Hyperp🍭p + friends

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

@blackwinterwells
@quannnic
@litothedon

[blxty]
off all night u tell me stories
at my brink jump off 10 stories
i'm so lost can call me dory 🐟
stab me in my chest omori v-v

i'm so obsessed
i fall asleep
yet somehow you still flawless me
i know i'll still have troubles in the next stage
stuck up in my headspace
wish that i could fly away,,
from you.... . .. .
i know it's hard 
but realize i need you
i know it's good for me
but not for you

[wells]
what am i to do
close my eyes im leaving you
in the dust we're done im through
though i wish it wasnt
true
i've had enough of you
i don't know what to do
still dreaming about you

no i dont need my heart back
yeah i know its all used up
im devoid of all my love
not that i ever had much
but i still miss your touch
you made me feel so loved
but now you fucked me up
and it hurts way too

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

engineered by me
produced by me, waifu, and malikai 
featuring miraie
art by @cryinggsilence


[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
You know that I'm bored so I'm taking like trip to trip to state to state 
I don't really wanna hear you speak 'cause I got too much on my plate
I don't wanna speak to you no I won't conversate
I don't like to talk to clones I swear you're all the same
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Verse: miraie]
I'll stay the same, stay the same, but will my fate change anyway?
I can't say, that my future stay the same, lame
Think twice before you act cause life is not a game
It's a shame, I can't seem to remember yet I miss your name
I need an angel just like Tachibana Kanade
I lost my heart and kissed a girl who looks like Sanae
I still regret about it, feel like it was yesterday
Just to find out that you're just another bird of prey
[Bridge: kuru & miraie]
I'm way too tired can't fix my mistakes
But I can't give into the hate yet
They always tell me to go take break
But I ain't even choose own my fate yet
Losing my sanity, trapped in this world, I'm lost on real and fake
I own my destiny, no shit no lame no coffee break

[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Outro: miraie & kuru]
I swear you're all sum fake can you please get the fuck away
Devils are in my head I lost counts on the days I pray
Hell or heaven when I die this shit gon stay the same
Run your mouth like all you want but you gon have to pay

shine forever +miraie (ku sense malikai)

sry the stats on here are messed up the song was posted on the wrong page @ first den moved to mine  after like 3 days LOL
art by digiyams
prod @ddertbag n @slappy 

okok < 3

lyrics : 
u wna b me so damn bad but you still dnt know that im fly as hell
offa these x like every day and im posted up in that ysl
im goin up and u still falling off and u say u wan quit boy u might as well
flex on my opps and i cnt say a word cause you know lil bro that i still cnt tell
u say u wanna go to war so bad so lemme jus bring the artillery
y do you talk bro its killing me back in the function ik that theyre feelin me
i cant get bored of this shit im stackin up bands n bands and you know its thrillin me 
i still remember the days i was feelin like no one like boy is u shittin me 

dont make me call up my bro cause if he gon hop in the function this shit gon get crazy
no i dnt know her at all so why is she callin my phone and just callin me bby
he said he want a free feat im tellin him no and i aint sayin maybe
he said that he wanted smoke but when it gon come down right to it then he gettin shaky
everyday that you drop is just another father’s day to me
i got mihara my shoes all of ur clothes and shit just make believe
all of your drip in ur head
watchin my pockets i swear u the feds
say u up next but I talked to your bros and i promise to god that that aint what they said
hop in a jet 
bitch im on go
yeah I got stacks
but I want more
no I do not
wear no ramones
i played a show
they was like woah
no she don’t hit u no more im in dc i stay with the bros
this aint shit ima dig through the snow 
why u always just stealin my flows like
get ur own
stop watchin me just like a drone
no bitch i dnt like ya tone 
u stealin my swag like a loan
im just bein me u know
got more points than a free throw
im a vip bro
got all the drip just for free nono
 
u wna b me so damn bad but you still dnt know that im fly as hell
offa these x like every day and im posted up in that ysl
im goin up and u still falling off and u say u wan quit boy u might as well
flex on my opps and i cnt say a word cause you know lil bro that i still cnt tell
u say u wanna go to war so bad so lemme jus bring the artillery
y do you talk bro its killing me back in the function ik that theyre feelin me
i cant get bored of this shit and im stackin up bands n bands and you know its thrillin me

clone

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

halo3 +8485

produced by taylor morgan

[blxty]
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

[mental]
i don’t wanna care, but I’m always bothered
i feel like I’m awkward, running out of options
everyday I wake up, feeling like I’m lost inside
and it hurts me every time I watch you cry
i don’t care though, I feel like this all the time
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my (ugh)
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my mind
i don’t wanna run away but I can’t watch us fight
tell me why you don’t care
when I openly stare, does it hurt?
‘cause you make me feel like I’m so much worse
you make me feel like it’s so much worse
and I don’t like it when we kiss
it’s like I’m floating off this bridge
it makes me vomit, makes me sick
i think you’re honestly my shit

[blxty]
i wish I was dead
i’m not better off alive
take it how you want
it just makes me cry
i can’t talk to you
i hate it when you’re fried
used to show me love
but now you tell me lies

it’s just I don’t wanna do it
everyday I’m talkin’ to you I just lose it
take some medicine but it all feels useless
(take some medicine but it all feels useless)

do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

medicine +mental

OLM ##NUKETEARS (VILE+KRAVE) HOSTED BY DJ SMOKEYYY

maim. +blxty & mental

dream machine (kimj)

(A) module 3(2): The protocol re: contractual interfacing. 

