i dont wanna want to wanna die anymore ;p

Survivor's Milk

SUVs (Black on Black)

uzzle dives into the depths of inner turmoil, exploring the clash between desire and self-doubt. Gritty and raw, the track is a visceral expression of sensitivity, survival, and self-sabotage, driven by dark, industrial beats and haunting melodies. The lyrics paint a picture of conflicted love, where vulnerability and chaos intertwine: "If you wanna love me, put a muzzle on me," Brooke’s voice lingers on the edge of intimacy and self-protection. Heavy basslines and gritty textures echo the struggle between seeking connection and battling inner demons, presenting a sonic landscape that’s as intense and unfiltered as the lyrics themselves.

For anyone who's ever wrestled with their own darkness, Muzzle is a raw confession—a story of survival and longing, set against a backdrop of pulsating beats and haunting tones.
lyrics
If you wanna love me
put a muzzle on me
because i cant stop
freaking out
if you say you love me
get your hands off me
because you know imma let you
down

In God's hands
i am a child
sensitive
loving, capable
in my own
i act out of survival
gnashing, nasty
and self-obsessed

Here lying awake in this emptiness
something climbs up my spine
and starts to set in
i cant tell if its a feeling
an omen, or an ominous presence
but it presents a querulous quandary
of if this is enough
am i enough
or is this your fault
why im so
fucked up
I
fucked up
but i apologized
ten thousand times
so please dont fight
i thought you loved me
i knew you didnt
i thought you'd save me
no i insisted it
now i cant even write you a letter
and prove how im better
i just stutter
over and over and over and over
every word and thought
my cyclical confidante
im sorry im jus tlost in my own thoughts

Muzzle

prod GHOSTEMANE

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Ghostemane-mercury-retrograde-annotated

First single off the HEXADA album

Hexada

Mercury: Retrograde

MERCH

cover art by Opal Pence
http://opalpence.com/

Black Dresses - Paper Planes

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art by me, song by Black Dresses. I just edited it!

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drrtgrrl is the dark, gritty sound of Brooke Lever, a queer artist blending industrial beats, haunting melodies, and raw lyricism. Rooted in Memphis's underground, drrtgrrl explores themes of pain, pleasure, and transformation. Inspired by 90s performance art and the concept of decay, drrtgrrl crafts intense, immersive soundscapes that push boundaries and invite liberation.

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