This track was produced in mid 2021, with Nick providing the mallets and bell sounds on a whim super early in the morning(he said he wanted to return the favor for the contributions i made to his track "Broken" from the previous month).There's about four different versions of the vocals for this song(as well as multiple revisions of the beat) but in the end I rerecorded the vocals to fit to a more modern standard. 

The lyrics were actually written for a song I recorded and released a year earlier, but after the exclusive lease was bought, I decided to have it reprodded, which lead to this version existing. Honestly, Nicks bells and low rumbly bass sounds actually made this so much better than the original beat, and I think it's the only time we collabed on a beat together outside of "Broken".

In the end, this whole thing is bittersweet, because I would have much rather Nick have been around to see this track finally finished, and I just couldn't stay sober long enough to make it happen when he was still here. I'm sorry man, i'll forever feel guilty for that shit.

Produced + Mixed + Mastered - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)
Additional Production + Nick Barton(Nickisgonenow)

Lyrics:

You don't look so pretty now...

I see your spirit in my tomb
All your ghosts around my room
I am not the one you should be apologizing to
I see the shit we used to do
When it hurt so much, it came unglued 
I am not the one you should be apologizing to

You see those daggers that are in your hands?
Can you stick them into my eyes
I saw the end, it was in your grasp
So you reached for it one last time

The little things you do to keep your walls up
Even now that you're gone
I see your ghost in my room sometimes
Thats how i know when somethings wrong

I see your spirit in my tomb
All your ghosts around my room
I am not the one you should be apologizing to
Saw the shit we used to do
When it hurt too much, we came unglued 
I am not the one you should be apologizing to

I am not the one you should be 
Spending time to make me trust you
I am not the one who will be apologizing now
all the shit we used to do
but you never gave a fuck, so then, fuck you
I am not the one who should be apologizing now

Its a lie, and it still fucks me a up
It’s a lie, and i’m still fucked up
I’m alive, and i’m so fucked up

Unglued(Spirit In Your Tomb) | Prod. HeyLee + NICKISGONENOW

prod @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Settle my scores, dont waste time
I dont wanna keep a 9, by my waist side
Made mistakes but i dont want the blame
Bury me in ashes ignite me in the flames

I dont want a legacy if my loved ones are the ones that are hating me
I might have some fans but i put value in my family
Whatever a man could be, id be that
Id see that day, i couldn't take it my bloodline family walked away
we all have ups and downs and downs and ups
born and raised i got forever love

I dont want the blame, but i wont put that blame on you
If we fell apart we can reconstruct and glue
Cause were family, you understanding me?
Were connected thru the blood by nature and organically
I got dna, traits inherited inherited they stay
I say the things you say
I put value in forgiveness cause that's way i was raised

I was raised in love and i'm indebted to portray that
In very few instances id resort to payback
I dont give a fuck about a lot of things
But i'm hesitant to say that
But one thing ill always give a fuck about is my family
If you mess with that, blood stains on ur canopy
And i aint talking fantasy
Mess with my fam and youll end up in calamity

value in my family [prod. the sound clown]

What Do You See In Him (prod. malloy x jkei)

run time command on the synapse eraser !!!

big thanks to @sallow_expression for slayin her verse on this

lyrics:

[HeyLee]

Compress it to a smaller size
What it lies behind
Is firewalls to keep you from your darkest memories
I see you roll your eyes
But don’t be too surprised
If i can delete the things that you just hate about yourself

You can not escape it
Wanna know what's hidden in your data?
You won’t remember it later
So give all control to the synapse eraser

Press a button on a synapse eraser
You can’t outrun it, and you will never escape it
Press a button on a synapse eraser
You’ll fight the feelings that you’ll never be escaping
Breath them into me and i can turn it into vapor

Assimilate with me, my dear
And let me make this crystal clear
The basilisk beyond repair
But we can build the next one together
A dynasty within our hands
Will you succumb to the master's plans?
Nod your head if you understand
But if you don’t comply, you will be damned
But you can always…

Press a button on a synapse eraser
You can’t outrun it, and you will never escape it
Press a button on a synapse eraser
You’ll fight the feelings that you’ll never be escaping
Breath them into me and i can turn it into vapor

[zx sallow]

‘ah ah ah clear the cache just lets the pain resume,
a wire in my neck tied to my room my only hold to you,
ah ah ah all my feelings plugged into the truth,
i see the signs of ills round you it's hard to be the bigger roots,
oh-oh y2k my cortex been on y2j that vortex,
need less tv time i'm on their screens too much it's more stress,
over my head hangs the basilisk my inner conscience,
i will never kneel for them i’ll just clear the cache’

