cuddle time

Ride or Die (prod thislandis)

Terrified! (prod 4evr x charlie shuffler)

Download "TeenWitch" - http://tinyurl.com/mgsvfk8

Prod. by Greaf

Bones - Cotton (Feat. Fifty Grand)

LWFH

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

lyrics

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your chest
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

ya ya fuck being down, and fuck being dumb
i always love what i lost, why do i hate what ive become
and im so beat down, by the shit that you sent me
im sorry i cant help ive never felt this empty
now youre stressed out cause i dont care what my rent be
while im at vv droppin 20s on fendi
and you dont need me didnt say it i guessed it
well my heart bleeds cause youre the one im obsessed with

and im obsessed, with being a mess
but when youre upset the pains easy to forget
i get im not the best, but i do my part
just know ill never rest till theres designer on your 
pull a stack out the closet, one that i cant deposit
drop a bean in the lean man fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
fuck being

fuck being cautious
fuck being cautious
got some pills im off it baby im just being honest
knew right when i met you youre the only one i wanted
for you id do whatever baby baby thats a promise
take away the pain cause i know that theres a consent
got some killers with me ya i brought em in my pocket
i just sniffed the twisted got me blasted like a rocket
know that they fuck with me ya they love the way im rockin
and if im lookin sad, its just because i feel sad
know im fly as hell but somehow i still feel bad
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
when i tell you that i love you
hoping that you feel that
and im obsessed baby with doing my best
its your boy lil death wont someone lay me to rest
in a year imma be poppin or dead
i said im bout to be ballin you heard me thats what i said

Untitled EP

Precautions are for the Weak & Living w/poloralphmacchio (feat. SMRTDEATH) (prod. haruhi)

video - https://youtu.be/9mTGTjh39Kc

mix/master - @youngburial

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that I'm sorry
and its all my fault
will you fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off 

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
maybe it's drugs I'm missing
really I'm numb to all this

outside I look calm
but in my head I'm fucked
like why you think
I always keep that bottle tucked

they talk about my life
as if they're living it
like we didn't crawl thru mud
to get to past where we been

nowadays i just am not sure
still giving everything
still need more

nowadays i just am not sure
I'm not sure
I'm not sure

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that im sorry
and its all my fault
will you Fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
mostly it's just drugs I'm missing
really I'm just numb to all this

anxious from the topic & the adderall

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

no samples
prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke

Video - https://youtu.be/UzKzr_uSyWY

cuts on ur thigh
where my eyes been lately
i've been feeling down
but i shouldn't be
i've been working hard
hope ur proud of me
lately,
i just wanna distance
whats been killing me

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

substance on substance
till i'm dead asleep
please silence the demon
that's inside of me

using book cover's as a headpiece
i miss being young having dirty feet
years go slow repeating history
lies grow mold and drift in the breeze

so lately
i've been careful when i need to breathe

and lately
i'm just not sure about anything

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

(lately i've been drinking too much x4)

6SPEED

if my dad saw he'd be mad at me..

A recreation and variation in production of the song "Heal" from the ICO soundtrack composed by Michiru Oshima and/or Koichi Yamazaki.

original: https://youtu.be/8RMDBqQDtT8

heal...

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

scream your name feat. lil lotus (prod. bleachbaby)

@teamsesh

on spotify & apple music

download: http://drewthearchitect.bandcamp.com/album/damagedgoods

DamagedGoods

bones & drew the architect - unsolvedresolve

hello (prod. kassgocrazy & thislandis)

may the music 
passing through this device 
help bring a little more peace 
to this troubled world

scream your name feat. lil lotus (prod. bleachbaby)

drippin so pretty

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