just another day
I've spent alone
still doing all the same shit I did
ten years ago
but it feels a little different
than it did back then
cause I didn't have any bills 
& I had lots of friends...

now every single fuckin day
it feels the same
I wake up, question everything
then do it again
& I feel like I'm always wasting so much time
but I've done all I can do
& I'm so bored I could die...

& I know everything is relative, subjective
whatever
I'd sell both my guitars 
if it would make me feel better
but no one understands
no, they don't even try
everybody talks right thru me
looking straight in my eyes...

& now I don't wanna go outside
there's too many people
& they all seem to startle me
cause I forget I'm real
& everybody asks me questions
they don't hear the answer
I'm so fuckin tired of talking
cause nobody ever answers...

abyss

drowsy