is time
It is time

It is time
Who you are
Accept your ways
Nobody is perfect
You should not be afraid

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

Give yourself a chance
Give yourself a chance

Give Yourself a Chance

Musical Artist
"Dreaming While Awake"
Espen Skaar