how am i just now hearing this oh my fuck

the surface of your reality is a deep blue sea

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/VoQTvMHKhMs

written & performed by teddybear
produced by jcam
mixed and mastered by jcam, teddybear & Adam Hanney
art by teddybear

@tddybrr

lyrics:

wait for me
you're always saying
wait for me
always saying stay
I can't be alone
clay for me
becoming what you say to me
then you turn back
to what I need most
saying sorry
that's not what I meant
I'm just worried
about you so I stress
and it hurts me
like don't you want what's best for me?
I say yes
and really all I see is 
red from the brake lights
just caught me in a moment
that memory is loading
I've never been this close
I didn't know how
I didn't notice
this coming into focus
this doesn't feel like home to me
you're aiming for the throat I see
constantly
whisper something while you hold me
just underneath
the surface of your reality's a deep blue sea
I know that you'll hate me
Oh how I live so free
all through the misery of me
don't thank me
just don't hit me up
don't thank me
just don't hit me up
she said fine by me
I know that you'll need me
after you live so free
all through the misery
baby when you see
just don't hit me up 
baby when you see
I can't love you enough
I know you'll hate me 
Oh how I live so free
All through the misery
All through the misery of me

you can't kill me in a way that matters

VIDEO

you can't kill me in a way that matters (p. jcam)+VIDEO

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@f4iry - Standby
@imcaves - caves

Thank you for listening <3
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nauseous

nauseous feat. Standby (prod. caves)

confide in me [prod fats'e]

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Reefan - Yours Truly... (Prod. Truett)

You Know It All [Prod By. nothing,nowhere.]

suicide awareness (my curse cover) ft. shinigami [Prod By. Canaan Lopez & shinigami]

wanted you ft. shinigami [prod. mark taylor]

guitar by me, prod @4evrgone
mixed by @yung-jza-shawty

✧LYRICS✧

everybody's someone else behind closed doors
picture perfect memory, what more to ask for?
wrapped up in your sheets, never felt so warm
everybody has someone that they choose to ignore

how do you sleep at night knowing im not there anymore
how do you think that i would forget?
i guess ill go on, 
nobody's the same behind closed doors
i guess ill go on, 
everybody has someone that they choose to ignore

Everybody Has Someone That They Choose to Ignore (prod. 4evr)

how could I have been so rude

Bread & Butterflies Continues...

Written & Performed By teddybear 
Produced By Hudson Alexander
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered By Hudson Alexander
Art By Jazzy Ross (ig: jazzyross)

@hudsonalexander
@tddybrr

Not in a car!

Lyrics

Not in a car! (Prod. Hudson Alexander)

almost 2 years after Hey October comes Hey October 2

lyrics:
use to feel a lot now I don’t feel shit
I guess that that’s just how it is
And I really wanna change the way i live
but I don’t think I’ll find it in me to forgive
myself for all of the stuff I did
To compromise my brain after all of the stuff you did so 
Where do I go, where do I go from here
Take my hand and you show me where to go from here 

Hey October 
promise you’re never over
Long as I’m never sober
you’ll never make me colder
and yeah I called her
Told her I wanna hold her
She said idk but
maybe when we get older
When the leaves start dying like I do
I’d like to chill cuz I like you
lots of things that this fucked world might do
But I will go thru the dark just to find you
this pain won’t go less u let it
but I get it, don’t know where my head is
all I know is that I’m breaded
ima spend it all on me cuz I’m selfish

Hey October 2

hey october 2

go give the prod some love!
https://www.youtube.com/user/xxFantomMuzikxx

Laces! Produced by Fantom

/D\R/E\A/M\K/I\T/E\
 ~.ChalkStamps.~

// The night kisses you like you are monumental
because she is inside your head //


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