[HeyLee]

Runtime command on the synapse eraser
Deleting all the files you compress into your data
Runtime command on the synapse eraser
You’ll fight the feelings that you’ll never be escaping
Breath them into me and i can turn it into vapor

SYNAPSE ERASER! feat. zx sallow | Prod. HeyLee Manzeron

prod da goat @whos-that-clown

LYRICS

On the website baby u know where i hang
Soundcloud lurker gon remember my name
Tryna play me but never played no game
I do it for the hobby bitch u do it for fame

Gaspack, when i pull up im finna stunt
Smoking on the reef, i got coral in this blunt
Blospar bible keep on writing never done
Minute maid to ur face the way i'm packing punch
x2

New shit same me, i just a got facelift
Deep sea diamonds i got pearls on my bracelet
And on my neck, diving through the depths
Soundcloud diver, you gon dive into the best
And if you wanna tee up, grab my driver i shoot left
And if we talking geo, i aint even close to west
I be reppin up the east, nova scotia hfx
And if I cause a problem we gon get that shit addressed.

GASPACK [prod. the sound clown]

Hook:
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 
Your presence brings me peace baby 
Your presence brings me peace with myself 
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 

Verse:
I think about you often 
I think about how your good for my health 
I think about you every day 
You’ve been better than anyone else 

You cross my mind 
I can’t believe it 
Love of my lifeeeee
I need you to see it 

You’re truly everything to me and I decree it 
If you really wanna king.   Yea I can be it 

I’d drive all day and night yea just to see you 
Forget about the other bitches they can’t beat you 

I’m hanging onto you yea cuz I got issues 
But even with my problems baby I’ll complete you

Hook:
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself 
Your presence brings me peace baby 
Your presence brings me peace with myself 
I love you more than anything 
I love you more than life itself

PEACE (prod. Gabriel Domenic)

Verse 
No more dreams and summers passin
I been moving slow molasses
No sleep but no one is askin 
If I’m ok when I’m laughing 

I put on a fake face To ease my mind 
But my mood is changing with the tides 
All my life been showing signs 
That something is wrong in my mind 

Pre hook
In my time I had my secrets
All those things were locked away 
But now I regret it 
I had so much more to say 

You somehow just saw my demons 
But you didn’t hesitate 
What you did was just believe in 
Me and now you aren’t afraid

Hook
The way you read my mind 
You’re like an international super spy 
Like the cia 
You always know what I’m gonna say 

The way you read my mind 
You’re like an international super spy 
Like the fbi 
My thoughts that were hidden no longer hide 

Vails Verse:
International
The spotlight yeah baby, thats how you seem to me
Super star brand new car
You got it all thats how I want to be

Seen you in a magazine
You looked like a vivid dream
That I had back when I was on track to becoming who I said I'd be
And that was on the throne
With you by my side
But you on a secret mission to avoid me
Like a super spy
So I wonder why and what it takes to unveil your secret 
Cause if you would share that
You know I could keep it
Girl I mean it
Just believe it
uh

Losing my mind
But you probably knew that
Now im running out of time
Bet you was hoping it would turn out like that

Hook
The way you read my mind 
You’re like an international super spy 
Like the cia 
You always know what I’m gonna say 

The way you read my mind 
You’re like an international super spy 
Like the fbi 
My thoughts that were hidden no longer hide

INTERNATIONAL SUPER SPY feat. Vails (prod. McX)

Bury me in gold :))) vails x clown
Lyrics:

When u bury me 
eventuall
Make sure u that cover me 
With turquoise,and  gold
So I glisten from the grave 
Thats how I want the story to be told
That  I was Drippin Ice cold 

Hope the diamonds on my teeth display bold 
make it past the gates
Of the underworld 
So I get a second chance
To be rich before I’m old 
Hate it if you wanna
I don’t care the truth be told 
Uh uh uh
Yeah fuck it we all dying soon
leave my money hanging out the pocket of my pantaloons im a silver spoon
Idgaf if ya see me as a goon bitch
Like bitch please
We all gone soon
So atleast what i was thinking is that i could be jusr dripping in some gold shoes 
Ina gold mine
Shining so bright
Fuck it baby if you wanna we could share time
Be a blue vibe
ice cold so cold drippin blood knives 
Bloody knives 
Thats a cold case
im predicting im a victim of ur fake lies 

When u bury me 
eventuall
Make sure u that cover me 
With turquoise,and  gold
So I glisten from the grave 
Thats how I want the story to be told
That  I was Drippin Ice cold

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