Even If I Meant To

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PRODUCED BY: @chris-havok & @anubiiis
SONG BY: @thebeamon
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video edit/upload by: @astvri 

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lyrics 2 "marilyn manson"

(beamon intro vocals) 
please take me up to the sky 
so I can see how I fall 
please break me down 
watch me fall 
let my bones break 
then I crawl 

(beamon first verse)
and when I walk through my city 
bet everything round me is probably dying 
ants in the sugar
you're spreading me open 
don't say any words I want silence 
you just want money plus all of the drugs 
that you got
but bitch I don't want nothing 
skin mixed with black and white 
after I terrorize what you idolize
I'm buzzin 

(beamon hook) 
now the boy that you loved
is the man that you fear 
pray your life is just a dream
but the cuts never heal 
now the boy that you loved
is the man that you fear 
pray your life is just a dream
but the cuts never heal 
you can kill yourself now 
cause your dead in my mind 
peel my eyes off, I find 
my way 
inside of the dark 
you can kill yourself now 
cause your dead in my mind 
peel my eyes off, I find 
my way 
inside of the dark 

(beamon bridge) 
and now that boy that you loved 
is the monster that you fear 
and now that boy that you loved
is the monster that you fear 

(beamon second verse) 
and let me run through the fields
young ichiro got no face in my bath house 
guess it makes sense if you look at my family portrait 
my pictures was cut out 
now let me stare at the ceiling 
look at my hands and they sharp as 
some blades now 
and let me look at the ceiling 
stare at my hands and they sharp 
as some blades now 
and let me crush the civilians 
show them that what they love is not bout nothing 
and you could paypal a million 
dollars I live in the mountains, by (or buy) nothing 
pack my bag up with white shirts
look and there you know that there's nothing fancy 
pack my bag up with no contacts
on my iphone, I'm not answering 
nothing 

(beamon bridge final verse) 
spirits on the floor 
ichiro my spirit's gone 
my face stays unknown 
you at parties with them clones 
I look like shawn michaels
sweet chin music in my zone 
I'm creeping through the forest
body pouring out some ghosts, bitch 

(beamon 2nd hook)
body pouring out some ghosts 
before you see me go 
tell me are you still afraid of me 
grew my hair out really long 
so when they look and they judge
they get surprised they can't see none of me 
of me, of me 

(beamon subtle vocals/thoughts) 
(mumbles)
that's where the city at
yeah, they (or ain't) talking bout me
I (or we) be killing that 
you can drop your songs
they ain't fucking with me 
I can guarantee it 
we can go to war 
if that is really what you tryna do you bitch.... 

(beamon screams)
(with subtles, bitch I'm barely goings) 
young beamon guess you going too far 
young beamon guess you going too far
young beamon guess you going too far 
young beamon guess you going too far
you bitch.... 


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Beamon - Marilyn Manson (produced by Chris Havok & Anubis)

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