Produced by @Drainpuppet.
Mixing and mastering by @blackwinterwells.
Developed, written and performed by 8485.

Scribbles [+Drainpuppet]

tracing paths

circles

weathered

art by eighty. additional production by meeeee

1 (tmo+kir)

https://soundcloud.com/kggn
https://soundcloud.com/crusifye
https://soundcloud.com/tonserrr

prod
https://soundcloud.com/1vessel
https://soundcloud.com/perc_300

[kuru] 
oh no
think i did it again
i can't seem2 fuckn speak whn im round my friends
ion rly like the talkn
so i keep loose ends
n they love2 pretend
so i skrt inna benz
nonono
let the choppa do the choppin s/o exodus
u a fake bitch u aint like the rest of us
i ain bout the pressure smokn gas tht excellence
say u rly bout it u ain got no evidence

u make me sick
2my core
don't kno whts in store
4u
yea i dunno wht to say but imma floor u
treat me like a fan 
bitch i dnt adore u
always in my dms sayin this n sayin tht
i like 2 keep my mouth shut but ur always on attack
i like 2 keep my mouth shut but i never look back
u should do the fuckn same go n get urself sum racks

[crusifye]
(?)

[tonser]
In the night time
I want u to be mine
When I see ur smile
u make me feel alive

Oh shit, I’m running blind
Kuru and me we have nothing to hide
Catch me on the floor, look at me slide
Nothing in the world can stop me now

Felt like 47, just like the guy with no emotions
He can’t be stopped, he has the poison
He has the gun, I have women

Get on board
Ride with me now
Get on board
Ride with me now

kuru - repeat ft. crusifye & tonser (prod. arena & 4am)

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

prod @prodelxnce  @kuraiiii
feat @trevmas 

rhymes:

ya i fucked up i know that
u said u luv me baby ya u gotta show that
i got, 2 k's for ya face ya i wrote that
2 twin glocks ya they make u do arobics
cut u out the pictures, lil baby
know i had to
punchin the wall because im pissed
i coulda had u
lost it all because i hate
when u got attitude
dropped the ball because
u didnt say i had to

ya i know u and u know me
ya evil hates u cuz u a phony
they like "kkypr can i kick it wit yo homies"
im like "nah we a tight circle makin money" 
ou ou ou gotta watch my back
check both sides to make sure they do not attack
wit my bros you know that we could never lack
oh shit gotta reload, gonna b right back

i got these diamonds on my choker
place my bets, like im playing fucking poker
i swear i never sleep
ya thats the end of me
eyeing u from down the hall cuz u a enemy

ya i fucked up i know that
u said u luv me baby ya u gotta show that
i got, 2 k's for ya face ya i wrote that
2 twin glocks ya they make u do arobics

[trev]

I gotta listen to my own advice
I told myself this wasn’t good for me a hundred times 
I bet the money line
Love rolling the dice
You brought me to life 
I’m paying the price 
But that’s some shit that I just gotta do
I lost all control
That’s some shit the bottle do
I ride with the pole 
That’s some shit I gotta do
That bitch took my soul
Right out of the blue

Put the past in the past
Blow the gas let it pass
And I’m down on my ass
Shawty I need you bad
Shawty you need a bag cause this money coming in fast
He talking we blick his ass
Too much blood for a rag

Tbt she throw it back like Thursday
She here on my worst days
Won my heart I gave her first place
We playing wordscape
Said she love my wordplay
Bodies hit the ground
Earthquake
Blow his candles out
Birthday

Devilish dude
Bitch I’m one hell of a guy
We bulletproof the whole outside of the ride
Plenty of drugs take them one at a time
I don’t like you no text back
Sorry bae that’s that

And that’s that, baby yea that’s facts
I don’t even want my shit back
Why can’t you face facts
Year and a half wish I could just fucking erase that

if ur reading this comment fart <3

spotify

aerobics w/ trev mas

@twikipedia

@prodelxnce
@kuraiiii
@vinsoignatius

echo feat twikipedia prod elxnce kurai & vinso

dolly https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose
charms https://soundcloud.com/deathcharms
elxnce https://soundcloud.com/prodelxnce
kurai https://soundcloud.com/kuraiiii
vinso https://soundcloud.com/vinsoignatius

[sillyteam]

guess im back!

dolly & charms - guess im back! (elxnce, kurai & vinso)

come on, stacy by wido

come on, @stacy by @0wido

Hyperp🍭p + friends

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