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hom3mad3

GOD SAVED ME

just in case i never finish this i at least wanna have AYE (a) version out... this was first produced dec '20 and the last tweak was sometime during the first half of '22

lyrics 

not tryna live within the mundane
they can't mold me into a brick they won't hold me

i know i'm a star
can't rush my potential
might blow out and scar

so i'ma take it slow
let my body ohhhh
excited for expansion
can't limit me the world
with this might i probe
with these seeds i rose
natural geometry
this life won't take one form

ay sha sha! i jus dropped the top, on my top hands up crankin right
leveled up on niggas by the mere fact i live by my shine
encompass your virtues and watch how you shapeshift as the sky
some people choose to walk while others run but through these clouds i fly

I know i been tied up, tryn b ugh when i'm really pop
lemme take 2 and study, isolate, be my best buddy
find a new piece of myself, find a lil peace in myself
my purpose ima acknowledge it, find a new wealth in my solitude fuck confirmation from else

sublime
my thoughts equate sublime
past tense i was so _____ [looking for a substitute for ableist metaphor]
present tense, i’m scoping all sides
strength up ima work this muscle, with this paintbrush i got range no struggle
pinkies up sippin on this turbi
thumbs down tryna feed me turkey no

i say no when it urks my soul
I say yes when it fills my chest
fuck what's good i'ma do what's best
see the sun and i see my quest

in pursuit reapin benefits
in my glow fuck a dimlit bitch
they jhi pissed lookin at my shim
they not used to this, i'm jus in my bliss

'm in the realm hittin flips
i put the sh in delish
unspoken secrets the world at miss
too focused on external stimulants

see past what’s given in this world of sin
ima take what i need and then learn from within
evolution inevitable so i cringe
then proceed to do the work for the win

you gotta know
to live is to die but to die is to pose

by my mess, i mezzi (x10)

EP 6. ALL BLOWN UP

prod. dr oct 👨🏻‍🔬👨🏼‍🚀