@sexkaede for the help
I make cute and happy music but I am actually depressed !

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2PqSXKaeGQHJjkTn4slt69?si=f8c61de31e0848e6

your side

sinkholes

ELEVATE

(p. me)

STREAM/DL -
https://open.spotify.com/album/4zSqxO5sTxmnqR4W1edSCD?si=IBpzXa3_Q1GHSB7nBJvhnA
https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/holditout

SOCIALS/LINKS
twitter.com/nujioh
www.instagram.com/nujioh/
nujioh.bandcamp.com/music

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and i split my tongue in two
bitch i bleed im hurting too
i dont see your point of view
you think im a fucking fool

you cant save me now
i dont know how
the voices too loud
no one hears me if i shout

this shit that i am 'fraid to do
percussions ringing out the stu
anxieties immeasurable
my conscious is illegible

it dont phase me now
i cant account
i dont think its allowed
all this pain i hold it out

my minds going hazy, maybe its just indonesia
feel like life is fleeting, im thinking about euthanasia
if you cared about me then you would've said it
clear my head when doubts leave

i dont care bout your greivance
and what you have to say
shit changes every season
by spring i flew away
im a lost cause, and youre just my next mistake
recalled what your thought was, and i kept it for your sake

and i split my tongue in two
bitch i bleed im hurting too
i dont see your point of view
you think im a fucking fool

you cant save me now
i dont know how
the voices too loud
no one hears me if i shout

this shit that i am 'fraid to do
percussions ringing out the stu
anxieties immeasurable
my conscious is illegible

it dont phase me now
i cant account
i dont think its allowed
all this pain i hold it out

holditout

stream: https://ffm.to/fangs-stream
produced by Cole Calico & Dez Forman

Lyrics:
(Oooo)
I don't know who told you I would be so brave
when I saw you all the blood rushed straight to my face
(1,2,3)
and I couldn't lie to you
I tried, but there's something else inside
then you said "look me in the eyes"

But I don't know what to say to this
every time the conversation ends
it feels like the walls are caving in
and I might die
and until we stop playing favorites
I'll figure out how to take a risk
show me your fangs and I'll face you now

It's always something I never expected
keep me in close 'till you wanna get your message out
and I doubt the words coming out my mouth
could keep me alive
think twice and I'll try like everything's fine enough for me to,
run and hide, pick my fights, and I'm none the wiser
I still can't shake this feeling that you're waiting outside
and I can still feel your eyes
(wait can we hear this?)

But I don't know what to say to this
every time the conversation ends
it feels like the walls are caving in
and I might die
and until we stop playing favorites
I'll figure out how to take a risk
show me your fangs and I'll stand my ground
show me your fangs and I'll face you now

Fangs

believeit!

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

Hey!! It's been a minute since I've made on of these :p BUT this is the proudest I've ever been with the progress I've made with this project. I've really been hunkering down to write new ideas and expand old ones as of late, so I hope to bring you a selection of these this year! I can't express how much I've appreciated the support of so many throughout the years and I hope you all enjoy hearing my journey •°✲

Huge thanks to @jpebro @letitallout @goldenlotusart & Kairoy for the voice watermarks!
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//*Tracklist

ELIMINA - ID (Disheartened)
ELIMINA - ID (Frame Imperfect)
ELIMINA - ID
     w/ ELIMINA - Look for Collusion (acapella)
ELIMINA & captiive - ID (dead skin)
ELIMINA - ID (Divide by One)
ELIMINA - ID
     w/ Grape Milk - I See A Way (ELIMINA Intro Flip)
ELIMINA - ID
     w/ ELIMINA & ? - ID
Capshun - Breathless ft. Tyraz (ELIMINA Remix)
ELIMINA - ID
ELIMINA - ID (Happenstance)
ELIMINA - ID (Lucid Dreamer)
ELIMINA - ID (Lost in a Void)
ELIMINA - ID

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//*Follow Me

Twitter / twitter.com/ELIMINAmusic
Instragram / www.instagram.com/eliminamusic/

Listen with visualizer

Encapsulate Vol. 1 •°✲ [2024 ID Showcase]

composition for: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSGFHqwPdag

and i'm terrified

First track from my showcase •°✳
This one means a lot to me--
I hope it means a lot to you too <3
•°✳[I'll see you soon!...]

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// Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I don't feel myself
It's a call for help (yeah)
Want to be someone else
Drag me out of hell
All of these lies
Can't sleep at night
Save me from myself
Drag me out of hell

[Verse 2]
(save me from myself)
Broken pieces scattered on the floor
Lost in a world I can't ignore
every step I take feels like a fall
I've been trying to make sense of it all
I'm locked in a world where I don't belong
feeling like a stranger, feeling so alone
save me from myself
drag me out of hell (yeah)

[Verse 3]
(Save me from myself)
(Drag me out of hell)
Save me from myself, drag me out of hell
Every step I take it feels like a fall
I'm drowning in the silence
trying to make sense of it all

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// Follow Me

ELIMINA
Twitter / twitter.com/ELIMINAmusic
Instragram / www.instagram.com/eliminamusic/

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